I've been thinking of times I've been slim and times I've been overweight. I was slime until I left home at 18, then I couldn't cook so we had lots of beige food, microwave meals and takeaways plus beer. Got fat very quickly, was working full time and out of the house 10-12 hours. Plus had a bought from a shop lunch.
Then I went on a diet, joined a gym and ate a lot of salad for a good few years and had a very active job so walking around all day, every day. Was back in my size 10s 4 weeks after having dd despite a c section.
Then moved back to my mums and we had a lot of ready meals again, so went to a size 14 pretty quickly. Was working in a bar as well so lots of late nights, takeaways, beers, crap at work.
Then I got a job in a butchers and started cooking from scratch because I had easier access to butchers, greengrocers, fishmonger. Dropped easily to a size 10/12 again. Maintained it easily despite eating really well.
Then got a full time office job, so sedentary plus started doing most meals from supermarkets so more processed because I was working mon to Friday etc. Was a size 14/16 for ages. Then got pg with ds, went to slimming world when he was 3 months old and dropped 2 stone in 12 months. But have put that on and off again for the last 5 years. When I did SW I did cook healthy food fro scratch and followed it pretty strictly. And because I wanted to have a gin or two most days I was really strict with my food so all fresh to avoid any syns.
Hoping going back to homecooked food, no wheat and no veg oil takes me back to a size 12 at least. And I can still enjoy the odd treat and drink. Like I did when I was late 20s/early 30s.
I do think physical activity plays a part as well. Whenever I've had a physical, on my feet job I've been slim easily. I think the lockdowns caused so much weight gain because despite running or walking most days we spent far too much time at home.
Anyway. That's a lot of musing about my lard arse. I had tuna and olive salad for lunch. And had a cheese, red pepper and ham omelette for tea with a small portion of baked beans and airfryer chips fried in lard. Which were lush tbh. Didn't think I'd like them in lard but they are far, far nicer than veg oil ones. They go crispier without burning which the veg oil ones tend to do. They also taste sweeter bizarrely unless my taste buds have changed.