I don't have as many personalities as you do; I only have the one.
I am still a Tory, but that doesn't mean that I think they are right on everything, just on more things than New Labour.
I have never backed austerity. I believe that it was done deliberately to impose cuts on pensions, increase working age and cut living standards in a bid to slow the growth of the people, in order to benefit the elite. I don't think the Tories were responsible for it, they just took over after New Labour left the note saying "sorry there's no money left".
By populist, if you mean that I read the Daily Mail and am with the people, then I make no apologies for that.
I still support the Tories and hope they change and listen to the calls for growth. I think that some of teh leadership is unfortunately out of touch and tehy need MPs like Nadine Dorries in the Cabinet. She understands the people and comes from a working class council house background.
The more I think about it, the worse it looks for the Tories. I think they will be forced to change their policies because Hollande and eventually Merkel will do so. But if they leave it too late, then they will look even more out of touch and as if they got it wrong. The public will not see them as leaders, but as followers of a wrong policy. Once the public lose faith, it will be curtains and we will see the return of New Labour.