sorry about the pain to read posts. I didn't consider that the lack of paragraphs and punctuation could be a contributing factor that my posts have been perceived as rants.Its easy to forget that tone doesn't translate into type.
"Perhaps Pentecostal/Christianity perhaps is safe ground for you in this lifetime. It protects you from Fears, which can only be faced when ready. And if a decision is not coming from a fully open-hearted position it's better to stop & wait until it is! Your heart ultimately as chosen Christ. The strength of your past heritage is not easy to comprehend as perhaps others pasts. Perhaps that is also why you got your fingers burnt in what others experience as Beauty, Great Spirit manifest in their lives.
I understand you feel you need to express from a Christian/Pentecostal the dangers we face in your perception of danger. And again you are welcome here, but please realise this that none of us here are for conversion. I appreciate reading your history, but we all have our (in St Georges words slightly modified) spiritual express journey. And we share here in insight and kinship... not in separation and warnings of occult dealings. Again I say.... I feel that we humans should always remember that taking Life and Spirit in a literal Way can also be a unfortunate pathway when the initial myth / message is changed and distorted from what it once WAS"
*Fair response and thanks for the input.In my own defense I'd like to say I have zero thoughts of converting ot convicting anyone here, that is why I posted yesterday,to try and make that clear.
My spiritual and religious beliefs are seperate in my own mind and not used as a crutch for any fears if I am right in what you seem to be conveying.As for chosen paths etc; etc; I no longer choose to believe in past/multiple lives in a literal sense. I attribute it to genetic/tissue memory, I had regressions before.
I can say as well, though I was raised pentecostal,I am not a pentecostal christian in the usual sense, yes I believe the day of pentecost happend and the "religious ecstasy",but I have plenty of beliefs that do not come close to conforming with pentecostals,in fact they would likely be condemned.
For one thing,my children's names were chosen using numerology and I believe our Creator intended for us to use astronomy to our advantage for certain decisions. If you met me in person,you'd not in a million years stick me in the category as a pentecostal holiness Christian.
Per your post, insight and kinship through insight into each others thoughts,feelings and beliefs and reasonings,this is how I get to know people and allow them to get to know me,if my approach is a foreign one,I dunno what to say except,I'll try and use tact in my "typed speech" and keep in mind that I am not in the company of Southern Belles.So...here..an olive branch from misunderstood me to all of yous....anyone want a cup of tea?