I used to come on LP alot. I don't know if any of you are around that remember me.
I have had a disastrous year last yr with one thing and another.
I have just had a shitty new yr, and am feeling very lost and sad.
I am not here for a flaming, tho i know the gen consensus on mn for me getting involved with a married man will be to shoot me down.
Yet, in my defence i pushed him away for months, and still we fell in love, but now he's gone. I know i am amongst women here who have been shat on, i was one of them. I just know now, that life isn't bloody simple and hearts and flowers and marriage is forever. I know that believe me. I trusted someone again, and now he has let me down, i was alone for 6 yrs and thought i had sorted out good from bad, but hey i went down a shitty path.
I am just extremely annoyed with myself for thinking we were on the same page. Yet when it's come to it, he can't be with me.
This is ok, i want him to be happy, but he isn't. has banged on for months that it's only me he feels he can have a future with. i need to vent here becuase rightnow i am falling apart, and yes i do feel sad, and i also feel stupid.
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hiya, i havent been here for ages but just needed some support
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piratecat · 04/01/2011 18:32
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