Sazpops - thanks :) Nice to 'see' you!
BIWI Thanks - looks lovely on my grey cardi
Please feel free not to bother reading the next bit - just thinking out loud and it helps to get it down 'on paper' so I can read it back later on. I probably should do a private journal, but this is nicer with a bit of imput from you all :)
Looking at it again - this Monday gone was 4 weeks, not next Monday (as I thought) - so in 4 weeks I gave away 9lbs.
I know it sounds a lot, but I really do have masses to get rid of.
I think it's how it's gone that's been a bit grrr
First two weeks (cut out starchy veg, rice, pasta etc but still eating not bread bread & ryvita etc) - 5lb
Week 3 - started properly low carbing (but still with the odd latte, remaining in ketosis though - checked on sticks) - 4lb
Week 4 - STS
9lb in 4 weeks.
Week 5 - 2lb
So only 2lb in two weeks - doesn't feel like enough of a 'reward' for the effort/sacrifice/faff/amount I have to go, when I was doing that with more carbs :(
I feel like the harder I've tried & the lower I've gone in carbs - the less weight I've given away?! I know the first bit could have been water/glycogen etc
I wasn't expecting half a stone a week, but 3-4 lbs I think is reasonable for someone of my weight. Others are doing it & more.
I have just given away enough to put myself in the lower end of what they say will make a difference as far as weight loss/blood sugar goes.
The key thing, I find, speaking from my own experiences as well as observing those of others, is to try and step back a bit and look at the overall/longer term pattern. It's all too easy to get obsessed about yesterday/today/tomorrow (been there, done that, got the t-shirt!) and forget that the changes that we are making are working and are for the better
I know and I'd say exactly the same to someone else!! I just wanted things to move more like the first two weeks than the second two weeks for a little while before slowing down!
You've done brilliantly well so far - especially as your key focus has to be your blood sugar levels, which you seem to have well under control, and without having to take the medication which you really didn't want to do
The DN wont think those levels are low enough to not take metformin and she will say it's not sustainable (this WOE and certainly not good for me yadda yadday yadda) - I need to have lost the upper end of 'impact weight loss' & be in the 'normal' bloods range before I go back to her in about 7 weeks and that felt achievable before, whereas now that feels like it's slipping away from me a bit.
I have done other W'sOE before and been so sure they would be the answer - read the books, joined the forums, been a dedicated follower and have found they didn't work for me. I need this WOE to work for me and it did seem to be then stalled (which has happened before). I honestly believe that different things will work for different people, I don't think there is one WOE that works for everyone.
Also - the bgl's feel a bit 'fake' as they haven't been 'challenged'. 'Normal' people should be able to eat absolutely anything and have their bgls stay under 8.5 and return to the 5's a few hours later. I have no idea what mine would do. But still - I'm not planning on trying for a few weeks yet as I'm still hoping to shock my system into being less insulin resistant and by dropping the weight enabling the insulin I do produce be enough for my body. Fingers crossed.
You should be very proud of what you have achieved! Thanks :) Possibly I should, but I don't really feel that way though, I feel happy that 13lbs have gone (got on the scales this morning) - so almost a stone, but I can't feel 'proud' of fixing something that shouldn't have been so broken in the first place :( Does that make sense?
I don't think it's 'self confidence' I need but confidence that this WOE will a) work for MY weight to go and b) will keep the diabetes able to be controlled by diet alone and it would be amazing if it could 'reverse' the diagnosis as has happened with other people.