Many of you are familiar with my ongoing rotavirus saga in that dd ended up missing the vaccine and a lot of my PND is caught up in feeling dreadful about this and so so worried about her being ill.
I was feeling a little better but I'm really tired with ds (7) off school and I'm getting even less sleep than before. I'm still expressing for Dd so I'm up twice a night at least. Sometimes more if she randomly wants an extra feed somewhere. Last night I spent three hours reading about rotavirus and people whose children had it really badly and this complete desolation has engulfed me again. I can't believe I've let her down so badly. I don't want to do this anymore. When ds goes back to school I'm not taking her anywhere ever again. We've been going out quite a lot as I can't expect ds to be in th house but we've been doing hopefully lower risk things rotavirus wise. We've avoided things like swimming (dd is never going swimming) and soft play (again she's never going in soft play) and stuck to parks, museums, geocaching etc. I've ruined her life because I can't do normal things with her in case she gets sick.
I feel absolutely certain that she's going to die. She still doesn't have a nursery at 7 months because I don't see the point in her having one. I want to rewind time and give her the bloody vaccination. I feel so alone in this.
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Don't want to leave the house
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Throughautomaticdoors · 06/08/2016 09:02
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