In PND is it possible to feel fine one day and awful the next? Or fine for two weeks then Ill for a day or two days?
I keep having days of extreme weepiness coupled with over whelming thoughts - like something awful will happen to her eg that she could run into the road when she is bigger or fall out of an upstairs window or that I should put her into care because im not going to be a good enough mum :(
I used to have horrible thoughts of harming her (I would never harm her) - "what if I dropped her on her head?".
And some times I just think I've been incredibly selfish innhaving her and I feel really sorry for her.
I know deep down I've been a really good mum so far - she's a content, giggly, sociable little girl - but sometimes I get the mist awful anxiety and sadness.
Or is this normal.
I love her SO much and I waited a long time for her.
She's 6 months old.
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Can PND be cyclical or episodic, am I going nmad or is this normal?
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hairytale · 28/07/2012 14:59
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