He's so down. I can't keep up the 'we'll get throught it' front and am close to breaking down myself. I don't know how to keep it up anymore. I generally keep up a cheery 'front' on mn but if I don't get it out it's going to drag me down. Probably doesn't make much sense and there's nothing that can be said but I need to get it into the open so I can continue to stay 'up' for dp. It's not easy when it's all going so wrong. What all brough it home was dd starting her school today. She was so excited and I can't bear the thought of messing everything up for her again. To me and dp it doesn't matter so much where we end up but little dd needs to be settled now, she's been moved around so much.
dp has been suicidal before. He is very very down at the moment. We could lose this house in less than a week. We gave up everything to get this house 3 months ago. His work are treating him like a piece of crap. He needs to get out of there so badly. I hate it when he has a job to go to at night. One of these nights he's not going to come back. I know it.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Sorry for the miserable rant. I had to get it out.
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Scared dp isn't going to come home one of these nights............
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swiperfox · 05/09/2005 21:32
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