I'm trying to write my first novel.
I've been struggling with it off and on since Jan 2019, and I'd written various iterations of the first few chapters while I tried to work out story direction and genre etc.
I eventually settled to write a new version of it and am now 23k words in. I've kept notes of what happens in each chapter and can now see very clearly that what I've written is weak, there's no real conflict, no key question for a reader to keep reading to discover the answer.
I've always been clearer on the plot for second half of the book, and that half will have more conflict. But I can't seem to write myself there in an interesting enough way. I don't want to start writing the second half of the book without having written the first, my mind doesn't work like that.
I'm thinking maybe my idea is just weak and unworkable and perhaps I'd be best abandoning it and coming up with something new where the story is stronger from the outset.
But then the other approach would be to keep writing shite in the hope I can get myself to the better second half of the novel, then rewrite the first half later, hoping I have some brainwaves by then on how to improve it.
What would you do?