Hi Cheekyginger,
I just happened to spot this thread in active convos - what a great thing you're doing, giving your expertise on here
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Hope I can join in - I'm an adult (40) and have a lazy eye due to a squint in my left eye. The laziness doesn't bother me as I wear contacts but the squint does, for mainly cosmetic reasons (sorry if I sound vain but I feel really self conscious about it and always have, it really affects my self-confidence).
It's a convergent squint which has also been described as having 'disassociated vertical deviation'. My left eye goes up as well as inwards, especially when I look up at someone/something, or if I look at someone behind me in a mirror (for instance when at the hairdresser if I'm talking to stylist stood behind me, iyswim). Treatment-wise I had patching as a child, then surgery at age 7 or 8, then further surgery at age 20 after my GP noticed my squint and referred me to the eye dept. At that point the consultant said I should never have been discharged at age 7/8 as the surgery hadn't worked properly. Ironically, he didn't correct it either
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About three years ago I gathered all my courage and went to my GP and asked if anything could be done and was referred back to hospital (different consultant). I went a few times so they could measure, test etc and she said that the squint wasn't too bad but she could correct a bit more but would have to be careful not to over correct. She said she'd need to do two ops about six months apart - one to work on the horizontal convergent squint and one to work on the vertical deviation (which she felt was worse than the horizontal) and to avoid operating on muscle already operated on previously, she'd operate on the non-squinting eye. She said she'd put me on the waiting list but I never heard from the hospital again! I suffer from a lack of confidence and in my head I wonder if they thought it wasn't worth doing or they don't have enough NHS resources, so filed my notes away without telling me, which is why I never chased it up.
Is there any point me going back to my GP again and re-starting the whole process? I feel stupid that I let 2-3 years go by without chasing up why they haven't contacted me. Having a squint affects my self-confidence to the point that I don't like looking people in the eye, especially strangers, as I think that's all they can see, and it's affected my whole life in different ways. I'd really love to get it sorted but am dreading the hospital saying it's just not bad enough to bother operating on and I'm wasting their time.
If it helps, my prescription is as follows:
R - Sph -2.75, Cyl +2.00, Axis 85.0
L - Sph -0.25, Cyl +1.25, Axis 105.0
Hope you can advise and sorry for the essay
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