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Share experiences and get support around labour, birth and recovery.

Positive birth stories please!!!!!

102 replies

brilliantbeing · 16/09/2015 12:22

Hi

I am 30wks and went to my first antenatal class last night. I came home and cried because I am so afraid of the pain and getting pushed around/completely neglected at the hospital. The childbirth stories I have heard over the years have been universally negative. As has the feedback on London postnatal wards. People seem to have very mixed reviews of their childbirth support team too.

I would really love to hear some positive birth stories to balance this all out. Please do not worry about sounding smug or making mums that had a tough birth feel bad as I am sure there are PLENTY of others mums to be that desperately need some positive reassurance!

Have a lovely day Smile

OP posts:
GlitzAndGigglesx · 17/09/2015 09:13

I've given birth 3 times at 2 different London hospitals. Both hospitals were good to me, but I'd say the aftercare at the second was a lot better. All 3 deliveries were straightforward with no complications. For my twins I had to have my waters broke twice (DCDA twins) as I was 5cm dilated and they were both safely delivered in under 5 hours. Plenty of gas and air and screaming got me through

LieselVonTwat · 17/09/2015 10:12

I have one very happy story to share. My second birth was an EMCS and it was actually an incredibly positive experience. I'm so very, very grateful for the brilliant care that saved both our lives. I never felt neglected, and was treated with compassion and respect. I thought of a crash section, being rushed down the corridor etc as one of the worst things that could happen, but you know what, it wasn't too bad. And unlike many others on MN, I've done just fine on postnatal wards- not in London though admittedly. Obviously it was tough, but OP it's important to remember that a birth can be very difficult whilst also being viewed as positive by the woman.

Greenstone · 17/09/2015 10:28

My two births went just fine and they both started with waters breaking. I had been quite anti-epidural before DC1 but I got an epidural with that as I was exhausted and the contractions were very painful with no breaks in between. The epidural was lovely, not too strong, just right, and the birth was really calm, baby on chest and boob in mouth straight away. Felt very euphoric.

DC2 there was meconium in the waters so I had to be monitored throughout. That's a good example of the kind of curveballs that can come up in birth. Wearing a monitor throughout labour is hard and uncomfortable but the labour itself was civilised - nice and pacy with the baby in a good position and proper breaks between the contractions (and the contractions never felt as painful as they had with DC1). No need for pain relief with that birth. A paediatrician had to be present for the pushing stage to do checks once the baby was born so cord had to be clamped immediately but she was back to me very quickly.

If you can try to make your peace with whatever is going on at the time and tell people what you need (don't feel you have to be Ms. Nice and Smiley to the staff - that can come later) that can really help you to stay in control of how you're feeling.

also I would say do try to remember that when people are telling you 'horror stories' what is happening is just that they are seeking a chance to recount something really significant and/or shocking that has happened to them that they don't get to talk about much. I really don't think it's about trying to scare anyone or be dramatic.

TheOriginalWinkly · 17/09/2015 10:34

Hypnobirthing helped a great deal.

I ended up having a long labour and a complicated delivery but I had an amazing midwife who advocated for me and never left me, and two fantastic obstetricians who spotted and did a beautiful repair job on a (very rare) complication, meaning I don't have lots of problems now. Plus the doctor came back the next day to debrief me and go through the aftercare, he seemed very caring which was lovely. All in all my hospital were terrific (Princess Alexandra in Harlow).

JoffreyBaratheon · 17/09/2015 10:49

I had 5 babies and the first was actually the easiest.

I'd read all the stuff about first labours taking 18 hours or something, on average. Mine took 67 minutes, start to finish, and was honestly never that bad or terribly painful. They got an epidural in towards the end, thinking I was going to be there for hours yet so I only really had the benefit of that for a very short time - in fact, it properly kicked in after I'd given birth!

Had a lovely midwife who said I was the 'star' of the delivery suite that week. She said she couldn't believe I went so fast but probably was because I was unafraid and just got on with it. Also I was cracking jokes up to the last minute or so. She visited my son and I every day when we were in hospital, too.

I never had to push more than once, giving birth to any of my kids. The next labour was only 21 minutes long but not so positive so I won't dwell on that.

The third I had an epidural which actually worked - they knew I laboured fast so I pretended I was in more pain than I was so they'd get the needle in fast. I was literally drinking a cup of tea whilst I gave birth. That's how easy it was. Loved the epidurals.

Sadly I never got one again as I laboured too fast for them to track down a doctor, and get it in situ. But there's a lot to be said for a form of pain relief so effective you can literally pop out a baby in the middle of drinking tea.

That baby is now 21, so I'm guessing the epidurals are even better.

JoffreyBaratheon · 17/09/2015 10:54

And just an observation this - maybe midwives here could corroborate or disagree but... for my last baby I was in an antenatal ward for nearly a month before he was born due to a complication. So I got to see a lot of women brought in, and induced. As did a couple of the other old lags. And after a while we spotted a pattern. The calm ones who took it all in their stride, were workmanlike in attitude and came in determined to just get on with it - they tended to have the faster and easier births. After a while we played a game where we'd bet how long their labours would be. One particularly nervous woman I reckoned she'd be all day in labour. Sure enough.

Not sure how accurate that observation was but over a month I saw a lot of women going into labour on the ward and in that hospital they didn't take them down to delivery til they really needed to be in the delivery suite, and I saw over and over, the women who were not panicky, were the ones who had the better time of it.

I'd decided long since that as birth was inevitable I might as well crack on with it.

When I was in with son 5, the midwives were actually having bets whether they'd even get me to delivery or whether I'd give birth on the antenatal ward...

crapfatbanana · 17/09/2015 10:57

I feel positive about both my births (I had two twin pregnancies) even though things didn't go necessarily as I'd imagined they would.

I was induced at 35 weeks with my first set of twins because I had pre-eclampsia, so I had a very medically managed labour and birth, but I felt happy, safe and comfortable throughout. The people that cared for me were wonderful; they listened to me, they explained things to me and made what was actually a high risk delivery into an enjoyable experience. The labour was six hours in total.

My second labour happened spontaneously and was quite different from my first. I laboured very quickly and it was very intense - I only had two hours of contractions. I retreated into myself to deal with contractions and used lots of entonox while I had an epidural because one of my twins was transverse and needed turning. I am only vaguely aware of the team of people around me while I dealt with my contractions but I know I felt safe and reassured by their presence and their voices. At no point was I scared during the experience - I was just focused. For me, the contractions felt like a mixture of being squeezed by a boa constrictor from my boobs down to my knees while having waves washing over me - kind of overwhelming and bizarre. Breathing deeply on the entonox and letting out low mooing noises felt good though.

After both of my labours/birth of my twins I felt euphoric. Buzzing.

I had no set plan of how I wanted things to go during labour and I was very trusting of my caregivers so I didn't have any issues like some people seem to have had, like having things done to me with permission. I was also really excited that my babies were about to be born, and that carried me through.

crapfatbanana · 17/09/2015 11:00

Without permission - sorry!

grumpysquash · 17/09/2015 11:02

I have had 3 positive births. First one in hospital, in birthing pool, ~8 hours. Second one at home, in pool, long slow labour (she was back to back) but two midwives and plenty of cake. Third one at home, 2 hours, no time for pool, midwife had just arrived!

They were all really positive. Painful, yes, but not to the point of desperation. I moved around quite a bit as I don't much like lying down in labour. No interventions, no drugs.

If you can figure out what is causing you the most anxiety/worry, and then eliminate it, the rest might all fall into place nicely. There are lots of choices. Good luck.

Joskar · 17/09/2015 12:40

I had a emcs first time round and I was so frightened the second time. I thought it was going to be the same again. Finally I faced my fears and said "No! I can do this!" So I:

  1. Read Ina May Gaskin's Guide to Childbirth. I found this revelatory and really good at helping me deal with my guilt/anger over the first time.

  2. Did a hypnobirthing session and listened to the cd every night

  3. Spoke at length to dh about my fears and what I needed him to do. He also read chapters out the Gaskin. He was without doubt the most fantastic support and advocate I could have had. He was totally on my wavelength and very clear about what Was expected of him. I think this is important because your supporter can feel quite helpless

  4. Wrote clear birth plans for the different options. In this way I decided what I wanted in the event of non progression, emcs, elcs, ventouse, tears etc. I think it's important to be realistic and know that stuff might not go according to plan. If you have thought about those things beforehand you aren't caught on the hop

Two weeks ago I had a fabulous birth. I really enjoyed it. Of course it was sore but the pain was purposeful and it had meaning. I felt so powerful and strong. Dh held my hand and counted my in breaths and did my tens machine. In the early stages he massaged my back and told me jokes. He reminded me to focus on the surge and not fight it. He stopped me from holding my breath and kept me repeating my mantra. HUGE! I was having contractions for two days before I gave birth so I was pretty tired by the time it came to active labour. In spite of that I just had tens and gas and air and it was only five hours. I just had a sort of primal roar in my head and held on to dh. They delivered my beautiful daughter up on to me and she was feeding in minutes. It was the most mind blowing and wonderful experience. I would do it all again. It still makes me feel like the most powerful woman in the world!

Remember that you are built for this. Women have been giving birth for an awfully long time and your body knows what to do. Gaskin says to "let your monkey do it" and that's so true.

You can do it!

ChatEnOeuf · 17/09/2015 12:46

My first was a lovely birth. Woke around 8am with a bit of backache. Thought I'd done pretty well to get to 37 weeks without any backache. Rolled over, it eased so I went back to sleep. Same thing happened about half an hour later. Weird that. Got up and had a cuppa. Backache returned, bit more distracting this time - took some paracetamol. Seemed to go away. MiL told me I was in labour. DH told her nonsense, due date not for three weeks. Backache came and went a couple more times. More like 15 mins apart.

Decided MiL's house not the best place to be. Set off down M1. Called at baby shop to pick up car seat. Backache now every 10 minutes, including three episodes in store. Accept that this is probably labour. Call labour ward. LW say 'sounds like you're early on, pop up in an hour and we'll assess you'. Play with yoga ball and pace some. Grudgingly pack bags, expecting to be sent home for a bath. Get in car - pains now really quite obviously labour. Pitch up on assessment. MW pulls funny face when examining. Presume baby breech again. 'We're going to pop you down to LW...you're 9cms'. Went to LW. Played with yoga ball for ten mins. Massive urge to push - onto bed (on all fours - didn't think that would happen). Waters broke, pushed, DD born.

I had no birth plan apart from for IM vit K and skin to skin after a wipe down. Really positive experience. Second one less so, but for very different reasons (the birth itself was a rapid vaginal breech delivery and I would do it all again).

JugglingFromHereToThere · 17/09/2015 12:48

Two good births here with DD and DS (so no bad ones!)
I found water very helpful and DD was born in water pool at Tooting Hospital after a morning in the pool - so not a quick labour but very manageable. Pushing stage was more of an effort and was painful but not overwhelming (managed with no other pain relief) and was about half an hour. Then I got to hold DD Smile - in the water for a few minutes which was lovely
DS was faster second birth. First stage of labour was at home in the bath. Then went in to - fortunately nearby - hospital and was straight into second stage with DS arriving in less than half an hour (with help of only a little gas and air) So yes somewhat painful at times, but not for long!
All slightly hazy now as these are old tales - I now have two teenagers
But hope they give some encouragement to you and others
Good luck all!

ollieplimsoles · 17/09/2015 13:43

I really needed this thread today. I'm 35+3 with my first baby.I'm excited as hell to go into labour, been hypnobirthing all the way through pregnancy and have been planning a home birth.

Lately all I have been reading are negative stories though, I began to think whats the point of even hoping for an ok birth if things are going to get out of control so easily.

I'm also desperate to go into labour myself, I would hate to be induced because I haven't heard nothing positive at all. I'm scared of feeling like a total failure.

Sorry OP I hope I haven't hijacked your thread! Thank you so much for starting it.

nottheOP · 17/09/2015 13:47

ollie My DSIS had a good induction, they do exist!

Slippersandacuppa · 17/09/2015 13:56

I've had four amazing births (all at home apart from the first one and all natural) - won't bore you with the details as we'd be here all day.

Briefly, they ranged from 23 hours down to 3hrs and I would do any/all of them again everyday if I could. I know how fortunate I am.

As pps have said, surround yourself with positive stories, educate yourself about what is physically happening with your body so you understand what the feelings are (hypnobirthing was great for that) and believe in yourself. We have all been born. We are made to do this. Things happen, I have friends who have had very rough labours. But I know, at least where I delivered babies one and two, that a lot happens that is avoidable. In my case it was a very intervention-happy consultant.

Good luck and enjoy! And pm me if you want the long versions!

ollieplimsoles · 17/09/2015 14:00

Have PM'd you Slippers

nottheOP thats good to hear! All the stories I have heard have ended in EMRC's because of distress and upset mums :(

ExConstance · 17/09/2015 14:03

DS1 was long slow and painful, but I must say that the pain was like nothing else I have ever encountered because I was just so excited all the time, I was bursting with desire to meet him and so very happy all way through that the pain didn't matter a bit. Yes I had a good old scream, because that helped but there was no way I would have wanted to detract from the experience. I didn't know if he was a boy or a girl so it was a bit like being a 5 year old at Christmas. DS2 very uneventful home birth, born in pool, not much more than discomfort. I very much enjoyed doing much the same as usual later that day, with a lovely extra family member in tow.

PermetsTu · 17/09/2015 14:15

Joffrey, you said The calm ones who took it all in their stride, were workmanlike in attitude and came in determined to just get on with it - they tended to have the faster and easier births. After a while we played a game where we'd bet how long their labours would be. One particularly nervous woman I reckoned she'd be all day in labour. Sure enough

I think you have to be very, very careful about how you say things like that or what they might imply. There's perhaps an implication in there that if a woman had a difficult or long labour, it's somehow her 'fault'. That her mindset somehow meant she caused what happened to her.

Now, I say this as a woman who planned a home water birth and had the 'right' mindset. I was going to let my monkey do it. I did hypnobirthing, I trusted my body, I knew women had done this for years. I was in control. I was tackling that bastard head on and I was going to breathe that baby out. When I had to transfer in and ended up with an emcs ultimately, I felt a failure. Posters like ollieplimsoles are talking about fear of failure and definitely knowing that they will refuse certain things because they're definitely negative. This dichotomy that we're setting up where natural is good and intervention is bad means that we're telling a woman that only one experience is right or positive or good and the very simple fact remains that we do NOT have control of labour and delivery in general terms. What is the alternative? That my babies being unbirthable and stuck was somehow my fault? I cannot and will not ever accept that.

I love hearing tales of natural and straightforward deliveries. It's empowering and joyful and lovely to hear women talk about these experiences and to hear the sheer pride and celebration in those stories. However, I also love to hear people talk with joy about their inductions and caesareans because they are not negative by default. I've had a few people tell me that a caesarean is a failure and I didn't give birth (mercifully very few), I've been told that the births were a 'horror story'. Well, no, the babies got stuck and I had a caesarean, that's just fact. There's no value attached to that at all. My second birth in particular was so joyful. I smile and laughed and cried with happiness. I felt supported and proud. It was a wonderful day and my story is the story of me meeting my son for the first time in a room full of love and positivity.

I do know why people, when pregnant, don't want to hear stories that fall outside a perceived ideal. I was the same when pregnant with my first and ultimately, it was that which caused my traumatic reaction to her birth. I was convinced that because I wanted a natural delivery, because I believed in my body, it would happen for me. What actually happened is that I physically couldn't give birth naturally, due solely to physiology. Because I'd decided caesareans and hospitals and intervention were just 'horror stories', I thought I'd failed. It took me a while to understand that you can't reduce it down that simplistically.

Most women do have normal deliveries and I think we should celebrate that and support women to have the sort of delivery that is right for them and if a woman wants a normal, drug free delivery there's lots that can be done to encourage that and support her through it. I do just gently suggest that we don't dismiss anything outside of normal and without intervention as 'a horror story' or caused by a woman's mindset.

I do think it seems to be part of the parenting rhetoric. It's not just applicable to birth. The vein of it runs through the parenting years. I'm a breastfeeding peer supporter and so often women who are struggling with feeding feel that they've personally failed. They think, but it's ruddy natural, why am I in pain, why am I struggling, why am I getting it so wrong. And just like with giving birth, there are two things which make all the difference to a woman's feeding relationship with her baby. Support, including knowledge, empowerment and honesty about what is happening and what might happen (just blind belief and telling a woman 'breast is best' achieves nothing) and acceptance; knowing that there are so many variations on what might happen, that there's no such thing as 'failure', that in this you sometimes don't have any control over some of the variables. I think we can do so much more to show that a woman giving formula because she needs to or because she chooses to can be as positive and as empowered as a woman needing intervention in labour because she needs it or chooses it.

Ahardmanisgoodtofind · 17/09/2015 14:25

Not yet read to whole thread. for Ds birth I was terrified of the pain so asked insisted on epidural at earliest point, didn't feel a thing. I had episiotmy, ventouse (sp?) And stitches. My midwives were lovely, but the student midwife strangely was most reassuring, maybe because I know she was still learning i felt I could ask her anything and not feel silly.
Dd (9weeks old now) I decided to go with the flow. And it was perfect (for me) I had gas and air and morphine at 8cm. Early on i had a lovely midwife who told me to remember to put my shoulders down.just that. It helped hugely, focused Me on something other than the pain and got me to relax, it became my mantra through out.
My advice (sorry if it's already been said) Go with the flow, take what you need, (or don't need) so long as that baby arrives safely and you're as well as you can be, nothing else matters. When I was in early Labour i took some time (between contractions)to talk to my midwife a little (about the song on radio,the building work at the hospital,if she had children,what I wanted for the birth,she understood that I wanted to see how things went but wasn't ruling out anything),she was amazing and I felt like we had a rapport,which helped me trust her later on. With my first I felt embarrassed, like if I made noise I'd be seen as a wimp/diva/Pita.I was an idiot.do what you need to do but listen to the midwives too,they know their stuff!! The journey is not important so long as it's safe,it's the destination that counts, and what an amazing destination it is.
That was bloody cheesy but im writing this while snuggling my dd and apparently that makes me all gooey Blush

CheeseEMouse · 17/09/2015 14:28

I have had two straightforward good births - both in London at the C&W. Only thing I would say is take ear plugs and an eyemask for post natal to try and get sleep as it can be noisy.

I was lucky with both as I laboured mostly at home, and had an 11hour and a 4 hour labour respectively - only getting to hospital with about 10mins to spare with the second. I also spent much of my first labour not really knowing it was labour so spent a lot of time on google trying to work out whether that was i.! 4 hours in I conceded it probably was!

Given every labour is different and all that, apart from the ear plugs (!) the only one good piece of advice I actually have is to tell your birthing partner your preferences so they can advocate for you if needed. Oh, and have some paracetamol in your house so you can take it early on.

ollieplimsoles · 17/09/2015 14:29

PermetsTu

Your post actually brought a tear to my eye.

The fear of failure surrounding childbirth is really strong in me.

JugglingFromHereToThere · 17/09/2015 14:32

I know I was lucky in my experience of both birth and breast-feeding Permets. Particularly with the BFing it was very straight-forward and clear to me that anyone with my babies and my boobs would have found it the same - they just knew what to do and got on with it.
I'm sure it's quite similar with birth we just have different bodies which give us different experiences. And I felt better prepared by having pretty much everything covered in my birth plans. I'm pretty sure I would have felt fairly elated - if tired too - to meet my baby however they came into the world Smile
But also I do feel that these are things that have gone well for me in life and there is some sense of celebration around that.
I have found other things more difficult - no-one has a charmed life in every aspect!

LikeASoulWithoutAMind · 17/09/2015 15:25

Very well said Permets

I think go in with a positive attitude and an open mind OP and always remember that a successful or positive birth is one where both mum and baby are safe and well. That is all that really matters at the end of the day.

I had 3 great births and the vast majority of my friends had good experiences too. My own labours were fast and fairly intense but manageable. And I have never really thought of myself as having an especially high pain threshold.

It definitely helped me to understand the different stages of birth - and just as much that dh knew. He was a fantastic support and help. It also helped me to move around to get comfortable and use gravity to help. And G&A Wink

Dc2's delivery was possibly the most amazing experience of my whole life. I felt so calm and in total control and I knew exactly what to do and I did it.

Sonotkylie · 17/09/2015 16:53

Hi there. Ok so mine wasn't classically good - protracted back to back delivery ending in EMCS, after a bit of general fiddling about. But, it felt calm and I felt in control. And DS turned up safe, well and very chilled out too. (His chilled out ness may have been the problem). I had done my homework - great book called Blissful Birth - straightforward advice with no agenda so I knew what I wanted and could deal with various decisions as the issues arose (and they did). Fantastic care from 2 wonderful midwives and a huge cast of extras. I think you also influence how you are treated by being involved and using the professionals and their knowledge. So even if it doesn't go to plan, it can still be good and not scary. Hold that thought! Oh and screaming and ranting is also allowed in case I seem like some kind of control freak ...

Fromparistoberlin73 · 17/09/2015 16:56

my DS2 was pretty nice- I mean I don't know if I would use the term "blissful" buit it was simple, and really I cant remember the pain

Childcare is not actually that painful, its kind of bearable IFYSWIM

pushed him out, then had a shower! and some chocolate!!

I was fucking terrified first time around, and took action for the 2nd time to try and breathe and calm me down

take ear plugs, the other mums were bloody howling!

and the more you can move, the better! I had just gas and air and was standing- that gravity helps!

good luck