Posting here because it’s still a secret and I have a lot of feelings.
I am 50 and have been working at this university since my very first job as a lecturer straight out of my PhD (the early 2000s. When it was good).
Luckily, my expertise will translate to industry. I have a skill. The VR buys time. I will need to keep earning the same income eventually. I worry there won’t be VR next time.
I am relieved, and scared, and mostly sad. My job would have been safe,
but it’s getting so grim. I don’t see how the university will function with cuts this deep. Our university has replaced academic heads with managers who are remarkably not curious about what we do. I love teaching.
I am 50! Why have I stayed so long? What else can I do? Wish me luck.