I'm having a complete crisis of confidence and lack of direction.
I mid 40s and no longer in a position to leap into something new full of energy (can't move, can't do full time if it's practical like teaching.)
I taught in schools and then moved into adult education. I'm on a crazy "flexible" contract which feels like a zero hours contract in disguise and tutors are treated really badly. I earn £15k a year and work mors than my hours. I do currently get school holidays off though.
I have 2 very good degrees (oxbridge and an OU first) but have now completely lost confidence.
I need to move up (didn't get the role due to lack of management experience which makes me think this is a catch 22 position) or out.
I dont know how to move out. I don't want to move into a basic admin job if it doesn't have any progression. I would like to start earning a decent salary again and so move into somewhere where I can progress.
I feel in a much less secure position than a recent graduate despite years of experience now!
Any help or encouragement would be fantastic.