I'm sorry, I genuinely can't understand what you've written.
I will say I don't have "heroes" (except the chocolate kind, and then, whenever possible), and haven't written anything on this site to suggest I do. I think I've pretty much only said it's a good essay and I agree with it! Again, this is what I mean by the projection onto others of your own assumptions and prejudices in un-evidenced and quite extreme terms.
With regard to the rest, though...
I've read it three times now. I think it's a combination of incomplete sentences, lack of commas and elision, plus a few typos? Not sure, though.