Terfton Abbey is perfect!
For a few crazy moments I wondered about joining a nunnery. I'm not Catholic. Don't like the Catholic Church and their abuses of women and children. But they may well be fully female spaces. Surely! Nope. Apparently there are trans nuns.
Well. Fuck.
Its very dark, and quiet now. I have nightmares I struggle to cope with. So I turn on the phone, bit of light helps. I sleep later in the morning when it feels safer.
I need a dog. An older dog. I can't even do that, it wouldnt be fair would it.