Hi 50shades that's precisely it! I find it extremely concerning! I've certainly been called naive in the past, and it might be one of my sins, but it is one that recognising and embracing finally got me on the right track, so thank you for your patience.
You might find it hard to believe but I held some very superstitious beliefs a few years ago and understanding that I can be easily talked around, but that rigorous sources exist was something that gave me the bravery to leave a very dangerous situation. I'm open to the idea that I've simply moved from one set of manipulations to another in the form of peer reviewed studies etc, but the-admittedly rather entry level at times- feminist materials I'd read and the conversations that lead me to AGP had me convinced I was still on the same track.
Hearing that there are coverups, and that I might need to discard a reliance on science is just a little frightening for me given my own specific circumstances and experiences. I'm sure I will come round but please don't expect me to turn the whole car around in the space of a quiet Sunday chat if you can. I've really knackered the wheels already and I thought I was finally on a rational road!