l’ve been on here for years but name changed.
l’m quite literally lost in life, I don’t know how to change? I have had a pretty rubbish year so far in many different ways. I know it could be far worse.
I feel lost, hopeless and up and down most of the time. The ups are weird they come from nowhere.
I can’t even keep the house tidy, I start to tidy and clean but I never finish, I just get half way through then move onto something else! I annoy myself so much.
My other half is so much better at life- ing than me I don’t think I’ve ever been any good at it! He is an amazing partner and Dad, I feel he could do so much better than me. I don’t think I bring much to the table. I am just a pity party and hate it!
How can I change and be a better person and not be so pathetic?
thanks for listening.