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drug dependant baby, advice needed

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EarthMotherImNot · 03/03/2010 15:20

I've been asked to foster a baby expected to be suffering drug withdrawal when it is born next week.

It is years since I've cared for one of these and any advice would be most gratefully received.

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MegBusset · 21/01/2011 17:54

Been watching this thread right from the start, how :( and :) all at the same time.

The little girl and her new family are very lucky to have you :)

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EarthMotherImNot · 21/01/2011 17:30

Thank you allSmile The mum has texted to thank us "for giving them a wonderful morning"

Its going to be all go for the next week but I'll try and update when I can.

It felt strange to take a back seat this morning but I've got my stiff upper lip in working orderGrin and we'll concentrate on helping this lovely family get to know their daughter Smile

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Lilka · 21/01/2011 16:55

EMIN, just seen this again, and my hat goes off to you. No words, just loads of respect and virtual support to you :)

bumpybecky · 21/01/2011 16:30

I first read this thread months ago, so good to see it's got such a happy ending for your LO, even though it must be so hard for you EMIN.

Cadmum · 21/01/2011 15:30

Smile You are such a brave woman. I am happy that it went well. We thought of you often today (from sunny Cambodia).

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EarthMotherImNot · 21/01/2011 12:55

They've just left after the first visit. It went really well.

Lo was an absolute poppet, she happily sat on both their laps, not an honor she bestows willy nilly and they adore herSmile

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Cadmum · 20/01/2011 11:00

Beautiful, beautiful thread.

Ds1 (13) and I just read through it from start to near finish.

You and your dh are amazing people! I hope your week goes well.

SquidgyBrain · 20/01/2011 10:12

LOL - MEN!!!

Hoping that this week isn't too hard on you ENIM x

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EarthMotherImNot · 20/01/2011 09:03

Thank you gemmummySmile

Just have to share this giggle I've had with Dh this morning.

The family have been told they can visit for 2 hours the first day and then it will gradually work up to longer and longer visits.

Dh "what if they don't realize its been 2 hours and they're still here"

Me "well 2 hours is just a guideline really, it doesn't have to be exact Dh"

Dh (who never listens) "I could set the alarm clock for them"

Oh god this is going to be a long week Wink

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gemmummy · 20/01/2011 07:47

I have followed this thread from the beginning and just want to say good luck, what an amazing job you have done xxx

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EarthMotherImNot · 20/01/2011 07:36

Thanks guysBlush

Today is our last full day with lo and it's a bitter-sweet sort of feeling.
I'm excited and happy for her yet sad for us, if that makes sense.

My usual way of handling introductions is to be as far in the background, but still there if needed after lo begins to get to know them so we plan on enjoying todaySmile

This will be the first introductions Dh has been fully involved in too, he has usually been away on contract work when previous babies have moved on.

I will try to post little updates this coming week, it feels right to end the post at the finish line when lo leaves us.

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rodformyownback · 20/01/2011 01:32

EMIN I've just read this whole thread and I have to confess I am in pieces. You have done a wonderful thing for this little girl who has a future because of you. You are my heroGrin

MrsBun · 19/01/2011 07:17

Wow - just read this whole thread - What an inspiration! Huge strength for the next steps. I am overwhelmed by your compassion and so happy that this little girl had so much love and will continue to. How great that you are so positive about her future family. I can't imagine to think what they are feeling! Good on you. AMAZING!!

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EarthMotherImNot · 19/01/2011 06:12

The meeting went well and we have a schedule of introductions to work from.

If all goes according to plan we begin with a first meet this Friday and a moving day the following Friday so today and tomorrow are our last days when she'll be "ours" Sad

As I was leaving the meeting I bumped into one of the other adoption social workers I've worked with in the past and she told me they have "earmarked" a couple for our other babySad

It looks like I may need extra tissuesHmm

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fostermumtomany · 18/01/2011 17:08

t will be very hard, i hate the bridging process but it has to be done i suppose.

i will be thinking of you when the time comes, this is the worst part isnt it.i know these little ones are not ours to give and i dont know about you but i always feel such a sense of pride when i hand these children over to people that have desperately wanted them and yearned for them for so long.
yes it is devastating for us and once i very nearly ran away with one, but the look on the couples face when they took that little boy in their arms and knew he was going home with them for good was priceless.

and that is what makes all this hurt and heartbreak worthwhile.
you are doing a good thing and what a good start you gave this little one. because of you this baby knows how to love and how to form attachments and how to be secure and feel safe.
what an achievement.
be proud, by all means grieve and cry but remember what you have done for this new family.
well done
xxxxxxx

Northernlurker · 18/01/2011 16:56

You can do it and you are going to do it. Sending deep breaths from here!

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EarthMotherImNot · 18/01/2011 06:54

Thank youSmile

Looks like introductions begin this Friday, I have to attend a planning meeting today when the itinerary will be worked out.

Deep breaths Emin, you can do it girlSad

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pissedrightoff · 17/01/2011 20:02

Hi EMIN, I've been watching this thread from the start and am so happy the little girl is going to loving parents.

may I just say that I am in awe of you and your family and indeed all the carers who look after LO's such as your wee one.

I hope the coming days are not too hard for you.

fostermumtomany · 16/01/2011 19:41

sorry just realised this was an old thred!

with regards to her leaving as hard as it is its all part and parcel of fostering as im sure you know. that said it is absolutely heartbreaking when they leave.
i had one little boy come to me at 19 days straight from nicu and leave at 28 months old.
he took my heart with him and i never really got over him however we do still get photos and 6 monthly visits with him an dhis adoptive parents.

the only good thing to come out of them leaving is the excitement of a new one arriving!

fostermumtomany · 16/01/2011 19:38

hi
i am a foster carer and i only take drug withdrawal babies. i have fostered over 150 of these little fighters so if you need any help just give me a shout.

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EarthMotherImNot · 16/01/2011 08:20

What a heartfelt post armaniSad

I agree with what you say about about drug users to a large extent, I have said on many occasions, "there but for the grace of god"

It also must be said though that some of these mums are offered every available help in weaning off the drugs and still go back to them again and again.

My sympathies to you and your family, it must be heartbreaking for you all.

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armani · 15/01/2011 22:11

have just read this thread and am sat here in tears. EMIN what a fantastic job you are doing.
this story lies very close to my heart as my sister is a recovering heroin addict. she had her ds whilst still very much hooked on heroin and was warned by the doctors she could not wean off dramatically whilst pregnant as it is dangerous. she went on to have a beautiful ds, who although was kept in for obs wasnt medicated.
she was allowed to take dn home and care for him under close supervision of ss. she did a fantastic job of bringing up dn and trying to keep her drug habit under control. he was always clean and fed and most importantly loved.
unfortunatly my dsis had been keeping secret that her dp had been abusing her emotionally and physically. he too was on heroin and couldnt handle that she was getting her life back on track. he attacked her one night, raping her and smashing all the windows in her house.
she fled with her ds out onto the street where he pushed her down a stairwell with ds. my dsis and dn ended up loosing everything and being relocated accross the country in a refuge. my dsis found this very hard as she was getting a lot of help and support form me and our mum.she made the decision to return to our hometown and ss put dn into foster care.
she is since in a very dark place and suffers everyday for not being able to look after her son.

as a family, it has badly affected us all. we all miss dn dearly and it is very hard to come to terms with. the future looks bleak for my sister,as she is still using, it looks like dn will be adopted.
please dont think badly of birth mothers. it might appear that they are just junkies who have loads of children, but under the surface there is alot more to it. most drug users turn to drugs as a last resort for coping with hideous awful situations.

my dsis loves her son uconditionally. she would give her life for his. and it is killing her that she can not care for him and bring him up. heroin addiction is an illness and doesnt mean the person doesnt have feelings,often they have been through the most horrendous experiences.

EMIN i would like to thank you for doing such a wonderful job. without people like you my dn would not now have a safe home. i rest knowing he is safe and cared for.

i havent replied to this thread to try and get sympathy for drug addicts, i just simply wanted people to spare a thought for the pain a mother goes through when she loses her child.

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EarthMotherImNot · 14/01/2011 16:38

She pulled herself up, somewhat unsteadily, to her feet earlier.

God I cried like a babySad Who would have thought that tiny (under 5lbs) scrap would have made such an enormous impact on us all.

I'm trying really hard to enjoy the time we have left but in reality there is a countdown going on in my head.

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scarlet5tyger · 14/01/2011 15:02

Oh EMIN, I remember this time so well and my thoughts are with you and your little one over the next few days. It's such a shame these last few days seem to fly by when the sleepless nights and screaming days took forever!!!

SquidgyBrain · 14/01/2011 14:00

Birth parents don't have suck sometimes :(

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