Hi, I'm a frequent botherer of this board, but have changed username so I can be free with details and not worry about outing myself. And because the subject is one that makes me itchy with shame and fear of judgment, which is kind of the point of my query.
I feel there's so stigma and taboo around an elderly parent going into a home, an implied failure or dereliction of duty from the children. Phrases like 'never put me in a home', or 'they put her in a home', or 'I'd never let my parent go into a home'. As if it's akin to prison rather than being a measured shared decision around a situation.
Or am I paranoid?
Our situation is that my mother has advanced dementia and low-to-no mobility. She lives in a four-bedroom house about two hours drive from me and my brother (and an ocean away from my other sibling). She has always said that she wanted to move into a care home nearer to the two of us. Then when my father died, she said she wanted to stay in the house for a year with the full-time live-in carer that we had employed for him (it went up to two in his last months). It's now six months on and we've reached a crossroads. The house needs urgent adaptations to make it safe, plus a whole load of other things doing as it's falling apart. She says she wants to move and is even excited about it, but I don't know if she fully understands how much space, familiarity and her possessions she'll be giving up.
The three of us are agonising over the decision in rotation, especially the one who lives abroad. We've also had lots of 'helpful' suggestions from her friends, some of whom have told us that they're very upset by the move. Things like 'have you thought of moving her downstairs', 'have you thought of moving closer to her' etc, etc.
I think they're projecting as they wouldn't want to go into a home, but they're currently fit and well.
I just wish it didn't feel as if society judges it so negatively.