I really need a whine
has anyone seen Bad Moms ? There is a scene where Kiki is fantasising about crashing her car so she can have some time in hospital with people looking after her for a change
thats exactly how I feel. I'm so fed up with looking after everyone else. Constant bloody demands from DPs, DH and Dd. Everyone wants my attention ALL THE GODDAMN TIME. I literally cannot get away from it, except when I am at work and I hate that too.
last week I spent 3 of my 4 days off parent wrangling.
this set of days off I actually have ended up with one real day off (today) in which I caught up with thrilling activities such as washing and cooking. I spent 3 hours doing the school run and sitting waiting for Dd to finish her riding which she very helpfully was late from.
im so fed up. I thought today as I sat in my car, again, that I might just as well not bloody bother having a house and just live in my car as it's where I seem to spend most of my time
ive got to go to mum and dads again tomorrow then my 4th day off is a training day so I have to go into work
at some point in my life I must have spent those 4 days off doing what I liked. I probably had the energy to meet friends, go shopping and do things. I can't remember those days, it feels like they happened to a different woman. This woman just drives round and round and fucking round endlessly, my car kindly afdvised me I've done 1400 miles since 20/12 and spent 54 hours in the car. I swear I spend more time in my car than I do having time off at home
I just wish everyone would eff off and leave me alone