Emmsys Onwards & Upwards part VII - hand-holders and hair-strokers welcome!

I'm here barbie and have a matching headache - grrr. Hope you're feeling better, I find ice cold water with lemon helps.

I've spoken to Mollie on fb to give her my support but echo gracie's point that its just bloody rude tracking someone down on here to use it 'against' them. Doesn't she appreciate the heartache Mol and all of us have gone through and to make her feel she has to leave us just when things are really good and lo is round the corner, well shame on her. I've summoned up my best High School dirty look and I was the queen of them!

Thanks for kind thoughts for yesterday, it was actually fine, I met my dear friend for lunch and she announced after 14 months of trying (started trying on her honeymoon) that she is now 10 weeks pg . It was the best news to wipe away any residual sadness and I am absolutely over the moon for her. When God closes a door, he does indeed open a window (just been to church, feeling a bit spiritual today ).

Hope everyon'es enjoying the good weather, if it is indeed good where you are. I'm about to put my wellies on and get stuck into the garden.

later!

p.s. annie hope your balloon release went well and you had a moment xxxx

where is everyone????

I went back to work today but thought i was going to come down with a bad migrane, had all the symptoms but managed to sit in one of the treatment rooms in the dark until it passed, still a slight headache but thankfully no migrane

annie thinking of you today.....

Or maybe when we next get a new thread we call it something really strange that Mollie's relative will never guess, even maybe put it in the wrong topic too. Then we can email a link via the email system so only nice people get to know where its hidden and no nasty relatives.

thinking, not tinking , I'm very very tired today

mollie please don't go, why don't you come up with another new name, put on our special email so only we know who you are. It's so sad that some people spoil this, it's a very special place for us, and should continue to be so, for you and all of us.

annie and blue tinking of you both xx

barbie hope you're not feeling too ill hun xx

Oh mollie sorry you have to leave us, sticking two fingers up too......... You won't be forgotten on here but it won't quite be the same without you. Don't worry we will still keep in touch just out of sight of prying eyes.

blue and annie thinking about you this weekend, hope you are feeling ok.

barbie hope you are not too sick, tell your lovely DH that your scottish friend prescribed some tlc your way.

Hope everyone else is having a nice weekend.

two fingers up at mollies relative...., bad relaative but ha ha you lose out on seeing her beautiful baby in a few months....

See mollie/budda we are all sticking up for you!

Hope you are all getting through your personal dates/ worries and anything else troubling you this weekend...

Im sick and came home from work too rest, ill be lurking till i can muster the strength to post more

Big hugs to you all xxx

mollie we will miss you xxxxxx

Thanks to everyone for your thoughts re my EDD of my last lost angel, tomorrow.
mollie-Aww you,ll be missed, take care of you and bump, and make sure you keep in touch with us all by email. at your bloody relative.

aw mollie thats so sad, hope you're ok hun. Don't forget email.

thoughts are with you annie and blue.

4ever take care hun

big waves to everyone else

morning all

thinking of annie and blue today xxxx

We'll miss you Mollie, please do carry on lurking and do keep updating us via the email address.

If your "relative" is still reading this I hope they are proud of themselves. It makes me think that maybe I should remove my photographs to reduce the chances of anyone finding me on here.

Annie & Blue thinking of you both today, love the idea of the balloon, hope the day passes with peace and thoughtful reflection.
cupcake Well done you on contacting MNHQ, it would be a fantastic idea to do a book

Girls I have to say your posts have been very emotional even more so as I feel that I can't post on MN anymore due to a "relative" tracking me down and reading my posts following a family fallout. I just don't feel comfortable putting anything personal on here and that is a killer as we have all supported each other through so much stuff.
I am still lurking though but don't be surprised if I don't write anything about me. If I have anything to update perhaps I should contact you all on the email address?
Thank you all for the smallest and biggest things you have all said
Mollie

Morning girls!

Sorry for being unsociable yesterday, I got in from work and fell straight to sleep and just woke up 13 hours later. This going back to work is tiring stuff! I'm off till Tuesday now and so is DH so we're supposed to be decorating the dining room.

Cupcake good idea to contact MNHQ about a book on miscarriage, there's definitely a need for a book like that.

Thanks for keeping us posted 4ever.

Well done for finally getting that bag packed Vjay!

Thinking of Annie and Blue for their EDDs. Big hug x

Evening ladies just a quick post annie and blue will be thinking of you tomorrow- think the balloon idea is so sweet x
Oh cupcake thanks for asking yes I did find my book someone had put in my slot in the filing cabinet!

Exciting you have hospital bag packed Vjay!
Hope you all have a lovely weekend- at work all weekend but will try to post x

evening lovely ladies

all your posts yesterday had me nearly in tears too, but you were all so right with everything you said. i really think i would have gone mad by now if it hadnt been for all you ladies, its so good to know there is somewhere private you can go to get away from the world where someone understands you.

i'm feeling a bit at the moment, hence my staying away for a few days.

hope everyone is ok, and that you all have lovely weekends

That sounds lovely Annie - releasing a balloon, will be thinking about you too. I'm ok, been quite thoughtful today about tomorrow but look down at my bump and fngers crossed that this little one will be 3rd time lucky. April's EDD hit me much harder as it was the first reminder I've had to go through. Can't help but think what might have been but we create new memories, thank goodness.

Vjay - well done for bag pack, its just sooo exciting .

Have a lovely weekend everyone, big hugs secret 'Emmsy' handshakes .

Quick one for me as ive got guests staying over tonight, got to get bedding on spare bed etc.
Lovely to hear from you 4ever-you are never far from my thoughts, stay strong lovely lady.

Ginger-sorry AF got you, hope its your turn next month.

Blue-Thinking about you tomorrow my lovely, big hugs. Lets hold hands and get through the next couple of days. Im off to the top of a hill on Sunday to release a balloon with a message to my lost angel, an emotional day me thinks.

VJay-Yeyyy to getting the hospital bag packed.

I,ll be on here sometime over the weekend, have a good weekend everyone.

Ladies, my hospital bag is packed , apart from nursing bras, which mothercare won't sell to me until I'm 38 weeks, so will go in next week and tell a little white lie .

Hi everyone and lovely to hear from you 4ever . So glad you enjoyed your massage and have sorted alot of things through in your head. Your presence is always here on the thread even if you're not physically on here typing, don't ever foget that, OK? I'm off to church on Sunday and you will be in my 'reflection' prayer @ 12pm.

Neeko - have a great weekend with your guests, are you rustling up something nice for tea? Hope you're tackling the housework as I type . Thanks for counting with me, getting more and more anxious but have my lucky pants already laid out .

Vjay - ah waiting in for the workmen, 'tis a tedium (is that a word ) but they might be cute you never know .

cupcake - sending masses and masses of babydust to you this weekend. I know what you mean about weddings where you don't know anyone. One word - alcohol. It may be your last weekend on the bevvy for oooh, 8 months .

Iggy - hope you get a +OPK soon!

baking - fingers crossed for rescan on Monday

Waves to everyone else, back to work but TFI Friday - yay!

Thanks Neeko - just had a lurk back to see who was around & at the length of my message. Def need to keep away for a bit. As Iggys story says, its just about the need to talk, and be listened to, rather than feeling like your boring people who dont wanna hear it, cos that just makes you feel even more crap about things. .