emmsy's onwards and upwards part 2, more good new please!

Hi

Still squeezing those hands, but hope is fading I'm afraid - woke up to ...

Sorry - TMI - look away if having breakfast ..

a smooth reddy brown clot the length and width of my little finger.

Since then, just red blood when wiping - not bright red, but not brown either. Tum feels like I am having a heavy period - not painful, but definitely not stretching pains

Will phone the GP this morning but don't hold out much hope. Can't really go on symptoms - boobs are still tender but that is the only symptom I have really

Hi all,
sorry just a quick post from me too - am in need of some zzzzz's!
Jools, really hope you're doing ok.
Scorpio - good luck with your gp!
Barbie - yep, and i got another BFN... still early days I suppose but not too optimistic this month as i don't really seem to have any symptoms. Glad to hear you're feeling more relaxed - hope you have a lovely time with your friend.
Night night all xxx

Jools - there's another hand here if you need it.
Sorry all, another sneaky, quick post. Hope the sunny day has rasied everyones moods!!

Hi everyone. just wanted to pop in and say I'm thinking of you all. I'll do a more detailed posting soon. Been very emotional the past few days and crying for no apparent reason (other than the usual). Hope you're all ok. Jools My hand is still available!

Jools big hug, sorry you're having a worrying time. You so deserve a trouble free pregnancy. Will they do a scan on sunday for you?
Scorpio - good luck with the scan begging. Its so unfair that its so hard to get extra scans, it should be made easier for us who have had miscarriages before.

GP tomorrow for scan begging. Wish me luck!

You squeeze away jools xxxxx

Sorry if I'm squeezing that hand too hard

I know it could well all be fine ...

NEED to concentrate on work, but can't concentrate ...

ahh jools dont these docs no we need to know going on . hope u ok xxxxx

jools brown gunk is better than red gunk! I had a lot of brown stuff this time round, doctors told me it was old blood, so all you can do it take it easy. Still holdng your hand here xxxxx

Jools lets hope this is bean nesting in FWIW private clinic here wont do before 6 weeks either.

Not in EPU - just trying to stop obsessing and get working

Got brown gunk again. EPU won't see me before 6 weeks (Sunday) and I go on holiday on Monday. Tried the private clinic in town and they won't do anything before 6 weeks either.

Don't know what to do - don't think there is anything I can do other than wait

How awful having not seen him for so long and looking forward to it then him being delayed further, but it has so worked out well in the end hey!

it was horrid VJ as i couldn't see him for an extra night, he was in Somerset and we live in Cornwall. We had already been aprt 18 nights! We literally caught this egg the day he left, on cd 13. so unexpected!!!!!

scorpio glad dh is better, what a worry!

Oh i was scrolling up and down wondering why you wrote cactus, I do confuse easily you know! Enjoy the hammock xx

Thailand, i mean, lol. DD pulling at laptop. I can't even get up im so tired lol

Isn't it Agnus Castus? lol

When DH got back from Tahialand last week, he had to go straight to hospital; two bites turned into cysts and he had to have a general and them scraped out! He went back to work on monday so feels fine, so he says.

Agnus cactus is the name of the stuff Mermaid couldn't remember.

I'm off to the garden to grab 20 mins in the hammock in my t-shirt & pants before dd wakes up!

Vjay complaining would get us nowhere, its no great shocker tho as you said re UK's in deflation but Tesco have record profits? Somethings not quite working along the chain is it?!?

Yes at the chavvie PG smoker. I have eradicated her from my vision & now look straight through her but can happily chat to the other 2 PG that obviously are cherishing each minute.. 4ever nods approvingly! Not hard to stop for 8 months is it?!?

Glad your neighbours ok Vjay! Drama queen?!!? Not something any of us could ever relate to!! Feigns He he he!

Scorpio dont remember reading about your dh op? Hope he's ok and you are not stressing tooooooo much about your sticky lil bean?!

Mermaid still here but am going to get a mag & pop to homebase then im chillin in the garden! You can def have LIT if already had kids cos you have to have been PG before to measure the level of anti paternal/leukocyte antibodys you have... Get googling woman! xx

Well - shall lurk til 2pm but if dont post again have a lovely sunny day ladies! Love ya lots xxxxxxxxxxxx

cactus?

cactus!

scorpio glad you are feeling tired Is your dh ok after his hospital op poor man.

4ever have you gone off for that half day yet? bloody smoking? oh that's just dandy
do you mean that if I have had a dc I could then go on and have LIT? sorry being particularly dense today.

jools I am kinda hoping you are down the epu having your mind put at rest...

neeko you sneaky mnetter! hope you are ok

kate what about that agnus stuff, you know what I mean forgotten the last word - its meant to help regulate your cycle? Glad you are getting exited about getting married.

scorpio the 2 weeks will be up before you know it, although it doesn't seem like it at the mo, but it will, go and sit in the garden and enjoy the sun.

My neighbour is fine, she didn't break anything just tore the ligaments, drama queen that she is

4ever at your CEO's payrise, can't you all complain. I was reading on my homepage yesterday about the country dropping below zero inflation, then a little anouncement at the side saying that Tesco have achieved record profits!!!! Plus at the smoking lady, there is no need for it, giving up is hard but totally worth it for your baby, it's all very selfish.

Thankyou, i know at least that i cannot do anything better than what i already am. DH is great too. GP tomorrow and hopefully a scan in 2 weeks. i can do 2 weeks, right??

This time feels so much more better than last time.