emmsy's onwards and upwards part 2, more good new please!

dollycam38

I can do Dolly Parton , i can live with that.

annie I have just contorted myself to see the label - panache atlantis 4881 - I expect they do large cups but you may end up looking like dolly Parton

i know it costs a fortune!! Gits.

bakingqueen no worries we are all so used to telling people off about testing early and anyway I did test on Monday so I did test early!
scorpio yeah reckon! you had better start saving for the car park fee

vjay thats a bad state of affairs with the funding but at least it sounds lke the headmaster is on the ball. enjoy your shopping trip tomorrow.

Do they do these bras in large cup sizes then mermaid?

Soory mermaid did not realise you were on 24 day cycle was writing my post when you posted that x

yoo'd???? I'm creating words now, meant you'd!!!

annie this one is red and it has baby oil gel stuff implant thingys which heat to your body temp and looks so natural. The lady in the shop said look poke mine! they are very very realistic! when I first got bought it I found myself walking about staring at this incredible cleavage no all signs of af has gone, no pmt no little pains am wondering if its the accup. sorting out my hormonal torture cos a 24 day cycle is too short.... thats why I tested- weird.
I may have to go to the gym in hommage to jools cos I can't think of anything else this morning, have lit a candle and have everything double crossed.

Hi jools thinking of you, stay strong my lovely xxx

mermaid we haven't got any extra funding for the rest of this school year, but hopefully some for when he goes up to P2. He has gone up in the list of priorities, and we saw the headmaster this week who is doing all he can. There's nothing else we can do at this stage but wait, we'll find out in June what's what.

annie it's crap you have to go private, that's what we're having to do tomorrow. I was really cross at first, but once it was arranged I was pleased I'd done it...does that even make sense

kate good timing for af, you'll have an even better honeymoon now

4ever you sound so busy at the mo, which I suppose helps to keep you sane eh?

lion was thinking of you this morning, I thought yoo'd be getting your results soon, is it Wednesday?

Hello to everyone else, will lurk to see how you get on today jools.
Plus don't panic if I'm not on here tomorrow, the plan is to have the scan then spend the rest of the day shopping, so may not get back til late, will try though, if not will defo be on on Sunday

Good morning everyone hope your all well.

Jools - hoping your scan goes well today will be thinking of you and hand holding for you. Your very brave going for scan alone but we wil all be there is spirit

Scorpio- sorry to hear your feeling down today remember just because of what happened last time does not mean it will happen this time. I agree with 4 ever crap tv could be a way to take your mind off things, I favoured Jeremy Kyle!

Gracie, mls, Mermaid - you naughty ladies with your v early testing! Put the test strips on the floor and walk away with your hand up! No more testing until af due x Hope the BFN's were just because you were testing earky. Know how you feel though will be me in a few weeks!!

Lion- fingers crossed for your results week next week will be thinking of you

Lots of love to everyone else must get on with some off duty for work will lurk all day for news though xxx

begins with T, big hospital?

If you are at the same epu as me scorpio they are quite quick so I will cross my fingers.x on the sofa appart from school run sounds the way to go.
mollie you go gently on yourself too.x

Neeko Thanks for the offer of hand holding next week, i think i,ll need it, i,ll be a nervous wreck on the day.

mermaid- Let you off the re testing . Any sigh of AF yet then?
at your accupuncturist describing your boobs as perky, mine could never be described as that even if i was wearing 2 wonderbras

mollie-Make the most of your time off work resting. Hope you well.

see, hormones

I am awaiting appointment letter for scan; they do scan at 5 weeks in EPU here, but i am betting i will be gone 6 weeks (hopefully) by the time i get my letter. 6 weeks will be tuesday, so not long.

thankyou annie and mermaid

i am going to look after dd today, and DH has to work tomorrow (unusual) but hopefully i will get some rest soon. I guess it is the hormones, i could cry again now lol

Thankyou all, you're so lovely

thankyou mollie thats how i feel, kind of. i am 5+3 today and yesterday i was positive; today i have woken up 'wrong' and its crappy. DH doesnt really know what to say, he is lovely though and let me snot all over him this morning I do have slight ms, sore boobs and that general whoozy feeling and tiredness - my goodness! but still worry.

My DH ex (mum of my dss) is 9 weeks; she has it so easy. She doesnt parent my dss very well, has just met a new boyfriend 14 weeks ago and is already 9 weeks. Makes me wonder why some people have all the luck.

I am plannign on lying on the sofa and looking after dd all day today. not even going out unless school run.

opps its x post morning
scorpio bloody hormones and your knackered from cleaning up v&d. sending you a hug, when is your scan?
4ever why do they always lose one test?

mollie morning lovely lady and hope you are ok.

Awww Scorpoio, sending you big hugs. Keep repeating to yourself, this is a new pregnancy, it is understandable you will be upset, pregnancy post mc is full of worry. Hope you're getting plenty of hugs from DH and hope your DD is better soon poor mite. You will probably feel more tearful as its the hormones and tiredness from being up with DD, is there anyone who can look after DD for a bit today so you get a bit of 'me' time?

Lion Hope the next 5 or so days pass quick until you get your results.

4ever- Hope the GP get their finger out and get that missing blood sample chased up!

Scorpio I know exactly how you are feeling, you are describing me perfectly. I've been bursting into tears at nothing and waking up each morning thinking is this the morning my baby will die and I won't know, or will it be tomorrow etc. I had 2 mm/c and no indication anything was wrong, even saw the hb for the 2nd one, so I am panicking constantly. That's why the doctor has signed me off, as I was in such a state when I saw her Weds, work has been really stressful too and now ms has kicked in I can't ignore the fact I'm pg. So if you'll hold my hand, I'll hold yours and we'll try and be strong together
annie I'm so cross you have had to pay for a scan but pleased you have got something organised.
Blue How are you doing chick?
Barbie Hope you are having fun with your friend, I know she will be having a great time with you to distract her
MLS Mermaid & GG Naughty girls Step away from the sticks, at least for the weekend
Kate Fantastic news about AF, bring on the honeymoon baby
LionStar How long til your results now?
MM Hello lovely lady, so TTC is back on the menu I see wonderful, hope you have your OPK's and pre-seed at the ready
4ever Can't believe how quickly your treatment is progressing its such good news
Hello to Curly Neeko Bakingqueen Doozer and anyone else I've forgotten

lion I was thinking of you yesterday and forgot to shout you - another week to wait, god dosn't it seem like an endless wait.

annie double pants at having to pay for your scan but at least its kindda on the horizon. you sound a wee bit better.x

4ever morning lovely. We need a result and those waiting for appointments chart not a cd chart Do dhs results mean he is just clear of all the blood nasties so he is safe to be used for transfusion? I am guessing so, so yippee a step closer.
I think the accupuncture has sort of wrapped a protective layer round me, bit like the ready brek advert I feel much stronger and able to face stuff whereas on Monday I was just a complete wreck.
the best bit though and I am still grinning about it now is when she went to put a needle in my chest and wondered if I had implants cos 'I looked so perky' oh the wonders of bra technology, worth every penny

vjay you have a scan tomorrow are you really going to ask the flavour? and have you managed to get your funding for ds sorted.

For the record ladies I was due on today as I seem to be on a 24 day cycle so I think I was justified

Awww scorpio your bound to panic, try & take your mind off things with some crap telly or a mag, your scan will soon be here...

Lion didnt mention you cos not sure if you were lurking but thinking of you lots and lots and well aware this is the most agonising 2ww you have ever done, weds will soon be here hon...

Morning Mollie!

Now I really have covered everyone so must do some work!

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Oops ! Hi Annie and your mammoth post! Glad you got a scan hon - money well spent!

Scorpio glad you got yours sorted too sweetie...

How could I of forgot Blue! Soory hon hope all is well & your resting up..

HOpe Sabs work isnt too daunting as well?

DH got all results back from GP & e-mailed to the Portland, apart from one! Typical! Its law his blood is screened up to 30 days before 'transfusion' (they take a pint & filter white cells, but still classed as transfusion). Have to chase that one outstanding test now as they must have by TUes...

Jools I am thinking of you and will be checking in all morning, virtual squeezes and hand holding all the way x