emmsy's onwards and upwards part 2, more good new please!

ooh Kate - throw a sweatshirt on and get to the chemist ....

Morning all, this may be disjointed as DS is playing at my feet - they don't call them ankle biters for nothing you know .

Loving the Netty photos barbie - didn't know they did a girlie one! LOL at you wearing your suntan bikini when you were naked - have fun filling in the spaces with your fake tan. I think that's a great plan to put obvious ttc on the back burner and seeing how it goes, you know its a cliche but everyone says its when you stop thinking about it... I'm sure having that week off when I was OVul did it for me this month, I was much more relaxed and just enjoying spending time with DH rather than "you in bed NOW"!

Jools please don't stress yourself out too much re: lack of symptoms. You do have a BFP as well as lack of AF to show for it! I don't have anything either really and didn't with DS until 6 weeks then it was vomit central yet I did with last mc even after the mmc was confirmed (still felt so sick that I couldn't even console myself with glass of wine). To summarise symptoms or lack of can be so misleading so try to ignore them!

Hi curly -lovely to hear from you and thanks for lovely message.

Sorry TEW got you babyinacorner - like your things I can do this month list...

Hey Neeko - school hols nearly over, hope your squeezing every last drop out of them. Are you a primary or secondary teacher? sorry to read you had a bit of a teery night last night, how are you today?

Mermaid - got a wee chilll reading about your acup. and them 'knowing' about your physical and emotional trauma. Hope you reap the benefits.

Hi 4ever - great news about your test results timescale - roll on May (if you can abstain/unroll the condom before then . So got my fingers crossed for you.

Mollie - hope your doing OK, must send you a message on fb so we can exchange how terrified we both are!

Better go DS's patience has ran out - apologies in advance for my spelling!

Will catch up tonight x

Morning ladies is it everyones washing day? Just put my washing on before I came on here to avoid my dissertation
Barbie loved your opk testing guide it made me chuckle x

ok, running to the washing machine now.

ok i will speak in a bit i need to know either way . because im sick of waiting

oh brill I can start my foot tapping again, come on Kate out of that dressing gown, no don't worry about the odd socks, that fine, off you go.
hi sabs how are you today

morning girls

ive got such a headache and worrying bout doing a test i dont think i can wait till work so il pop to shops when i can be bothered to get dressed .

mermaid thanks for the order i will do that at the weekend after hen night on saturday

lots a love to all xxx

Awwww Hetty & Henry are def coming with me & barbies list & an OPK stick to the toilets this afternoon.. I'm sure my colleagues will be highly disturbed by this image but Emmsys all around the UK and Dubai will be laughing merrily!

OK def time to work!!!!!!!!! Love ya!!!! xxxxxxxxx

Hehe - no please don't revert, I like silliness

A friend of mine has a cat called Hetty who is terrified of hoovers - must send her that link !!

I know there is nothing I can do - no point even having a scan before 6 weeks, so I do need distraction

Am going away on hols on Mon 27th, back on the Sat - so that should keep me sane (and sober now !) whilst I wait to get to a point where an early scan would see something.

I just need to get really busy at work and keep out and about for the next ten days so I don't start brooding and obsessing.

It is just strange because I just KNEW that something was up, only a very few days after ovulation - was nervous because I thought it might be a CP but was certain that something was happening.

Now, there is nothing - not even hormonal tears at vaguely sad news items ! I seem to be permanently wandering round in a state of mild euphoria and grinning to myself like a loon at "my little secret"

is there going to be room for 4ever to get in that cubicle with hetty and henry in there?

I have to do some work, just cleared up breakfast things to find that dh and ds put blue food colouring in their porridge this morning. I am living with mad men.

I have this vision of jools dressed up in smart suit juggling her blackberry in a business meeting reading abourt henry and hetty. shall be chuckling all day.

We love the silliness. It helps to balance us out and keep us -almost- sane!

I have heard that about symptoms too. I think for now you just have to trust in the positive test and relax (yes I know it's not easy)
4ever I have a Henry. Want to borrow him?

no barbie stay silly!

yes but henry does have a lovely smile

jools as you know I usually defer to you on all things scientific - do a test purely to put your poor confudled heart at rest.
Sympton spotting is for all of us the worst bit. Your body is embarking on its second pregnacy so it could well be coping with it very differently this time around.

LOL barbie thanks for the list hon! Im gonna copy & paste it & print it & take it with me to the loo! Yea weeing on a stick will break up my afternoon!

Yep Neeko as you can tell Im a bit crap at working out levels of things MLS has the white coat! Only realised what an OPK was about 3 weeks ago!

I feel like a naughty schoolgirl now barbie & mermaid & am quite worried too! Silly me us! Legs are truly crossed now, promise! Thanks for info Jools will get a test at lunch, Neeko I def feel like a naughty schoolgirl thinking of condoms! Oh well only 2-4 days of 'risk' () of conception so will just cross legs! Cant believe Im talking about conception being a 'risk' What a palava this all is eh?!

Mermaid I love that they ask you all those questions and can diagnose anything possibly related, sounds very holistic, I like the idea of that..

We are fine waiting on blood test results, this is screening of DH blood pre transfusion, its the law that anyone who's blood is going to be transplanted (DH white cells injected into me) has to have blood screened for communacable diseases 30 days before transfusion (HIV, hepatitus etc..) Hes a blood donor so we know thats all fine already but the laws the law!

Quick theory to run by you lot before I really really have to go and do some work !!!

Bearing in mind I was almost 12 weeks when I MMC'ed on Nov 11th and was still getting and extremely faint (squint and hold it to the light and you might just see it) line on Dec 27th ...

Do you think that this could mean my body is still "used to" HCG and is not going to react to the rising levels in the same way ? I am wondering if that will be why I don't have the sore swollen boobs and mild nausea that I had by this stage last time ??

also, first sign last time round was my hair not coming out when brushing / in the shower, but it is still falling out

Think I need to do another conception indicator thingie to convince myself that HCG levels are actually going up !!

ok, now I am trying to work out how to hoover the toilet