Please keep reminding me to breathe.
Need to calm down or I'll never get through the day.
Remember last time i thought i might be pregant and tehn came on that afternoon, that was Valentines Day.
God I'm shaking.
Well haven't had a period since.
Did a first response test a while ago and it said I wasn't.
Don't know why I did but I stoipped off and bought another test this morning.
It says I am.
OMG.
My best freind works in the building so I ran and got her and dragged her back into the loo with me and we've starred at the test for 10 minutes and cried and cried.
Oh! Can this be true. Is it real? I'm so happy. Soi scared that my bubble will burst, that something will go wrong. Trying so hard not to cry.
Can't stop my hands shaking.
How will I get through today. have to wait all day to see D and tell him. Wish I knew for sure. Or do I?
OMG.
Breathe, breathe.