The WIMBEWAI(N)F Club

Hey girls

No news here. I did use up the test but it was on Wednesday morning I think , so I was some 5 days pre AF, so probably was a bit dumb...obviously it was a BFN! Though once I did it I didn't feel too despondant because I know how dumb it was.

AF due tomorrow. She has not arrived early yet...

Glad to see you back MrsH, felt like you were gone for ages!!!! Let us know if you had a good time. We missed you at the meet up.

Ei fingers crossed, it all sounds good at the mo. Did you say when you can start testing .

Well, I've got half a day at the hairdresser today! It takes FOREVER for me to get highlights! So I gotta run...Hi to Caitni and everyone. xx

Sounding good Ei . Have you decided what day you'll test? FF has me down for testing next Friday but am definitely not holding my breath (so will be merrily celebrating with cocktails for a friend's birthday tomorrow night!).

hey caitni glad you are ok when are you due to test? if we timed things right we have been VERY active around the right time so heres hoping!!

Hi everyone,

GG hope you're as well as can be expected. You're in my thoughts xx

Ei this sounds v promising! I'd say step away from the google but I know I'd be breaking that rule if I felt like you (especially cos you and your DH have been very "active" this month no?). Here's hoping you get a BFP

Bucky how are you feeling today? Any more symptoms news? Glad you survived the role playing hell of training!

MrsH welcome back - can't wait to hear how your holiday was and how you're feeling

Not much going on with me. I'm about 7 dpo (can't actually remember despite putting my temp into FF this morning ) but not feeling any different from usual, except that my boobs are less tender than usual . So definitely don't think we got lucky this month!

hey ladies
MrsH welcome back did you have a nice time??
GG hope you are as well as can be expected and you are getting some lovely hugs from your DH xxx {{{{{{{{higs}}}}}}}
bucky anything from your camp yet?? arent you due to test soon?
caitni how are you??
PnM hope all is well with you and your glamorous life
hello to our preggys and the lurkers
i have been feeling quite odd for the past few days which i put down to my cold but thats pretty much cleared off leaving me still feeling odd so i googled early preg symptoms and i have all but 2 off the list sore boobs, back ache, heartburn, nausea, shattering tiredness, dizziness, achey body, headache... in google doth the madness lie...
xx ei xx

Have just got back so can't type much cos I feel like I am on a boat and my fingers are made of rubber....

Anyway, I just wanted to send (((higs))) to you GG. It really sucks that you are going through this. FWIW, I reckon that the fact that you did get pregnant is such a good sign, and I would just hold onto that if I were you. The next few days you will feel a bit all over the place - the hormones (although low levels) can really send you on a rollercoaster- so do take it easy.

Back later, hope everyone else is ok.xx

Well just been released from captivity here i.e. training course. GG this ttc stuff is crazy and bad bad bad. But as I said in my text I am in awe of your PMA (Positive Mental Attitude) (there was a lot of PMA going on on my training course today ). That positive outlook will take you a long way missus. Have the best weekend that you can and try and have some fun. xx

GG so sad to hear it didn't work out. Hope the trip away gives you some space from all this. Please take care of yourself. Xxx

GG This is definitely a pile of shit. What an awful few days. Go home - cry, drink, do whatever you need to do. Go and buy new clothes for the weekend so you don't have to do washing.

I hope the weekend away gives you and DH time together to grieve for this cycle. Look after each other. I will be thinking of you both. Hold on to your dreams.

XXXXX

p.s. Bucky - thanks for your text m'dear.

caitni too. X posts.

i can't write any more, 'cause i'm really losing it now. F*ck!

I can't get hold of DH to tell him

hell, i have no clean clothes. I have been too wrapped up in all this to wash any

picknmix - thanks for your lovely messages (haven't replied yet on FB). Means a lot, it really does. All of you.

Going to go now before I completely lose it in front of New Trainee, who probably would have a fit if he found his supervisor in floods of tears, wailing into her tea about having a miscarriage and failed IVF.

GG I'm so sorry to read your awful news . Words cann't really express how gutting this must be for you and your DH. Pile of sh*t pretty much sums it up. Massive {{{{{higs}}}} for you both. I'm glad you're getting away together this weekend to give yourselves some time and space to deal with this.

Oh GG I'm so sorry to hear that. Tis truely a big old pile of shit.

Sadly there are no answers as to why it happens like this so agree with Jolly that you must hold onto the fact that at least it was good that something tried to happen.

Think you'd be right to go this weekend, get away from any reminders etc and be somewhere different.

Biggest my love, am still thinking of you xx

I wish there was something I could do GG. Get yourself home now, you need some rest ahead of your weekend.

thanks jolly. i know what you mean.

i am still at work. I'll go home soon. i think i am going to go away tomorrow on the trip DH planned for our anniversary. I feel (physically ) much better and there is nothing more to be done now.

Oh GG Ei put my feelings into words there, pile of shit indeed.

I'm so very sorry for you and Mr GG.

Saying that 'it is good something tried to happen' and you having to wait longer than if you'd have got a BFN, might feel like a kick in the teeth a the moment BUT they are the experts and if they say it is an indication of future sucess then that's something to hold onto. I'm not expressing that very well but I hope you get the sentiment.

I hope you are at home and not having to deal with this at work. Take care

thanks ei. I needed that hug. I am just so bloody confused about getting a BFP and then immediately starting to bleed and it's all so...well....URGHHHHH! Sorry, not feeling very articulate

oh GG im so sorry what a pile of shit this is i was so positive for you im so sorry xx {{{{{{{{{{{huge higs}}}}}}}}} for you and your DH
xx ei xx

HSG is down to 12, so all over

Apparently it was "good that something tried to happen" . I need yet another blood test in a week for the HSG to go down to approx zero. It's gone from 65 to 12 in two days, so it has plummeted (sp?).

Unfortunately, I can't start another cycle for 3 months. I also have to get that "zero" before they can put me forward for my second cycle, so it will be "June at the earliest". It's bloody frustrating . A BFN would mean i was already be back to square one, not paddling around in limbo land bleeding buckets and feeling like sh*t.

Sorry - rant over.

hello everyone.

Bucky - PMSL at the missing reciept for laser hair removal. I am sure it will be ok -I have no doubt they will remember you Excited at your symptoms - they sound very promising this month. How are you finding being on Clomid generally? I am now in a panic I will be the last one here I don't blame you at all for falling off the wagon. I am afraid i did last night too . I figured that one tiny glass of wine (and it was small) wasn't going to make any difference now and it made me feel a lot better. First for a week

Jolly - that's hysterical about the breast pads. I am very impressed at your ingenuity in the time of desperate need! My friend told me that she has respored to kitchen roll in the past. Total respect!

picknix - Wow, I would love to be good at photography. I bet you are fantastic if you do weddings! When do we get to see your work on this photoshoot and are your animals modelling too? Maybe you can take photos at our next meet up . I have just seen the one of me on Facebook and I look like an old crone - please use your Photoshop skills on me and do something about my lines and crooked teeth!

Hello MOB - please post lots about your pregancy and the Mad Old DTs. I want to hear all about them and what you are planning. Do you think it will be very different form having singletons?

hello to readyfor2and3 mibbes

caitni - Our Lady Of The Loo [grin. When is your next needles session and are you doing all the other zen things he recommended?

ei apparently there si a cheerleader workout you can do at my local gym. I am quite tempted to give it a go

I'll call in later when I know more. I am in work today - i was getting called at home repeatedly and broadband was playing up, suddenly everything was "urgent" so thought what the hell, and came into the office. I could stay at home and be uncomfortable, stressed and bored, or I could come into the office and merely be uncomfortable and distracted

Still bleeding bright red blood here (sorry TMI, I know) but it's slowed a lot and the pain is almost gone (phew!). Got blood test at 7am today - results later this afternoon, but pessimism is my new middle name . I also checked to see whether I needed an anti-D injection because I was bleeding while (technically, i suppose) pregnant and I am Rhesus negative blood group. I didn't need it because you have to reach 12 weeks PG, but they had to do a lot of checking and hadn't thought of it

hi ladies

GG i hope the blood test goes well today and the cramping and bleeding has stopped xx
hope everyone else is ok
i have roped myself into cooking dinner for 10 tonight im doing chicken tikka masala though so nice and easy but still!! i offered to MIL to help with making dinner and stupidly agreed to do the curry and she will do the rice and naan bread i think she may have got the easier end of the bargain
xx ei xx

Loads of luck for today GG XXX

Forgot to say hi to JB and Eixx

OK I am freaking out . I cannot find the reciept for my uber expensive laser hair removal . They put it on the payment on the computer but now I am totally paranoid that they will forget me. Is being highly strung a symptom? . I have been running around the house like a lunatic.

GG How you feeling poppet? Glad your DH came back that was not something you should have had to go through alone. xx

Bucky waves at PnM . How is Bournemouth? I used to spend practically every long weekend there when I was a teenager...Are you staying over?

Hey Caitni How is the water glugging going?

Oh I have a confessin to make....I fell a little bit off the wagon. Only two glasses of wine and a Corona off but off all the same. That was Monday though and aI have been back on since.

Evening all,

So I'm still here in sunny Bournemouth - tis a little dark now though!

Am taking photos of stock. Nothing glam about that sadly! It is stretching my photographic abilities somewhat though! I do photography in my spare time (school photos, partys, portraits etc) but this is proving to be a nightmare! I could kill (literally in my hormonal state!) the person who let slip to my boss that I could use a camera!

Anywho....

GG will be thinking of you tomorrow, sounds like you've been in some pain so hope that its abating somewhat now?

Your symptoms sound interesting Bucky . Not sure that you mentioned spacey last month - you just said the Clomid was making you 'fat' (although saw no evidence of this the other week!). Will be keeping my fingers x'ed for you - surely one of us is due to get lucky soon????

Hows the accupuncture going Caitni? Are you finding it relaxing? Helpful? Thanks for the thoughts re meds - I did take EPO for a few months and it seemed to help a little but then read you should stop taking it as soon as you ov which, with my cycles, is near on impossible to pinpoint! Don't want to play with Agnus Castus (Atilla has put me right off it!) as not sure I could face things getting worse! Maybe I should try the VITB complex? Might have a google when I get the chance!

Hi to all not mentioned - only stopped in briefly whilst camera battery recharges!

Hope you're all ok

xx