TTC no. 119 - fingers crossed for more BFPs!

Well, pop and fresco and diege, I'm right there w/you all. NO AF yet and BFN. Now I'm 2 days late so I know it's just a matter of time but I REALLY want to just move on. I'm NEVER late, although I've had no O since coming off the Pill in October. This is totally pissing me off. If AF doesn't show up in a fortnight I'm going in to see if I can score some Provera and just be done w/it all.

i dont know what to say. I really feel for all of you. I know EXACTLY how you all feel. Honestly i do. Ive been lucky but if its happened for me and it can happen for you too. I dont know if im more relieved to be preganant cos i so want the baby or because i wont have the stress of ttcing anymore.

what makes it more difficult for us to get pg? is it because we try to plan it so well or mayb we try to hard? what do you think?

worriedbev-i wish i had a magic wand that i could just shake andmake you smile again , cheer uyou up again.i know how frustrating it is and how much you want to give up. mayb you should giv it a rest and give yourself a chance to think about something else.and if you want to try again then with a different spirit/state of mind? wish i could giv you a cuddle and make you better hen. Have a big bar of cadbury and a piss up tonite!!!

Worriedbev - I know how you feel. I feel like Sh*t today too. I'm sitting in my dressing gown eating choclate and staying away from the world. I hope you feel better soon. I feel like giving up the TTC for a while but something inside me just won't let me. You'll feel better in a couple of days once you can start trying again. Your not alone!

Hi everyone

Feeling really down today, I just want to sit and cry
and would if I wasnt at work. Just went to the toilet
and wiped myself and noticed some brown discharge
there. Only on day 23 of cycle. My periods are
irregular though and this one could be early because
the last one was so late. I really hoped I had been
pregnant for DH's birthday on 22nd March. I have felt
slightly queasy every day for last 4 days and an empty
feeling in my stomach as though I should eat something
which cures the queasiness for a while. I am so down I
dont feel like doing any temperature charting or
anything next month. I want to give up having a baby
now, as much as it hurts it puts so much stress on me.
My DH and I had a huge row last night over money. He
was awaiting some money from a job and although we are
not short of money I was asking him every day if he had
the money and he shouted at me last night "no now leave
me alone". I said fine "I want to go away and get away
from everyone". Things still stressed this morning and
he started talking about whether I still wanted to be
with him. Of course I do but things have been bad for
us lately. I am on antidepressents anyway and worry is
my middle name. I could just crawl into a hole and
stay away from everyone right now.

Bev

Sorry for keeping you waiting girls. Did test this morning and it was BFN. Dh was cheering me up and took me shopping and to Burger King so I could stuff my face with comfort food. He was so lovely and sweet to me, apart from one time when he told me I should try not to say f*king as much as I was!!! I told him in no uncertain terms that I was having a fking bad morning and I would fking swear if I f*king felt like it!!! Poor Dh, he was very good to me though.

I feel really pissed off with my body though. I NEVER get these symptoms usually when Af comes. I get tender boobs and feel warmer than usual but I don't have throbbing boobs and hot flushes and what's with me needing to pee all the time? Bloody, f**king body! I'm really sorry for swearing and being so moody.

I haven't come on yet though and I do feel a little sick but then I have just stuffed my face with burgers, chips and skittles!! Aaaaaaaaarrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

Popadopolis - Result yet????

Piffle - in the same boat with sudden change to long cycle (from 28 to 35 days) really throws you, but normal apparently. Makes the whole waiting process far more drawn out though, and doesn't help with the 'am I ,aren't' I mind games! On CD 33 now, so not much longer before AF!

I am bad Fresco and not had my Ds done yet. Im scared to do him if honest. He has alot of allergies. Plus now im pregnant and im not immune to measles it would be dangerous (highly unlikeley it would affect me, but it could as its a live virus). Both my girls reacted badly with febrile convulsions. Hope your little one is ok with it.

mine is always like yours cp3.bright red.
dd had her MMR yesterday morning and she is coping so well. so proud of my little bundle of joy!! hehe.
CD13

cp3, i think i know what you are talking about.i think if i can get pg now, a load would be off my shoulders and i would feel complete in the sense where i would have a real family now giving a sister or brother to dd.and dp would be off the hook for a couple of years.that must be such a tremendous feeling of freedom, stressfree.I am envying you!!! hehe

pop when are you testing?
munn, sorry for the old bitch.hope next month is yours hen.xx

p.s have you all lost your active conservations too, i cant get on there

Oh Dear Munzie, so sorry. Does it usually start like that. Mine is always the opposite, bright red and loads of it. Usually comes middle of the night aswell

well AF turned up this morning - well the watery brownish bit first did - I know TMI! lol.

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Thread crashing again.... not that I'm broody!!

JM - Last time I saw a post like yours on a ttc thread it was from Smellymelly.... and guess what?? She now has twins!

Pop - Good luck testing today, I'll be keeping an eye out for your result.

Good luck to everyone else too.

Pop loads of baby dust coming your way. My boobs are throbbing too i hope its a good sign for you too. They feel heavy when i take my bra off and are getting tender to touch already. Hope your throbbing means the same as my throbbing. Good luck honey, i cant wait for you to test, i so hope its a posotive reuslt otherwise we have to put up with you drooling again

I am sleeping so heavily at the moment and i already feel sicky, i think its gonna be a bad one for me on the sickness department. I have suffered with it badly before especially with the girl. im dreading that part.

Oh popa! I hope you are pg! That would be nearly a world record for finding mn's ttc and then being straight off to the ante-natal boards!

Right girls. I'm a little bit excited cos my boobs are throbbing!!! How sad am I?!! I think I may test tomorrow morning because I feel different but I can't explain why. Hopefully it's not all in my mind. Oh now I'm scared that it is all in my mind. No I'm going to be positive. I'll wait til Dh comes home and tell him we're testing in the morning. Oh I hope I'm pg. Wish me babies girls!!

JM - u lucky thing you! lol, let me have all the goss on ur new house!/ how u get on witht he scan, feel free to CAT any time.

piff - (((hugs))) i'd be more upset at the £350 just spent on the CC me thinks thou!

Pop - ahhh welcome to my world! lol. me work - comp on MN straight up - me home same drill!

KR - don't worry hon, we all have our down days/weeks! u just come and have a good old moan to us! lol

Wow, I can't believe I lasted all this time without MN!!! Finally got home and straight on comp, I haven't even eaten or anything!!

Well no sign of Af yet but my cycles are all wierd anyway so could be coming. I'm becoming slightly more cautiously optimistic!! Could be, couldn't I? Still don't want to test until weekend. Keep the dream alive as long as possible!!

Cp3 - so happy for you!!! Hope you have a fab pg. Keep me posted about everything that happens!!

Thanks Hunker Munker

katie i really sympathise for you. It is truley awful ttcing. I feel like such a wieght has been lifted now ive caught. My dp has had a good 10 months to a year of hell from me and my moods as begining of mnth so high and then after ov get really stressy. I still cant believe ive caught this month as really had all my signs for af.

Piffle Loads of bding for you this month for a christmas baby!!!!

Poadopalis???? Any news are you still holding out till the weekend to test??