emmsys room...only a few left...we WILL graduate the final few :-)

Still can't sleep and nobody is up

Can't you tell I'm not sleepy and trying to distract myself! I've now created a hotmail address (well it's live.co.uk now apparently) I think that I can now ask you from FB to join me on messenger, is that right? Well I'm going to give it a go as I can't sleep, hope you all have a good night x

OK OK I get the hint, I won't stay away when I'm feeling blue!
Bunny Will post to you on knicker checkers just in case you check on here x
Sparkly Definately a good idea to introduce MN to your friend, I know not everyone gets it, some of my friends in RL think its downright wierd but she might appreciate the support and being able to talk to people in similar situations is a godsend.
Fruity How is the head?

MSN question, will I have to have a hotmail account to do this?

sorry for posting here - but i wasn't sure if mollie was checking knicker checkers right now and i just learned of what's happened. i hope you ladies don't mind (tho i recognise most of you from the avengers thread back in the day - - hello!)

this is what i posted...
mollie i am so sorry to hear what has happened!! i can't believe this - it's so unfair esp after seeing a hb in early scan. i know nothing i say now will really help - it's crappy that us ladies have to go through this. it really is. i hope you know that we are all here to chat and to support you - am sending you big hugs. i remember my first mc it was a big blow, but my second mc really knocked me and my confidence. it was a dark time and spent a lot of time crying randomly, but looking back i needed to go through that to come out of the other side - do cry when you feel like it and allow yourself to grieve. i wish you peace and future happiness mollie. big hugs xx...

just also wanted to add to please treat yourself with all the comforts and rest lots in the next few days and weeks a- erpc really takes a lot out of your body and also it's such an emotionally trying time - i totally know what you mean by saying that you feel so empty. that's completely normal to feel that. i hope your doctor will help you find some answers in the future. post lots here - mn saved my sanity in my dark days and the ladies here have all been so supportive. take care bunny

Evening ladies!

Mollie please don't stay away when you feel down unless you want to. Sometimes those are the most important times to post imo - and certainly don't feel guilty about it or like you're dragging us down, we're all here for you and I know we all want to do anything we can to help, and if listening is the best we can do, then that's what we'll do! Besides, some of my previous posts have been proper slit your wrists stuff, and you lot still let me post
Am so and about that first nurse though!!!!! I thought the one who asked me what my "presenting complaint" was when I was in the ward waiting to be taken down for my erpc was bad enough... [stupid-bint-emoticon]

Sparkly really good plan about asking your friend to join mn, helped me through some really dark times, honestly don't know what I would have done without you all . Totally understand what you're saying about deleting posts, let me know if you want me to delete some of mine too (for the same reason!) - if you could let me know which ones that would be helpful!

Just been lurking over on knicker checkers, full of heavily pg ladies swapping stories about being over-due and having enormous bumps

Evening girls

DP only just back home so I whipped the laptop from his bare hands and here I am at last

Emmsy lol re hitler . I was trying to work out how to forward the list on to you but I don't think it's possible. I think I'll start a new one. I agree about the instant messaging on FB. It's crap basically and too small. I much prefer chatting on MSN.

Georgie I'll text you in the morning . I'm going out check the weather report now... h crappola, HEAVY SHOWERS grrr Oh well, see what it looks like in the morning

Well I woke up with a headache but then I made matters worse when in my bathroom I was trying to get ready and had the cabinet door open. Suddenly the kitten ran in (she likes to escape out the window so I had to grab her) she was hiding behind the toilet, I grabbed her and stood up very fast and CRACK headache much much worse My original headache seems to have gone but I have a nice big lump on the side of my head which is quite sore

piper glad your temp has gone back up, lets hope it stays that way. A crystal ball would come in very handy at times, probably too handy though x
Yarnie hope all is ok with you, haven't heard from you in a while?xx
(does anyone know if yarnie is on holiday?)
fruity have you sent everyone a copy of that sheet you were talking about. The facebook one. I am still getting a bit confused re: who is who
P.S hope hitler has sorted his neglect problem out!

Girls I found Facebook very irritating last night, it kept cutting me off when I was trying to chat with sparkly.(maybe it was a one off ) If anyone is on msn and would like to chat via that,it does seem to be alot easier. let me know your thoughts and we can all exchange msn names & emails etc... if anyone is interested that is!

my chart

just reposting a link to my chart, i seem to have withdrawn the other one

Hello ladies

just a quick me me me post

on lunch break,

thanks for all the advice re chart. I was thinking along the same lines that AF was on her way, but a nice high temp for me today 36.67, so i guess i will have to wait and see
Its an awful pity that clearblue would not invent a crysal ball that could let us all know

I have withdrawn a message didnt know i could do that

Mollie please dont worry about bringing the thread down, we are here for you whenever you need support ((((((HUGS)))))))

Mollie as the others have said please don't feel like you shoud only lurk when down - we all have days/periods where we need to vent and we are all here to listen to each other, please feel free to let out whatever you are feeling xx
Sparkly good idea re: MN
Oh dear Fruity is it a PG hormone headache ? They are so rubbish as they just linger all day grrr...
piper I had a look at your chart last night and wondered whether the first dip was a 'fallback and rise' pattern and the 2nd perhaps an imp dip ...? Unless you have a very short LP I'd be surprised if AF on her way already - what's today's temp ?

Morning. Just a quick one from me.

Mollie Second everyone elses thoughts. You're not bringing the thread down. Friends should be with you thru thick and thin. And most of us have been thru m/c's. So never think we're not hear with a big smile and shoulder to cry on.

Fruity Just text me tom morning and we can work out what we're going to do. 07967 646953.

Hi to everyone else. Hope you have a good day. More later xxxxxxx

Morning all,
Just a quick one from me...am off to the GP soon.
Mollie Please don't worry about bringing the thread down. We are all here for you and want to help as much as we can. I am so sorry you have to go through this. I hadn't even thought about how close we lived...if you wanted we could do a half way meet for a coffee when you feel up to up. . Sending you lots and lots of love. xxxxx
Piper at your weird chart. How is your temp today?
Fruity Hope the headache sods off - this dull weather isn't helping at all.

I was thinking last night (I didn't sleep very well) that I might ask my friend to join MN when she is out of hospital. I think the support would really help her - esp chatting with people who have been in the same situation. Before I do this though I might have some of my posts withdrawn (where I have talked about her) incase she does a search and realises I've been nattering about her . I'm sure she wouldn't mind but I'm just trying to do everything to make things smoother for her.

Hi to everyone else. Will pop back later.

Morning,
Mollie you sound so strong but please don't feel you have to be in here. That's what we're all here for. {{{hugs}}}

Well DP's taking the laptop into work today again so I thought I'd quickly jump on it while he's in the shower to say hello to my girls

Not sure what I'm going to do with the kiddies today Weather pretty miserable. I'm at a loss really because my Childminder friend who I spend almost everyday with is on maternity leave. Maybe I'll take them for a walk through the park, no doubt it'll p down on our way.
Maybe we'll bake some cakes, any requests?

Piper I'm afraid to say I agree with Emmsy but who knows eh? It's not an exact science is it. Interested to know what your temp is today.
Re the crib sheet, just put your MN name on so everyone knows who you are then press send. Everyone will automatically get it

I have a headache this morning, woke up with it. I had a rather lovely dream about Sawyer from lost though Although he had my DP's name which was odd. Unfortunately no sex was involved (I'm never lucky enough to have dreams like that) but there was a bit of snogging, he's a very good kisser

Have a lovely day everyone, I'll check up on you all tonight

piper don't want to dissapoint you, but it looks to me that AF may be on her way, could be totally wrong though, it could be an unusual implantation dip need to see if it goes back up today, fingers crossed xxx

mollie please don't worry about bringing the thread down. We are sad for you, but thats because we care about you. Post when ever you feel up to it hun,really wish I could work miracles sometimes xxxxxx

EI I live just over an hour away from Cardiff so not far.
Just to say morning guys and to let you know that Mum is taking me to her house today which is probably a good thing as I feel very sad and empty today. Have cried buckets already and don't want to post on here all day bringing the thread down. So on my crappy days I'll lurk and post when I'm brighter.
Love you all for your support and kindness to all of you x x x
Oh and thanks for my FB messages too x

Thanks guys means a lot x
Also meant to say Kate thanks for taking me off the list

Hey Mollie X-posted. Glad everything went as OK as possible and really pleased you've got a referral. We'll be here in the next few days and weeks to help you through this. Sleep tight and (((hugs))) to you.

Hi Mollie. Been thinking of you all day. Glad that it's over for you now. Well, not over as such. But you know what I mean. And very very pleased for you that you have your appt. Sweet dreams lovely lady. As my mother says, tomorrow is another day. xxxxxx

Evening ladies!
Between FB and MN I'm getting nothing done these days in the evening! I should warn you though that I don't really use FB all that much and my photos haven't changed since I first set up my page... but perhaps that's all about to change
HTGG Just seen your friend request and accepted it.
Mollie Saw you accepted my friend request and that you'd replied to the crib sheet so hope you're doing as well as possible after today's ordeal We've all been thinking of you.

You lot have been busy on FB! I've accepted all your requests and completed the crib sheet, DH says there's a way I can put you in a group so that your all together so might look at that later or tomorrow. And your all right, we are a lovely looking bunch x
Thank you so much everyone for your messages, had a little sniffle, but otherwise doing OK. Went to the hosp at 8am this morning with Mum and the nurse that met me said Mum had to go She then sat me in the same cubicle as last time and left me to put my gown on and nobody came to see me for 3/4 hr, all I could do was cry. But the nurse that came to see me was lovely, she gave me a cuddle, told off the first nurse, said of course I could have someone with me, and called Mum to come back Everyone was really lovely especially when they realised I'd been in only in January. Good news is that they have referred me to a consultant (and he's the best one at our hospital) Normally it's 3 m/c's but because I'm getting to be an old bird he was happy to refer me now. So I have an appt for 30/09/08 (6wks) which I think will help with my recovery as I will feel as though something is being done. Got home at 4pm so quite a long day, and as I've been away since 2.45am this morning will be off to bed soon. Little more painful physically this time, think it will hit me tomorrow emotionally as I've been on automatic pilot today just to get through it.
Anyway enough about me, hope everyone else is OK
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