Aww LB, not much fun is it? I think feeling down is just all part of it, I spent the first few months so down in the dumps, haven't been too bad in the last week or so. I don't think the weather helps at all, so bloody miserable all the time (although it has been quite nice yesterday and today) I am OK though thanks, starting to get a bit woried about lack of movements, and am getting really breathless for no apparent reason, dizzy etc. have a MW appointment tomorrow anyway, (triple test and they are re-doing my rubella because they cocked it up last time) and I am going to really try and get them to agree to induce at 40 weeks, I'll end up being induced anyway, so have tons of arguments for it!
GYo, I think the doctor would have got you a scan today if she thought it was really bad, she sounds like she's been really helpful and I don't think she'd make you wait if she thought it was over. If it helps any, after my quip about instinct, when I had that bleed I was utterly convinced it was all over, and look how that turned out!