Very nervous to TTC after a miscarriage but am going for it

duh, obviously, that should read ;DIDNT test!!! would tell you if i did!

well, happier DQ now as dh has said sorry (major novelty)
Bella, actually it was all i could do not to test (pg test) this morning. absolutely miles away from 20th (preposed test date) but tempted as purchase 'ultra early' pg tests and was reading the leaflet. apparently i can test just days after CONCEPTION. wow. did test, but............nearly had too! so understand utterly your test collection growing there.
try not to bankrupt yourself but otherwise, go ahead test all you want, if it helps. gosh we have enough to stress about without worrying we are 'odd' or weird for testing so much. and its so 'normal' everyone i know ttc-ing tests as often as poss. i think i will either have an opk or early hpt in my hand every morning!!! its just this 'phase' id like that. once your pg, its onto the next worry......and then the next and then the next.....(once their born, well you REALLY lose it! ) would you like me to tell you the make of my ultra early ones? or am i just feeding your addiction???

its too late yingers, have decided youre a dirty old woman..!!!

Other men also a bit of alright:

sean bean
Colin firth - yummy
Ben Affleck
Russel crowe (as gladiator only)
Matt damon - only when smiling
any of the men in Lord of the rings, nice and sweaty
the guy who plays angel in buffy

Ok will stop there before u all think I am some dirty old woman!!!

am def more johnny depp than brad, although my fave is keanu, what a babe!

Bella, has been about 3 weeks or so I think, have no real idea what to expect.

And yes totally know about the ttc arguments, my dh is also keen to have another baby and is in some ways more obsessed than me but he doesn't want to talk about it to much especially the o time, he thinks it is enough to know about it, we don't have to discuss it. This normally leads to an argument where i accuse him of not being able to communicate and ignoring my feelings and so on!!!!

And i guess it would be quite nice to give birth and then tuck into turkey and stuffing!!!!

goodluck with your friend MEN, cant live with......cant apparently live without them..

aaaaah, yes Robbie. lovely man. bit f*cked in the head (after reading the book) but just so so in need of ...ahem.....'mothering'

no no no uve got it all wrong robbie williams is the ONE mmmmm
well i can completely sympathise on dh being child..mine is great 96% the toehr times its like having a stroppy teenager..i wouldnt even say toddler as my son is nowhere near as bad..lol
Anyways will try and catch up later as am supposed to be going to see a friend who has just made her dp leave....so preparing myslef for a bit of tears

bella (((HUGS))) love you for cheering me up. dh being my fourth child today. grrrrrrrrrr.
now on to serious things. Johnny i think, tho you know, Brad is rather lovely too. i do think mr depp has more deep and dark eyes which look like hes abit naughty, abit cheeky.....
hugh Grant is really my 'housewifes pin up' tho.

blimey Bella, sounds like you bounced out of bed this morning!!! cheery lady you. this morning i have already had fight with dh -its not good already today then. bugger men, bugger bugger,...ahem, sorry. hes just so wrapped up in work right now (git) that i cant seem to speak to him. and you know how ttc/after m/c is, you feel like youve moved so far in just a few hours thinking, that you want to share how you feel with someone. him actually. but theres no way we get round to 'deep' or 'intimate' conversations last few days, it all meaningless 'have got got.....' 'did you remember...' sort of talk. sigh. sorry...i'm being crappy and negative arent i? TOLD you had PMT. so dh sulking today and me angry........need to distract myself then. can you all post lots to fill my had with something else other than fighting with dh??? we're okay really, this happens everyso often with us. I tell dh i didnt like something he siad/did dh sulks for soo long i get mad, then we fight, then we clear the air and then its okay again........... as annoying as it is at this part of it, its got to be healthier than never saying what we think!!

ah yes, understand about the pressie thing, but it would be special for the labour part!!!LOL
i'm so bored tonight ladies, wish you guys stayed up later!!

Bella, if op means operation, yes am being a bit stupid, then I never had one, I got a lovely internal scan and was told that there was nothing left and sent home.

Drama, I am not sure I would want a xmas baby, as am one myself and getting joint presents is a real bummer. Of course if I got one i would give them an official summer birthday!!!!! Shame my mum didn't do that for me!

ah yes, but six wks mean i have to WAIT and its not one of my strengths!!! still we'll see.
valentines day is quite likely to go by here without a murmur. aside from swapping of small gifts and me making something silly heart shaped for tea for entire herd. (we've had heartshaped pizza before.......)
hereshoping, fancy dec baby myself and thats cheering me on to next cycle (and the next) if this ones crap. around christmas would be icing on cake after s**t start to the eyar we've had. if I'm very honest with you guys, i would like a baby before the years out. i have set my self a 'target' (always a bad thing) of that. i know i know, doomed to fail but !!!

Dq 6 wks sounds right
im not even going to think about ttc this cycle though dh raring to go - need a break from the obsessing
also always fancied a december baby like myself...
anyone used persona before? dh got me one though never used ov sticks etc previously instructions look complicated
had nasty shock this am, friend with flu and her dh dropped their 3 kids off at 715 on his way to work. 6 to get breakfasted and to school - do I really want another?
bella enjoy weekend - Im actually travelling overnight on boat to Ireland on Valentines night with children - taking them to stay with my friend for half term
got a great deal on the fare and then realised why!

DQ i would wait till 6 wks post op personally..only cos i know my af didnt turn up until over 5wks after. I think if it hadnt come by 6wks i would have tested

happy monday ladies have been shopping today so is indeed happy monday (hmm... sounds like i spend most of my time shopping now i've mentioned it two days running.......oh wait! i do! ) tho today was shopping for new story books for dd, so not exactly glamerous....
Bella! amsterdam? how lucky are you? have a blast wont you? sigh, i think i've been married tooo long for valentines day to be a special big occassion. dh keeps telling me what a comercial rip off it is, and tho hes right (shhhhhhh! dont tell him!) i still appreciate it being marked by gifts/flowers/tokens of love.....LOL
Yingers, sorry about the neg opks too..having re-read my instructions with mine it does appear that i have already had my LH surge. tells me to start testing much earlier than i did. ah well. we either got the eggie this month or we didnt. not much i can do about it now! keeping up the bd-ing just incase of course! its a total mystery to me too when af will show. sometimes my cycles are 26 days sometimes 31, and with the surgery.well its anyones guess! will do pg test if af hasnt shown by 4 wks from surgery date i think. sound about right to everyone? like you all have said ALMOST a relief when af does show, at least i can count from then.
yes mishi, nice to have some time by ourselves isnt it? its bedlam here when everyones home at once, and tho thats nice, its very wearing! so mondays are my sundays dh has wednesdays off too.
hope your mondays are good too.

hello all,

Bella - hope u have a lovely time in amsterdam, would love to get away myself but money a bit tight so will have to leave it for now. Hopefully dh will take me out for dinner although am still waiting for him to take me out for my 30th which was in december!

And it would indeed be great if our bodies had personalised manuals, ttcing would be alot easier.

I am hoping my AF will arrive soon as then I will have some idea what is going on. Like others thought I was oing but sticks said no.

DQ i agree with weekends and being a SAHM although no one to go to school just DH to work...he only usually has sun off but its enough...lol and he has tues in the week

evening all
DQ seaside sounds good..lol sure Ds would love it as unfortumately would have to bring him so if u can put up with a 16mth old....pmsl

heres..im in liverpool although i do go to wirral every couple of weeks to visit my friend..also someone i met online..lol

not too bad a weekend here although am starting to get stomach pains and backache from af..arghh cant wait for her to go now...suppose she cant win..lol

Take care all