No, it's self report on the 24th. If it's negative or barely-there I'll report as negative and won't mention this. Due to the access plan we have done they reserve the right to remove you from the programme after two or more miscarriages. Im testing before OTD, so don't want this to be counted, just in case.
OTD is 5 days away, so I believe it will either be totally gone or blazing by then.
It's not all bad news if it's chemical (although it feels like it) as it does show I am capable of implantation in the uterus. Last month I wasn't sure where I had implanted, but I do feel pretty certain this is uterine.
Obviously I sound calm now - this is after five hours of crying, raging etc etc. I don't understand why I have to keep going through all this. I know some people have it much much worse, but this really is very unfair.