TTC after loss part 5

@Onthedouble123 it socks that you can't enjoy the pregnancy but I have everything crossed for you and hopefully you can let your guard down and enjoy the fact your growing a beautiful little bean xxxx

@DonnaWhat I'm still here. Feeling very rough 😩 which I'm hoping is a good sign but I know ultimately doesn't mean anything really. Booking appointment tomorrow. Hoping I get a scan appt pretty promptly after that because I'm already 10+2.
The feeling so rubbish does, to an extent, distract from the wider anxiety which is a silver lining I guess. Doesn't take it away completely but just taking each day at a time and plodding on.
I do worry about bonding (if God willing it does continue right through as a successful pregnancy). I can't bring myself to believe everything will be fine so almost won't let myself imagine the little bean in there nevermind them possibly ending up a real life baby! Hopefully at one point you do reach a stage where you can let the guard down and start to believe this is happening 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

@MisssMarion congratulations on your BFP! That’s amazing news.

sorry I’ve been missing for a while, I still haven’t ovulated and I’m now CD21. I’m feeling really sorry for myself and not sure what else to do other than keep throwing myself into the gym to get my BMI as low as possible.
its now 33.5 down from 38.7 which I know is good so I keep telling myself that.
we have our review appointment with the fertility clinic at the end of the month following my drug trial. I have no idea what to expect from it so just have to wait and see. Fingers crossed they say they can help us with NHS IVF, if not I’ll be cancelled our Mauritius holiday to use the money from that.

@worldwidetravel2017 thanks, def not pregnant so must be hormone surges

@LucyCL @Ella31 i cried just yesterday! It’s a cruel journey to be on

Can be hormones inclu pregnancy

It's so stressful. I'm 8 weeks and still in a constant panic. I've decided against an early scan too as I don't want to get my hopes up so holding out for my NHS one in two weeks (I'll only be 10 weeks as they've gone by my lmp but I ovulated later).

Congratulations @Bellebg and @MisssMarionheres hoping for viable pregnancies for us x
I am 5+4 and so anxious, i spent 8 cycles upset as not even a late period and now I'm petrified it will all go wrong again. But trying to stay positive in the midst of it

I am a sentimental person and I cry easily no matter how small the thing is. 2 MCs have just made me more emotional and teary. Maybe it is also because of the rise in progesterone in the luteal phase... Maybe I am really holding back!
You might feel anxious, nervous and relieved when you get a bfp again. I agree with @ThelastRolo20 Any emotions would be normal after having losses. x

Totally agree with you! I created my TTC after CP thread because I didn't know why it was happening and was hoping to hear from people about their experiences and suggestions. It also wouldn't exist either...

Grief never really leaves us, I think it just changes its presence over time. It's a reflection of the love you have for your boys ❤️

When you get your BFP you may feel any number of things, all of which will be totally normal xx

Anyone experience any sort of tingling in their nipple during their cycle? Since yesterday I have been getting a tingling sensation just on one nipple. I’ve never suffered health anxiety before but I am finding myself worrying about things recently, and not sure if it’s normal or if anyone has experienced it. Wasn’t sure if it’s hormonal or something else

@Onthedouble123 I haven't see anything from you for a bit. How are you?

@LucyCL I don't even know why I do it to myself. I've looked on Google images to find similar to what I had and read their threads but can never find what I'm looking for. So frustrating 😫 I need to keep away from google 😆😆

@ThelastRolo20 @Ella31 I always have you ladies putting me back on planet earth. Always grateful for you 2 ladies.

I've had spotting in my previous cycles but a bit further on than 3dpo so it was a surprise to see it. Roll on 10 days.

Dr Google is so unlikely to be correct. Otherwise we'd all be experiencing it! ❤️

I’ve not heard of this before - I know it’s so hard but keep the hope ❤️

Hahaha, this is also my worst enemy. Since my 1st MC, I constantly googled anything which I didn't understand about ttc and it was really useful but not healthy. Nowadays I still google but only to read about other people's ttc experience. I never compare myself to other people.😂

@LucyCL good ole Dr google. My worst enemy

I had my CP exactly 3 months ago. The 2WW of the previous two cycles I always had the urge to cry but it was never strong enough. As I am getting towards the end of the 2WW of the third cycle, I have this urge again but still not strong enough. I feel like it has always been deep inside my heart and I know exactly when it is going to happen. The day when I get the next BFP, I will release the urge of crying. Do any of us feel similar here?

I have never heard of pink creamy discharge being a sign of un fertilised egg. How did you know?

3dpo and pink creamy discharge 🙄 apparently a sign of an unfertilized egg.

@Bellebg I missed your exciting news too sorry! Congratulations!! 🩷 Nice to see some positive news on their thread.