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Too scared to get excited

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Waitwaitwait22 · 17/08/2023 18:23

Got a early positive 5dt and I cant seem to let myself get excited as previous ones ended in miscarriage or didn’t work . I feel numb about it and I just can’t feel positive about cause I’m just thinking what if .. I really wanna be positive and happy but I’m just so scared it’s gonna happen again. I probably shouldn’t of tested so early but I feel like if I watch the lines it might help as no symptoms. Sorry for the rant

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Waitwaitwait22 · 18/08/2023 07:16

Thank you @Happyface82 we have just he one transferred but I’m so worried it’s going to be a chemical I was a bit emotional yesterday but nothing now . I was 5dp5dt was beta isn’t til next Wednesday. @Infertilitylife yeah i
ts definitely not an easy ride that’s for sure I will x

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Infertilitylife · 17/08/2023 21:11

@Waitwaitwait22 I had my IVF abroad so my gradings weren’t the same. And made no sense to me. I did have brown bleeding at 5 weeks and 9 weeks and was certain that it was going to end badly.

I totally understand the worry about testing again. I went crazy on testing though and only stopped testing numerous times, daily, after my scan at 6 weeks.

it’s almost like after everything we go through we almost can’t believe it, can we?

but your line is lovely :) keep is updated xx

Happyface82 · 17/08/2023 21:05

This is indeed a very strong line. Mine was like that at this stage. It turned out we had twins (we only had 2 embryos that we used at the same time). Sadly we lost 1 further down the line but just at 37 weeks now with a little girl.

Keep us posted! When are you having your betas?

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Waitwaitwait22 · 17/08/2023 20:45

@Infertilitylife ah congratulations 🥰 . I just don’t know how I feel about it as it’s the first I’ve taken so I wanna wait 2 days and test again am nearly scared to test again incase gets lighter. It’s definitely not trigger as it’s been 12 days since then . What grade was your embryo if you don’t mind me asking mine is 5bb x

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Infertilitylife · 17/08/2023 20:12

That’s a lovely, strong line - congratulations :)
I also got a positive after IVF and my 5dp5dt line was barely there. Currently almost 18 weeks :)

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Waitwaitwait22 · 17/08/2023 19:43

Thank yous I will do ❤️ @LBFseBrom keep me updated to @Internette x

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LBFseBrom · 17/08/2023 19:20

I wish you every success, Waitwaitwait and truly wish and pray that there is something about which you can be excited. Do come back and tell us. Look after yourself.

Happyface82 · 17/08/2023 19:13

Hope it all goes well this time! Fingers crossed!!

Internette · 17/08/2023 19:12

Im 4DPO, and ordered some easy home tests for next week.
Will you keep me informed?

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Waitwaitwait22 · 17/08/2023 19:06

Thank you @Internette this is though ivf so I’m use to waiting now lol . But thank you 🤞

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Internette · 17/08/2023 18:49

Only time will tell :) this is a good start for this month ! I wish you the best luck 🍀

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