July <3

@Vic231 just replied to you on another thread. So sorry to hear of your latest loss 😔 I'm glad that the amazing @LeopardLover was there to support you through. Sending a massive hug. I may also dip back out for a while but will see how I go. X

So very sorry @Vic231 thats a lot to go through. Hope you are doing as ok as can be.

Oh @SnookyPook I'm so sorry.

I've been away for a little while and just dipped back in...

Unfortunately I had my 3rd loss last Monday. (TFMR at 25weeks, chemical and now 6weeks). Thank you for sharing your experience, I love your outlook so much. Today I am feeling much lighter and more optimistic. We have bloods booked in via the EPU for some investigations in a few weeks and I've just started taking Ovum supplements after reading It starts with the egg (£££ but cheaper than buying them all separately!) but didn't know if you knew about this?

I'd also like to share a public thank you to the amazing @LeopardLover who held my hand through my latest loss, it meant a lot to me ♥️

Sending love to everyone, dipping back out for a while again I think xxx

Yes, thank you ladies. If anything, after the MMC, I'm relieved that it's happened early on if it wasn't viable. I do strongly believe that the right one will come along when the time is right so I have to hold onto that.

How's everyone else doing? Xx

@SnookyPook Oh no! I'm sorry 😔💜 Like you and the others said, your rainbow baby will pop up at the right time. You just need to wait for that perfect sperm/egg combo! Take it easy on yourself this month 🌈✨x

So sorry @SnookyPook what a rollercoaster to go through, but at least you are not feeling too bad. The positives are that you have gotten pregnant so there’s no reason it won’t happen again and the right egg/sperm combo will happen. Be easy on yourself.

Thanks guys but unfortunately I'm on the 'short-lived excitement' train... CB weeks indicator which should have been 2-3 by now has come up with Not Pregnant which is pretty conclusive!! No bleeding yet but at least I know it's coming. Just hope it doesn't take too long now.

This has hit me far less hard than my MMC in April. I guess I'd had less time to feel hopeful etc. It almost feels more surreal than anything. I'm still trying to home in on the positives that we've got pregnant twice in the space of 8 months, and less on the mad panic about egg quality etc 😬🙃

The right one will come at the right time. I'm sure whenever my rainbow does come along, it will make absolute sense why I had to wait for them. 🌈💕

@SnookyPook congratulations on your line. A line's a line- it getting darker certainly isn't definitive! How dark was it to begin with? Keeping everything crossed it sticks! 💕 xx

@SnookyPook I'm crossing my fingers for you and sending you all the positive vibes! 🥰

Aw thanks @LeopardLover ... yeah I got my positive at 14dpo - today I'd be 18dpo and the tests look exactly the same. So I immediately assumed chemical. However, still no bleeding and I have just seen some reviews online that others had fears of chemical etc due to crappy progression but on other tests lines were stronger and their pregnancies continued... so not quite sure now. There is still a nugget of hope. Will try different brand tomorrow and possibly contact gp to see if they'll do bloods. 🤞🏻🌈

@SnookyPook Hello! How are you feeling today? 💜 I just saw your rollercoaster couple of days on another thread. How many DPO are you? I really hope it isn't a chemical 😔

Gosh, your poor Dad! Glad he's doing OK - that must've been scary. A month of MN to disconnect sounds perfect.

And of course, those milestones can be challenging but I'm glad you're letting yourself feel everything.

Sending you lots of love! X

@CAGH03 How are you feeling?

@LeopardLover thanks for the tag! Just returned from my MN hiatus and sooooo many posts to catch up on! Lovely to hear of BFPs and continuing healthy pregnancies! @CAGH03 great news! Sorry if I've missed any other announcements!

I've had a month off from manic MN checking every hour and I think it's done me the world of good to get out of my head a bit. Have been doing yoga, and spending time with family. My Dad has been quite poorly, resulting in emergency spinal surgery last week! Thankfully he's come through it ok and hopefully onto better times! Anyway, it's also been a poignant time as rapidly approaching what would have been my due date at the end of October... Can't believe that's coming round so quickly. But I've taken time to feel the feels and I'm mostly in a much better place now.

Apologies there's no way I can allude to all posts I've missed individually but lovely to hear from you all and yet back into the swing of things.

I had my period last week though… I have been thinking I should perhaps test

Well I don’t know! My period was last week and I feel like I would when I’m due on. I’m in my fertile week and I normally feel really energised and happy that week. Today I feel sad, headachey, cramps and tired

@DuchessofSuffolk Sorry you've been feeling weird 😔 Are you a bit under the weather? I've had strange cycles some months too! Hopefully you start to feel more like yourself soon x

I’ve been feeling so weird recently. I’m supposed to be in my fertile week, but I can’t put my finger in it I feel crappy, tired, headachey, I have cramps - pretty much like I’m on my period but not. I had my period last week. 😔😔

@CAGH03 Oh no 🙈 you need a little badge! I had one in my maternity pack at my booking appointment last time 😅

Waaaah, I hope you don't get it too bad. I'm still sick daily! X