1DPO... Any tww buddies?

Sorry for all the messages, I’m a mess. And now have had bleeding so it must be af and negative but tests are dodgy. Feel so stupid now. Anyway, false start, sorry

@Kellyaust @Jadeypie I’ve just realised the tests, cb and Premom were the ones I had on holiday and it was quite hot, think it got to 33 one day. Wonder if that has anything to do with it? Does it affects them? Hadn’t really thought about the heat but the cb one did seem a bit weird. Probably a false result, need to tell myself it’s wrong I think. Going on a hunt for fr tests and will test again later.

@Kellyaust ohhhh crap really? 🤦‍♀️ well
I’m now a mess. Need to find first response somewhere. Did your evap look like mine then? Yes I thought there was something on Premom ones but I literally think I’ve lost the plot so no idea what is going on

@Jadeypie I’ll try to get more tests of the Cb or fr and test later this evening anyway as you say

@Jadeypie I’m so confused. Yes the CB one has very faint blue colour to it, I also used the Premom ones which are not as sensitive. Updated pic with two of the Premom ones as well

@Twocatstwodogs does it have colour? My EVAP was so hard to see and I don't think it had colour either but you can see your line! Maybe do another one later today or tomorrow. They say if it's colour no matter how faint it's positive because only the HCG hormone can cause the colour fingers crossed 🤞🏻🤞🏻 xx

Okay girls, I think I need your help here. See pictures attached, I am due AF today but nothing yet so I thought I should do a test just to get it out of my system. The test was a bit odd and I had to turn it a bit to get it started as hadn’t absorbed into the windows so I think it was a bit late to start. But what is this and I imagining something, I think I am, I’ve had very very faint lines in the past before, but this looks even more faint and weird than those. Is this an evaporation line? I’m so confused. I’d told myself it would be negative stark white, no matter what and now this weird result is properly messing with my head. What do I do with this?

@Jadeypie missed this but cheers 🥂 hope you enjoyed your wine. I don’t drink but it’s times like this when I could do with a glass!!

@Kellyaust totally agree with @Jadeypie your dtd was off the charts, total champ! You deserve a bit of chill now I reckon and dtd when you fancy it!

I’m waiting for the witch today, felt like it might be overnight but nothing yet. Feel like it’s catching up with me, so tired atm.
I don’t know how I feel, think I need to do what you guys are doing and just not think about it for a bit and see what I feel with a bit of perspective.

how are the positive ladies getting on? Any pregnancy symptoms? Probably too early but always interesting how different it is for everyone

@Kellyaust it's the best way forward mentally I think and you was a champ last month 🤣🤣 but then that's exhausting too. Just go with the flow and see what happens that's the best we can do I think all the tracking the pressure the scheduled sex no wonder our cycles go AWOL coz we have been that stressed out. Fingers crossed the relax approach gives us our BFP

Also the witch got me today but am fine with that tbh am glad to give my mind a rest from all the symptom spotting and crack open that bottle of wine I promised myself 🤣 x

Also BFN this morning ladies so just waiting for AF due today x

@Kellyaust I love a good walk in nature to clear my mind and breathe in the air it really does help! Oh I'm glad AF has arrived for you so u can move forward! How do u feel? A weight lifted? Yes I agree it's too stressfull!

@Twocatstwodogs yes sometimes I think is it wrong to have a baby for a sibling because we arehappy now with our little family. But then after my loss like @Kellyaust said it seemed to make me desperate. after the way this tww has had me I'm thinking to stop the tracking every thing have sex when we want ECT and just see what happens I seriously can not be arsed being a crazy obsessive person every month

@Kellyaust yay!! Weird to celebrate af but hey ho, it’s a good sign. Glad you had a nice walk and things are less of a waiting game at least for now. Might be a relief from all the dtd too maybe 🤦‍♀️🤣

I think I’m feeling similarly to you, I just don’t know how I feel right now. I know that if, by some miracle I do get pregnant then I’d be really pleased and relieved the decision is made for me. Very weird emotions. Af is due tomorrow for me so just a waiting game for me to reset too.

@Jadeypie oops, sorry my bad. Definitely test again and see what happen, sending positive vibes.

@Hopefulfirstround so exciting, those lines look great to me, keeping everything crossed for you.

@Kellyaust totally feel you, I feel the same, I feel like I’m just not quite right after the mc and the period symptoms are such a kick in the teeth. I regret not having the surgery for my mc sooner, I thought it was better to wait and let it pass naturally but it didn’t and it took ages. I had a lot of tests and scans around the mc done so I know structurally things were ok and I was ovulating, in my case I think the next step for me is some in-depth fertility testing for me and oh.

But today has been really hard with the kids and I think I have the pms rage which never helps but now I’m thinking should I just leave it with the two we have and stop ttc. Some days it’s really bloody hard work and I know I tend to think like this after each unsuccessful cycle. If I were to average it out I’d say I want another about 80% of the time, and the other times I can’t decide what I want. But is 80% sure actually enough, maybe I should actually have zero doubts?

Does anyone else have those doubting periods?

@Kellyaust oh you must feel like going mad! Have you been doing tests? Definitely sounds like a hormone issue if your not pg. Or just a later ovulation. Your body won't be failing you its just up the wall hopfully the gp will be able to give you some reassurance xx

I done another test this evening different brand and it's stark white so yesterday was a EVAP! Also feel like AF is going to come either tonight or tomorrow so a new cycle for me am taking the let's see what happens approach because I'm not getting sucked into the ttc obsession!

Congratulations @Hopefulfirstround are you planning on doing a digital?

One of the cruelest things about trying to conceive is that pre-period symptoms are nearly identical to early pregnancy ones.

It seems like a horribly unfair joke that our bodies do that!

Ooh look at those beautiful lines 😍

@Hopefulfirstround awww I'm so happy for you ❤️