1dpo, if anyone wants some company for the tww🙂

@Hotmalibu94 I hope af doesn't show her face for you today 🤞 have u tested lately? Xx

Aww congratulations @glasspaw 🎊 and I'm really sorry for those who have had af show her face. My fingers a crossed tightly for the next cycle ❤️

9! I didn’t really expect to see something so definite this early!

thank you everyone. I’m tentatively very happy indeed :)

13dpo today and yesterday was CD24. Last cycle was only 24 days so expecting AF any time from now.

@glasspaw massive congratulations!

@glasspaw ah congratulations 🎉 xx
is that 10dpo? Amazing! Xx

Happy to confirm that I was not losing the plot..

no edits required this time :) hoping it sticks 🤞🏼

@ddaisynner @PamelaShipman80 @Hotmalibu94 I’m so glad! I thought I might be losing my mind I was looking at it so hard 😆

hoping it progresses over the next few days!

@glasspaw yes I can see a very faint line!!!

@glasspaw I can see it! Fingers crossed!!

@glasspaw I can defo see a shadow 👀

Congrats to everyone who has got a bfp and so sorry for those that af arrived 😥

9dpo today and nausea is coming in waves. Got a weird stretching like pain so not normal af cramps. Boobs are being weird as well not the normal usual hurt after ovulation and ache but they are just sensitive and the pain is different hard to say. Loads of acne and a mouth ulcer as well 😥 I keep having hot flushes just hate this hot weather. I'm trying to hold off on testing as I got a false positive last cycle. So hopefully I can make to Thursday. I do have an early digital though hiding in my drawer lmao

I know I need to stop testing… but I’m not imagining this right? I edited the photo to make it a bit clearer.

line eyes assemble, am I losing my mind?

congrats to those with bfps. i’m still too early to test. 4dpo today 😭 i hate ovulating late, i’d be 9dpo if my body had just been normal this cycle it’s absolutely dragging

I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you, there's still a chance xx

@Favofit not since 11dpo but the ones i have I heard it’s unlikely they’ll show positive until after af is due and I’m still cramping. If af doesn’t come by tomorrow evening I’ll do one.

@emmatcc1 sorry I meant to say it is possible and maybe worth testing in a day or two x

Have you done a test yet ?

ladies how likely would implantation bleeding be on 13dpo and the day before af. What I thought was af is gone and my cm is back to white. I went to change my tampon and all there was in 5 hours is a little pink stain so this is either implantation or pre af spotting.

7dpo today and idk what to feel. On one hand my boobs hurt and feel heavy and sore but that’s normal for me before AF and today I’ve been getting lower back pain which I don’t usually ever get (I’m only 20 yrs old). It’s like a dull sort of pain across my whole lower back but then again we went kayaking yesterday and I was carrying some heavy stuff and my whole body feels off but the lower back pain only started about 4 hours after I woke up and everything else was already hurting since I got up so honestly I don’t know what to think. I’ve been so busy these past few days, todays the first day I’ve been able to rest and properly process what I’m feeling and yeah I’m just lost and tired. I’ve been checking for any sort of implantation bleeding but nothing so far and I’ve got practically no cm either.

I’ve grabbed a bunch of tests today so hoping to hold out til Wednesday but I’m not really hopeful with the way I’m feeling.

12dpo today.
My back is absolutely killing me (though I think that's because I was sat on the floor wrapping DH's bday presents 😂) and I now have very loose poos/diarrhea so I think my body is preparing for AF 😭

@emmatcc1 - sorry to hear that!! It’s so tough and so up and down. I would agree that a break from mumsnet can sometimes help - it’s such a different journey for everyone and sometimes it can feel like “everyone” is getting BFPs. Have you or DP had any tests? My DH had a sperm test quite early on and that at least made me feel more at ease / do you def ovulate: do BBT etc. There are things you could do to proactively try and see if there are solutions (even though some people just take time!!). Also after 12 cycles the GP would probably run tests even if they say two years.

@elarcoiris - my cyclogest buddy, that looks similar to my line at 9dpo and by 12DPO it was much stronger so 🙏🏽 for you 😊

Thank you everyone. I’m at the point where I think I’ll never have a baby.We were supposed to go visit my SIL and her newborn but I just couldn’t go.
🤞🏻for everyone still in the tww.

@emmatcc1 I'm so sorry! I feel a bit lost too after AF arrived yesterday, it's so hard just being in a constant cycle of trying then waiting and then disappointment 😥
Look after yourself xxx

@emmatcc1 im so sorry xx I think a break is not a bad idea and if I’m honest, on here, it is super helpful but also makes everything harder too at times xx
look after yourself ❤️