Anyone else in tww?

@HannahLouD what cycle day are you on now? Thankyou maybe it might be a good thing but not getting my hopes up, will keep tracking opks and see if they keep getting darker x

@HannahLouD this was my opk from this morning, after my peak I had a day of it still being very dark then they went faint again but now seem to be getting darker, hoping it’s not af on the way x

@HannahLouD i know how you feel, long term sufferer of anxiety too, I also had cbt a few years ago and tried various medications, am actually thinking of trying sertraline, I had it prescribed a few weeks ago when I had the chemical as I just felt I wasn’t coping well with the disappointment and my anxiety has been playing up ever since, I havnt picked the prescription up yet though (health anxiety so fear of medication) however I have been taking a multi vitamin which for me is a positive as before I wouldn’t touch anything with fear of side effects etc, I probably sound crazy now 😂 it is hard to relax though isn’t it when you want something so much, I’ve been doing my opks every day still just to see what they are like throughout my whole cycle rather than just stopping when I have a positive, today the test looks quite dark, not positive but they seem to be getting darker, can’t say wether that’s normal for me or not as never tracked my whole cycle before, however from what I have read before is that the lh can surge again before af arrives, obviously I’m hoping this isn’t the case but I’m trying not to worry, I know I will probably test with a FRER on day 10, which will be in 3 days but I’m scared, mostly of it being negative but also if there is even a faint line I will worry, not sure if you remember what my lines were like last month but they were very faint, only slightly got darker and then went faint again until I got a negative confirming the chemical, will carry on with the opks until then but really trying not to stress this month, am feeling very off today and felt like I pulled a muscle in my lower right side yesterday, slight heavy feeling in lower abdomen but I think it’s from whatever I have picked up, it’s hard to not think every little twinge could be due to pregnancy, really not wanting to get my hopes up so feeling pretty down everyday until af is due as not expecting it to be good news, are your cycles normally the same every month? X

@HannahLouD whats your ovulation test like today? I think I’ve picked up a virus, woke up with a sore ear, sore throat, feel sick and diarrhoea (sorry tmi) 7dpo today and proud I’ve still not tested usually start testing from day 6 then get upset when it’s negative even though it’s too early 😂 hoping I can hold out until af is due as I only have one FRER and refuse to spend loads on p tests like I did my last 2 cycles x

@HannahLouD thankyou I really hope this is the month we both get bfp x

@HannahLouD yea keep testing with your ovulation tests and hopefully you should ovulate in the next few days x

@HannahLouD dont be silly know one will judge you on here, in fact I did the same, drank for a few days in the evenings drowning my sorrows whilst I was bleeding, then eventually picked myself back up and had to think positive, I got so down when I started bleeding just felt like it was never going to happen, the longer it takes the harder it gets doesn’t it, I keep telling myself this month I just don’t know what’s going to happen, I’m actually even too scared to test early, whereas before I would be poas by now, my cp bleed started 2 days after af was due so I wasn’t too far out of my cycle, I keep thinking if I hadn’t have tested I wouldn’t have even known, it’s hard not to get obsessed by it all when you feel like it’s not happening, tbh I’ve not got symptoms this month like I did last month so it’s not looking hopeful, the most I’ve had is a bit of sore boobs and a bit of nausea here and there but I think the nausea is down to the vitamins I’ve been taking this month, last month I just knew from day of ovulation that I was pregnant, this month I just don’t think so, only had a couple of niggles here and there, last month I had lots of on/off cramping, who knows, will just have to wait it out and hope for the best, at least we have this thread to vent if we need to and keep each other updated x

@HannahLouD how are you? Did your last cycle end in cp? I remember your name from before, sadly my last cycle ended in cp too, I had a positive opk this cycle around the same time I normally would (day 10) I’m currently 6 dpo, I hate the waiting too, I’m unsure wether I actually ovulated though but I caught my peak opk, normally they are just about the same colour as control line but this month was darker (maybe one just never caught peak in other cycles) x

@quietnightmare how many dpo are you? X

@cavebaby i think I’m 3dpo, got my peak ovulation test on 6th, never had one so dark before x

is anyone in the tww again? X

@Lurknessmomstar thankyou x

Ready for cycle 3, pic is last 3 days of ovulations tests, bottom today, hoping to get a positive ovulation test in the next few days if my cycle has gone back to normal since the chemical, I’m not hopeful I will ovulate so soon after though, all pregnancy tests did turn negative so doctor said was okay to start trying again if I felt ready x

@flightless55 how long after we’re you told to test? I’m guessing hcg would drop quite quick being so early on, my levels took around 6 weeks to drop back to 0 last time so was stressful, all I’ve got on my pad now looks like little streaks of old brown blood which is normally what I get at the end of my period anyway, is it worth getting checked out to see why I miscarried before and now a chemical or will they not do anything as it’s only been 2? X