TTC Thread 15...........a thread full of babydust.

Wow, in the time it took me to type that, many more messages sprung up! Not going to stay on long, eyes sore from cold and really need to go and try and eat something - so don't want to be sick, stomache really churning

Hester, I've posted across on the other thread, {{{hugs}}}, lol x

Colin so sorry to hear about your sister, lol x

Fastasleep, {{{{{hugs}}}}} take it easy and be good to yourself, lol x

Things fairly quiet here, got a really queasy stomache - sick bug doing the rounds up here - poor old dh feeling off colour too and it's his birthday, bless. Wet, wet, wet concert was ace on friday night, really good live!

mornin girls - tan, sorry abotu AF hon, he's a real mare that one!

Rudy - I did but it was a lonngggg time ago (6 yrs) the sad thing is thou 2 weeks b4 I had my M/C my aunty had her second little girl, I couldn't look at the baby at the time, it did take about 4/5 months for me to be able to hold her, its a shame really. but with hindsight and all.. at least you have DP hester (my ex accused me of 'kiliing our child' needless to say we lasted for about 2 months after it all happened men can be so cruel)

rudydudy I have CATed you.

Hula what happened with your purse??? I have tried to find the post, but I can't! sorry!

Tan funny that we are following closely to eachother!! {((((((HUGS)))))}.

Hester where are you???? are you all right love?

Welcome to all new comers!

cd2 for me and nothing happening!

Kizy......ooooooooooh! go for it girl!

Kizy - fingers crossed for you. Sounding very hopeful - let's hope you are starting a new thread for us all soon! I think a BFP is just what we all need (though, when isn't it??!!)

Morning all

(((Hester))) sorry you're feeling low but jb's right you should try not to be too hard on yourself. No one expects you to be 'strong' all the time - we're all here to get support and to support each other. Sending you lots of hugs and babydust...

JB - it was a lovely post. I didn't know you'd had a m/c but it was very generous of you to share how you felt to help hester.

Jedds so sorry about AF and short cycle. And Tania too

Fastasleep - how are you doing? I hope you're feeling better.

(((Hugs))) to all feeling down - there's a lot going on for people at the moment but hopefully we'll keep each other sane!

G'day girls wow lots of chatting going on here over the w/end.
Had a wonderful w/end ds just had a ball this xmas is so good he really knows what is going on and i was able to relax while he was off playing with his cousins and uncles. Af has been really heavy was at the loo every hour yesterday and today the family must have been wondering what on earth was going on i wasnt drinking that much was a little painful mainly in the back this month and felt like someone had kicked me between the legs bit like after child birth really.
Anyway just a quick catch...
Hula sorry about your purse being stolen know how it is had that happen 4 times and my account cleared out banks fault the person actually went in the bank and withdrew money and bank didnt check signature well enough so i got my money back but when i had to w/draw money out they asked me for id grrrr how could i show them anything when my id was in my purse and some pig had it and why didnt they ask the pig who had it for id double grrrrr.
Fastasleep & Rudydudy dh had his xmas party last week lunch party but still didnt get home till 3am and then wanted to tell me all about his night
Hester hang in there girl af hasnt arrived yet and if she does we will all bitch and moan with ya. hope you feel better soon and dp pampers you lots
JB that was a really lovely post your a real sweety arnt you XXXX
Fastasleep maybe you should still go to the docs anyway just in case???
Jeddah same cycle as me again this month i got my af on saturday too but iam a 26 day cycle. so sorry it arrived jed is there something you can take to lengthen the end of your cycle i think i was told vit B but i cant take it cause its meant to be bad for endo suffers ??????

well ya know where we are hon (((hugs)))

No you're ok I was contemplating the m/c before it even happened, after my BFN after the reeeeaally faint line I got.. it's ok I'm just numb! I'll 'wake up' tomorrow!! Thanks for the support! hugs!

FS - sorry hon didn't mean to upset u, u know ur own body better than us. :( sorry.

Cries no you can't actually say that! My brain doesn't want to believe you, you're wrong.. you are!... See I'm so silly, Theo's curled up asleep downstairs looking gorgeous....I have nothing to get upset about!...Ouch

either way hon, curl up on the sofa with a hot water bottle and let DH/P pamper you!

hmm, u were late wern't u? hmm my trail of thought is somewhat similar to hesters I think.

I'm reading too much into it I'm sure!

They come and go... less of the stabbing now just really 'hard' cramping right across the middle of my uterus, I'm alright :)... bleeding like a stuck pig though! Ew @ me.

FS - how's ur stomach now? ahve the pains subsided at all?

Aww Hester and jingle you've both made me all soppy today... Jeddah, AF is a btch! I don't know what to think about my* AF...thing.. I feel weirdly numb about it all (which is never a good sign!)... I'm silly though, I mean all I have to do is look at my beautiful baby Theo smiling at me... I'd be falling apart without him!....Soon you guys (especially Hester cos I'm sending you vibes constantly now!!) will all have little smiley beauties of your own... I often think I'm asking too much, I always go one too far!

jeddah - Sorry to hear your result today. my thoughts are with you and your hubby. try and look forward to your christmas anyway and try not and let it get you down.

Hester...sorry honey for the BFN! .

You are finding this difficult I know but you are so brave! I take my hat off to you.

backatcha jedds, sorry about AF hon, what a bit*h the old girl is. i'm right in thinking this is a short month this time?

(best get off i'm being shouted for dinner) - urgghhh the festive trudge later on with the kids to view the local xmas lights.......

Hi girls...guess what....af came today!
My cycle this month is 27 days and I ov on day 19/20.....so I have a LP of 7days!....GREAT!

JB just sent you an email!

that was ment as ty hester!

(sorry didn't realise that was so long!)

CM - he's been away 3 months, we're ment to have 6 weeks together when he gets back - but hey this is the british army so ur guess is better than mine! lol. it's the longest we've been apart since we've been married which is hard, but he's been ringing and emailing loads. The dogs are really missing him as well - I think they're feeling abandoned - Sas has 'abandonment' issues but then again she's always been a daddy's girl!

hester hon - [blush} ty well as u say, it's only been a month, so stop expectin so much from urself! ( i know this is v v easy for me to say and hard for u to do) but over the next 3 days (and I have my finger waggin here at u now) I want you to relax, sleep, (cos i'm sure you've not beed sleepin to good), spoil urself rotten - maybe with a shoppin with PD if she's avaliable - Lakesides good if ur C/C can withstand it! :o not too mention all the diff foods hmmm. (anyhow) how about hou just for tonight, have a nice long swim in ur tub. (if u can with a nice glass of wine and some chocs) to relax, and let DP pamper you for a bit. what else? oh yeah have a glass or two of wine, cos if ur PG then it's best to do it now as you can always claim u didn't know! :o (ok fingers stopped waggin now)

again I know it's easy for me to say, and harder for you to act on (again taken 6 yrs for me to be completely ok with my M/C) but you have to try and enjoy the time you have esp when PG, try to put all of those niggaling doubts to the back of your mind, and focus on one day having your own baby in your arms... and when u do, we all want a pic.. ok.... promise me now.......! you'll be fine hon. X a wise woman once told me (my mum) that if you expec the worst 9/10 it will happen, but it's a nice surprise if it doesn't. I want you to try and think ok I'm PG this baby will be the best little bundle, and the most spoilt little person going! - not to mention u'll have neough sleepless nights when the bump starts moving about - so until u know either way then try and rest up!

CM - I'm so sorry about ur sister, is it a treatable form of cancer she has? have they given her a prognosis (if that's the right word) u know thou science is a wonderful thing and the medical world can work wonders these days, am I right in sayin ur in the states? (if so at least ur medical teams are better equipep than ours, and i'm sure she's having the best possible care) try and stay positive thou. tell her not to give in and fight the cancer every inch of the way! (and eat loads a choc!

(you may have realised i'm a chocoholic - no wonder i've put on 1 1/2 stone since getting married there now i've shocked myself! he he he.)

Hester: I hope that you are still feeling pg but if not that you now know that there are other mners here for you.
JB what an amazing post! I tried to say some of the same tings on the ttc after miscarriage thread and it all come out sounding so contrived. You have a big heart. When does your DH get home? Does he have leave after Christmas? My DH is home today after a 3 month absence. He used to be gone on deployments of 7 months following all of the work-up so I feel wimpy that this seems likes such a hardship this time. Our youngest has never spent this much time away from daddy and he doesn't seem to know how to feel anything but anger about it. Should be an interesting day.
Kizzy: Hoping for a strong dark line today. I used the boots own brand and I coudn't complain but then again I don't have anything to compare it to!

I agree that it is nearly time for a new thread but I have not even caught up with this one yet!

I forget who asked but YES, I am now in Canada. Discovered MN in the spring when I was first PG with the twin miscarriage. We decided to make the jump over the pond in September as this is where all of our family and friends are. (London is such a cold place when you are a foreigner...) I suspect that we will be back in the UK eventually as DH loves it there. I would ber happier with life in Scotland so he applies for every position posted there. Ironic as my mum emmigrated to Canada from Scotland in the 1960's.

Sorry! Didn't intend to write a book. Ignore me. I am just too excited to think! Only 3 more hours of single-parenthood!