TTC Thread 15...........a thread full of babydust.

Hi chacha, just to let you know we've hopped threads, you'll find Tania here: thread16

Dear Tania2,
I'm so so sorry, would you believe i just looked through the forum now and saw your posts! How is everything with you...I've kind of been out of it!

cockenzie - come to TTC16. hon.

sorry Hester about the bfn.so annoying when a lady wants to be pg so badly and cant do it straight away and other women who 'dont deserve it' get pg at the clik of the finger

jb - not long until ur huby comes bak? u must be really looking forward to it now

well kyzzy, ur dh must be over the moon and mayb did read result on the stik?

i am trying to convince myself that this month i aint pg (i dont want to be disappointed as i get worked up so easily, silly me).dont feel pg in the slightest.

hope u all are fine

wow kyzzi.the best xmas present u can have.so pleased for u and excited . anyone else?anyone else waiting to test?

hester sorry about the BFN hon. (((hugs)))

jeds - have u chased for the appt yet?

kiz congrats hon. and don't feel bad.

i'll go over to the other thread and see u all there.

Three cheers for Kizzy!

AFTERNOON GIRLS.

WELL THIS WILLBE MY LAST POST ON THIS THREAD!!!

BFP ARRIVED ON THURSDAY MORNING AFTER GIVING UP TESTING. 5 DAYS LATE AND MY LITTLE BLUE CROSS APPEARED ON MY CLEAR BLUE STICK.

SORRY TO ALL THAT HAVE BEEN TESTING, AND I FEEL REALLY BAD TO POST TODAY, AND HOPE YOU CAN BE SLIGHTY PLEASED BUT ENVIOUS I UNDERSTAND. HAVE STARTED A NEW THREAD TO THE JOY OF OTHERS TOO I HOPE.

THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT YOU HAVE ALL GIVEN ME OVER THE LAST TWO MONTHS.

LOVE KIRSTY..

Morning all.

Sorry about BFN, Hester.

What a nice husband it sounds like you have, Tania.

No AF yesterday. I felt like it was coming for the past few days, but not anymore this morning, but got a BFN a few days ago. Driving myself crazy today, too. Don't want to waste money on another test, and also am afraid will get another BFN, whereas if I don't test and AF doesn't show up there is still a chance.

Hester and Tania you're doing amazingly well!! if either of you were my dp I'd be really proud of you!

you're right hester - it's finding the balance between remaining hopeful and positive and driving yourself insane with disappointment and not wanting to get your hopes up that is so hard. In the meantime we just torture ourselves with too much thinking and trying to work things out that can't be worked out. What we all need is a big fat dose of patience

Are you chasing your appt Jeddah? Hope it's soon.

Tania, how infuriating of your doctor - he must realise how anxious you are. Hugs to you.

Rudy - I think you've got a great chance. You inseminated all through your fertile period! Really hope you get your good news.

hi jedd!

Remember everybody (and reminding myself this) you DON'T KNOW when the magic BFP will come. A few women 'know' but most of us really don't. Some women get no symptoms in the early weeks, some get really confusing symptoms, and IME the symptoms of being premenstrual and the symptoms of pregnancy are not that different (why do they never tell you that?).

Tania, glad you're feeling better today {{{hugs}}}, how frustrating not getting the call you've been waiting for - is there any room for you to chase them up?

Hester, good to see you around, have posted on the other thread, lol x

Hi to everyone else, am just about over my sick bug, thank goodness.

Hi hester, keep smiling honey!

JB yes there was a green light about 4-5 dpo.

I am cd6 today and did my first stick for this cycle.

I am just about to ring Gynae secretary

I admit RD iam a little sore now after gardening but i think iam trying to keep my mind busy its nearly 11:15pm here and i have just finished cleaning the aircon filter and painted the back door. Iam just nuts atm not sure what i should be thinking or doing just trying to stay as positive as i can be or i might just go mad.

Hi Tania - how lovely to hear you sounding so well - gardening the day after your op?! Glad to hear DH is being so supportive. You're right - you have already proved 'them' wrong once and there's no reason why you shouldn't again, especially with such a positive attitude. I admire your determination

Hester so glad your back with us but sorry your feeling so poo!! still keeping fingers crossed for you really hope this is your month.
Well dr didnt call me today bastard
But i had a good day shopping for xmas pressies then when ds was asleep i did some gardening. Shit my throat is still sore from the op not happy about that.
Did some looking on the internet about blocked tubes and the next step for cleaning them out just really confused me i think the next step is an ultrasound of some sort then micro surgery so i will proberly be put back on another waiting list for it all and be waiting for another year i really dont think i will cope with that if the dr tells me that i have to wait. but he may want me to do ivf and thats really not an option for us cause of the $$$$ dh says well we will just have to save the money cause we want 3 children and he doesnt care how much it costs. bless him. I was told at 18 i couldnt have children with out medical help and now i have a ds to prove them all wrong so iam going to do it again...

just to clarify - I know the days when we bd I just don't know when I Ov'd this month (just in case you thought the bd's were that unmemorable I wasn't sure if they happened or not !!)

Hi hester - glad you haven't disappeared on us . Sorry about BFN and cramps and feeling ill - a rotten combination . I can sympathise with the whole Christmas Day fantasy thing - I am sure I am not pg this month, really don't feel a thing at all, but there's still a little bit of my brain that won't shut up about it! CD31 for me and still counting...

I don't want to get false hope as I just have a feeling this isn't my month but could someone tell me...I don't think we bd on O day but I think we did for the 2 days before and the day after. Does this still give us a chance? Or does it need to be on the actual day? I know the window is pretty small, just not sure how small.

Hope the call with the Dr is better than the previous conversation Tania and that you get all your questions answered. Do let us know what he says.

Tania, I so feel for what you went through yesterday. I agree with the others that it is great to know what is going on (I think there must be nothing worse than 'unexplained infertility') but how terribly shocking and upsetting as well. I so wish you could have got better news.

How are you feeling today, lovey?

Morning all, and thanks so much for your lovely messages. I was off sick yesterday, and my home PC allowed me to read the thread but not to post on it - very frustrating! But I was very touched that you remembered it was my due day and you cared enough to ask... thanks so much; it made a bad day more bearable.

OK, got a BFN yesterday. Still no af, but the cramps are really building. Feeling very crushed, because for a few days there I really thought I was in with a chance. I'm still feeling nauseous (a week now) but the other symptoms have subsided and I'm thinking it's either connected to this bug I am going down with, or just some post-mc hormones going a bit haywire. Either way, I feel fairly certain now that I am just having a long cycle (ovulated late so it wouldn't be surprising) and that af will come in the next few days.

I could be wrong, of course; last month I felt SO unpregnant, complete with cramps, and yet was. But I don't think so. Feeling very despairing and also very stupid that I allowed myself to get so convinced I was, and so excited (fantasising telling my family on christmas day etc... what an idiot). I guess I just wanted it so very very much...

Am back at work now - probably a mistake, because I feel completely vile and very weepy - but at least it means I can be in touch with you girls. Thanks again for all your support; I can't tell you how much it is helping.

xxx

mornin all, we're quiet on here at the mo. I guess ur all out spending lots of money at the shops for xmas! he he day 18 here, and a nice green light! lol, will have to finish our bedroom off on the w/e and put everything back in there so I can have a good root about for the other box of persona sticks... i'm sure I bought an extra on ethis month, at least I remeber standin in line with it, i'm not mad i'm sure..... a I?

Tanya - so glad u feel better.thats a relief
huggsto all and good luk to the testers

Hi Tania - you take it easy and look after yourself but if you feel up to bd, then why not?!

No pressure hester, we just care...

CD31 for me and still managed not to test. Not that hard tbh as don't feel in the least bit pg. Will probably do an early one Sat am.