TTC after miscarriage thread 13 💕🌈✨💛

@MrsCristianoX no it's not I don't think I'm describing it very well 😂 I'll see how it progresses if at all. I told myself I wouldn't obsess I would be all chill and here I am obsessing 🤦🏼‍♀️

@mummatara I know way too much about mucus just realising 😂

@mummatara watery? One step closer to the EWCM 🙌

@MrsCristianoX oh yes 🙈 funny DH said to me the other day before had done any BD I showed him how faint the line was and he said oh is it a new one I was like not unless I'm the Virgin Mary we hadn't done it since my surgery at that point 🤦🏼‍♀️ but there's always hope even in the men 😆 I know it's possible but I don't think I can trust what an opk says atm my cm is weird it's not what I would call fertile but not unfertile either I think that's the right word to use for it. it's def strange almost like a clear bit of mucus when I wipe it's not sticky but not what I would call eggy/stretchy either soz if that's a bit gross 🙈 suppose at least there's something there

@mummatara not ridiculous at all. Remember me peeing on a pt last month? Hadn't DTD but sure always hopeful 🙄 ffs. You are one strong lady you have got this❤️ ovulation can happen with hcg in your body as proved by my scan...

@ChloeN @MrsCristianoX I peed on a opk today even though I know it was going to show positive since my PT are still positive how bad is that 🤦🏼‍♀️ DS has got me so emotional today too he's just so cute and funny and cheeky and I'm so sad that my heart is so full and so empty at the same time

@ChloeN I mean i really tried but the flood in the morning and I couldn't resist. Got home about 7pm and tested at 1.25 if you are familiar with the easy@home tests 😊

@MrsCristianoX glad it’s not just me who can’t resist🤣 is your most ewcm normally on peak day? Xx
I have no idea if I’ve even ovulated so I suppose I can’t obsess about what dpo I am 🤦🏻‍♀️

@ChloeN yep. I tried not to this month and then caved after a flood of EWCM and it had peaked xx

To be fair I would pee on anything if it meant I saw two lines for a change 😛

@Bubblesandballoons sounds like me, I’m pretty sure I know roughly when I ovulate but the temptation of the opk is too much 🤣 I’ll try again not to next month🤦🏻‍♀️

@ChloeN I’ve had a few months I didn’t opk and just went by ewcm and my period came when I expected it to. I just like to double check with opks for no reason at all 😂

Does anyone actually not track ovulation each month? I really tried not too this month and just go by cm but I ended up caving but never saw a peak, didn’t test consistently and now my ewcm has gone so I’m guessing it happened?? Anyone know if cm is reliable on its own lol or am I going to have to use opks forever🤣

@Everythingzrosie 5dpo here too :)
lol that wouldn’t stop me from testing 🤣

@Cindy974 aww I remember you as well. Thank you. Still seems surreal really after 2 back to back MC's. I really think mine were down to bad luck and maybe catching covid didn't help? Hope my story proves that there is hope out there 🥰 xx

@MrsCristianoX glad he is fine. Crazy what our minds concoct. I dreamt some woman found a bag of my partners and was laughing as there was viagra in it! He’s never used or needed it 😂😂
@bunnykins123 yay it’s finally confirmed ovulation for you. Now just the tww to deal with.
@Everythingzrosie that was a great idea. I bought Frer’s and I can feel them staring at me through the bathroom cupboard every time I go in 😂

Hi everyone 😊

5dpo and have tests arriving today. I purposely bought ones I know won’t show up until at least 12DPO so I’m not tempted.

@calimc83 aww bless you that’s amazing so happy for you I do remember your name from the old threads, so glad its going well for you! I contacted the epu and because ive had three previous losses they said im eligible for an early 7 week scan so im booked in for 30th November xox

@Bubblesandballoons oh I know I've been burnt before with TWW symptoms. I dreamt the night of my fever that my dad died 🥲 but that was just the temperature (he's fine 😅)

@ChickenT2b I do, I'll try and upload it. It's not letting me do it at the moment 🤦‍♀️

@Bubblesandballoons that's true. I just wish my body would be a bit more text book just to help me a little bit! I finally got my cross hairs today so O is confirmed for the day I was expecting. Phew. That's one less thing to worry about...

@AwayWeGo2 sorry your back here. Hope you manage to get some answers.

@MrsCristianoX glad your feeling better. It’s annoying how aware of your body you become in the tww isn’t it. I had vivid dreams last night, and have woke with sore boobs and a snuffy nose. Would be optimistic, but my pms symptoms seem to change after each miscarriage so could very likely just be that 😂.

@bunnykins123 just feels like anything to do with ttc has that many variables for each person it makes it so complicated.

@ChickenT2b haha it’s crazy we worry if we do have the usuals symptoms and worry if we don’t. Fingers crossed not having them is a good sign for you 🤞🏻.

@Bubblesandballoons i’m 4 dpo… usually have boob ache from ovulation but absolutely nothing this cycle 🤷🏼‍♀️ makes me worry that my progesterone is not high enough.
I’ve got a lot of wind 🙈 and have felt dull twinges on both sides since around ovulation but guess still too early for implantation so probably just the wind 🙈. That is all 🤣

@bunnykins123 do you have a pic of your chart? I always wonder if my spike is high enough. It’s more like a rollercoaster.

@Cindy974 ahh glad u are getting a few more symptoms and they've darkened slightly. Early pregnancy is sooo hard. Especially after loss 💞. I'm 22 weeks now...this time last year I was in hospital having my 1st MC which feels really odd thinking about it. Will u book in for an early scan do u think? X

Thanks @MrsCristianoX @Luna57 @mummatara @bunnykins123! It’s crap being back in the “not pregnant” club but nice to chat to you all again, I’ve been thinking of you all too!

@mummatara that’s horrible, I’m so sorry! I have had a quick look back through and sounds like you’ve had a rough time of it! Hopefully our rainbows don’t take too much longer 🌈

I’ve got a pelvic ultrasound on Sunday (but won’t get any results until I see the consultant sometime next year) so might ask them if they can see where I am in my cycle as it’s all so confusing post-mc 🤷‍♀️

Also should have said, HUGE congrats to those with bfps or who are still pregnant since the last time I was here 🎉, wishing you a happy and healthy 9 months! And sorry to everyone who’s found themselves joining lately, it’s a rubbish situation but the ladies on here are awesome! Xxx