TTC Waiting room stay as long at you like part 4

pistachio i have waited 8 long months and i have finally got a bfp so of course i cant hide my excitment
my hubby wont let me tell anyone as he is more nervous than me and i didnt think that was possible

so go on pistachio and shout from the roof tops !!

everything happens for a reason xoxox

Updated for you

Emmsy CD4 Cycle 4 MC3 TTC#4
Cricri CD4 Cycle 5 TTC#1 (mc Sept '07)
toytownmum CD5 Cycle 8 TTC#3
LobstersLass CD6 Cycle 2 TTC#1
Mibbes CD7 Cycle 3 TTC#1
Eleveld CD7 Cycle 2 TTC#1
Scaryhairy CD11 Cycle 6 TTC#2
HattyYellow CD11 Cyce 5 TTC#3
Abbymeg CD12 Cycle 6 TTC#2
Fairysnuff CD12 Cycle 7 TTC#2
Sandies CD13 Cycle 4 TTC#4
PicknMix CD13 Cycle 7 TTC#1 (mc Jan '07)
Bucky CD16 Cycle 9 TTC#1 (MC Sept 06)
07mumstheword CD16 Cycle 10 TTC#2(CP July+Sept)
LittleSquirt CD18 Cycle 8 TTC #1 (MMC Jul 07 - Asherman's)
Mrsei25 CD18 cycle 3 TTC#2
ClairePO CD20 Cycle 4 TTC#1 Post MC Sept 07
GreenGlassGoblin CD20 Cycle 6 TTC#2
Clouisewood CD21 Cycle 3 TTC#2
Anniemac CD24 Cycle 13 TTC#2
Madoldbird CD25 Cycle 6 TTC#3
Spink CD26 cycle 7 TTC#2
GryffinGirl CD26 cycle 13 TTC#1
Glastochick CD27 Cycle 4 TTC #1
Grinningbee CD27 Cycle 2 TTC #1 (MMC Oct 07)
MrsBish CD29 Cycle 1 TTC#2
Pistachio CD31 Cycle 3 TTC #2
Teeheelady CD34 Cycle 3 TTC#1 (mc Oct07)
toytownmum CD34 Cycle 7 TTC#3
Treats CD35 Cycle3 TTC1
MummyAnnabella CD35 Cycle 1 TTC#2
dressedupandnowheretogo CD36 cycle 1 TTC#2
Fruitloop79 CD37 cycle 3 TTC#2
Musicgirl CD37 Cycle 2 TTC1
JollyBear CD49 Cycle 3 TTC#1

TTC GRADUATE LIST* (we WILL be on it)
Kiddiecare BFP 19 Dec
Nooneputsbabyinthecorner 25 Dec [CD?] Cycle ? TTC#?
Lockets 27 Dec [CD32 Cycle 2 TTC#1]
Hopefully 28 Dec [CD27?] Cycle 1 TTC#1
Excitable 29 Dec [CD36 Cycle 4 TTC#1]
Starlight 29 Dec [CD39 Cycle 2 TTC#2 (MC Oct 07)]
Kirstygem 29 Dec CD28 Cycle 4 TTC#2
Meglet 30 Dec [CD27 TTC#2 POST-MC:NOV07]
Biglips BFP 03 Jan (CD24 cycle 2 TTC~#2)
BabyFever BFP 12 Jan [CD31 Cycle 2 TTC#1]
Becaroo BFP 12 Jan [CD30 Cycle1 Post-mc TTC#2]
Digitalgirl BFP 13 Jan [CD33 Cycle 4 TTC#1]
Kate2179 BFP 14 Jan CD36 Cycle 2 TTC#1 post mc Oct07
Neveronamonday BFP 16 Jan [CD? Cycle 2 TTC#2]
Colabottle BFP 18 Jan [CD42 Cycle ? TTC#2]
theowlwhowasafraidofthedark BFP 18 Jan [CD50 Cycle 7 TTC#1]
SydneyB BFP 24 Jan [CD28 Cycle 2 TTC#2]
Hedgepig BFP 24 Jan [Cycle 13 TTC#2]
MissusH BFP 25 Jan [CD36 Cycle 6 TTC#2]
Sambrads BFP 26 Jan [CD35 Cycle 8 TTC#2]

Hi all - congratulations to all of those new BFP gals - well done. My af arrived this morning and as of this moment, I've had enough - we're stopping where we are (for various reasons!), are jolly lucky to have 3 fab lo's and am therefore leaving the thread. Many, many thanks for making me so welcome and lots of love and prayers to all of you with your trying BFP's, eggs a'hatching and bumps!! You GO girls!!! Love to all, cluckyxxx

hi ya everyone so sorry little squirt
i dont mean to come across shouting i just have a bad habit wih the !!! key hahaha

emmsy i would love to give you a big hug {{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

i dont know much about depression so all i can say is keep your chin up

fruitloop i was putting things on ebay and forgot to take the caps lock off hahaha

i think you might have already ovulated so i think you would have beded at the right time fingers crossed!
wait 2 weeks then test xoxox

MrsEi25 Thanks so much for your advice! I will have a think about what I believe will best for me. xx
Thought that since I have been awake for a while I may as well have a go at updating the list. appologies if I mess it up!

Emmsy CD4 Cycle 4 MC3 TTC#4
Cricri CD4 Cycle 5 TTC#1 (mc Sept '07)
toytownmum CD5 Cycle 8 TTC#3
LobstersLass CD6 Cycle 2 TTC#1
Mibbes CD7 Cycle 3 TTC#1
Eleveld CD7 Cycle 2 TTC#1
Scaryhairy CD11 Cycle 6 TTC#2
HattyYellow CD11 Cyce 5 TTC#3
Abbymeg CD12 Cycle 6 TTC#2
Fairysnuff CD12 Cycle 7 TTC#2
Sandies CD13 Cycle 4 TTC#4
PicknMix CD13 Cycle 7 TTC#1 (mc Jan '07)
Bucky CD16 Cycle 9 TTC#1 (MC Sept 06)
07mumstheword CD16 Cycle 10 TTC#2(CP July+Sept)
LittleSquirt CD18 Cycle 8 TTC #1 (MMC Jul 07 - Asherman's)
Mrsei25 CD18 cycle 3 TTC#2
ClairePO CD20 Cycle 4 TTC#1 Post MC Sept 07
GreenGlassGoblin CD20 Cycle 6 TTC#2
Clouisewood CD21 Cycle 3 TTC#2
Anniemac CD24 Cycle 13 TTC#2
Madoldbird CD25 Cycle 6 TTC#3
Spink CD26 cycle 7 TTC#2
GryffinGirl CD26 cycle 13 TTC#1
cluckyagain CD26 cycle 2 TTC#4 (post CP dec 07)
Glastochick CD27 Cycle 4 TTC #1
Grinningbee CD27 Cycle 2 TTC #1 (MMC Oct 07)
MrsBish CD29 Cycle 1 TTC#2
Pistachio CD31 Cycle 3 TTC #2
Teeheelady CD34 Cycle 3 TTC#1 (mc Oct07)
toytownmum CD34 Cycle 7 TTC#3
Treats CD35 Cycle3 TTC1
MummyAnnabella CD35 Cycle 1 TTC#2
dressedupandnowheretogo CD36 cycle 1 TTC#2
Fruitloop79 CD37 cycle 3 TTC#2
Musicgirl CD37 Cycle 2 TTC1
JollyBear CD49 Cycle 3 TTC#1

TTC GRADUATE LIST* (we WILL be on it)
Kiddiecare BFP 19 Dec
Nooneputsbabyinthecorner 25 Dec [CD?] Cycle ? TTC#?
Lockets 27 Dec [CD32 Cycle 2 TTC#1]
Hopefully 28 Dec [CD27?] Cycle 1 TTC#1
Excitable 29 Dec [CD36 Cycle 4 TTC#1]
Starlight 29 Dec [CD39 Cycle 2 TTC#2 (MC Oct 07)]
Kirstygem 29 Dec CD28 Cycle 4 TTC#2
Meglet 30 Dec [CD27 TTC#2 POST-MC:NOV07]
Biglips BFP 03 Jan (CD24 cycle 2 TTC~#2)
BabyFever BFP 12 Jan [CD31 Cycle 2 TTC#1]
Becaroo BFP 12 Jan [CD30 Cycle1 Post-mc TTC#2]
Digitalgirl BFP 13 Jan [CD33 Cycle 4 TTC#1]
Kate2179 BFP 14 Jan CD36 Cycle 2 TTC#1 post mc Oct07
Neveronamonday BFP 16 Jan [CD? Cycle 2 TTC#2]
Colabottle BFP 18 Jan [CD42 Cycle ? TTC#2]
theowlwhowasafraidofthedark BFP 18 Jan [CD50 Cycle 7 TTC#1]
SydneyB BFP 24 Jan [CD28 Cycle 2 TTC#2]
Hedgepig BFP 24 Jan [Cycle 13 TTC#2]
MissusH BFP 25 Jan [CD36 Cycle 6 TTC#2]
Sambrads BFP 26 Jan [CD35 Cycle 8 TTC#2]

emmsy its basically all about whether you feel as if you will benefit from having the ADs if the answer is yes then it is the right route for you if not then it might be worth having a bit of counselling. everyone has times where they need to let people help them and maybe this is your time. dont feel silly for speaking to your GP as it was obviously bubbling just under the surface ready to come out. this might be the ideal time to 'deal' with some of the issues you mentioned. we are all here as a supportive friend to you so feel free to air your problems here aswell. {{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}
xx ei xx

Sorry for posting twice, it's this damn laptop, it's a bit like me, over sensitve!

Thanks for the advice TF and MrsEi25
I think the doc came to his conclusion because I told him I was feeling anxious and a bit paranoid and that I can't help feeling partly responsible for something awful that happened to my younger brother. I really can't go into it too much. I have been going through hell psycologically for about 2 years, and then I suppose having two m/c's in the last 10 months, and also worrying alot about a few other health issues that have still to be diagnosed, has just pushed me alittle over the edge today! I feel really stupid now, I wish I hadn't gone to the doctor's for eye antibiotics!

Thanks for the advice TF and MrsEi25
I think the doc came to his conclusion because I told him I was feeling anxious and a bit paranoid and that I can't help feeling partly responsible for something awful that happened to my younger brother. I really can't go into it too much. I have been going through hell psycologically for about 2 years, and then I suppose having two m/c's in the last 10 months, and also worrying alot about a few other health issues that have still to be diagnosed, has just pushed me alittle over the edge today! I feel really stupid now, I wish I hadn't gone to the doctor's for eye antibiotics!

emmsy i agree with TF that it sounds a bit of a rushed diagnosis. how do you feel in yourself?? have you had a really bad time of it recently emotionally??(you dont have to answer if that is too sensitive a question) its just that with depression whether it be postnatal or not there are often features/symptoms such as anxiety, and extreme emotional oversensitivity. also from alot of explainations of those who live with depression they have feelings that things are always dark (in their mind) and they dont see things getting any better. it isnt something which should be diagnosed lightly and also medication isnt always the best way to treat it. counselling can sometimes be the best route for many. if you dont feel comfortable taking the medication maybe go back and see your doctor and ask to be given the other options as you DO have other options HTH xx {{{{{hugs}}}}}}

Golly, that sounds like a knee jerk reaction by the doctor.
I don't know what it is like to have a MC, but I imagine that you are just frustrated by the trying and that can be a strain, which could easily have caused you to cry to the doctor. I know I have been in tears to a doc before. Does it mean you have to be given strong drugs?
Is that a strong drug though.

Oh, I just don't know maybe someone better than me will be along soon. But I can totally understand your thinking but I would be too scared to take the prozac and TTC as well. I am a worrier though

Sorry, I was no help at all. But I didn't want you to feel alone out there.

Hi girls, {waves back to cricri, my new CB}
I,m not really sure what to do at the moment. I went to the Dr's today to get some antibiotics for my eye infection, and ended up breaking down in front of the doc! He told me I have post natal depression?, because of my last two M/C's and prescribed me with the mini-pill and Fluoxetine 20mg(prozac) he said I must not try for a baby while I am on this medication. I agreed with him and came home, I have took my first anti-depressant but not my mini-pill (I threw the first one down the loo!) I have told my DH that I have taken it!
I can't bring myself to take the pill, I have tried to find out about prozac and pregnancy and haven't found anything to worry about I am thinking about taking the prozac for a couple of months and still TTC, if I get pregnant I will then stop it. The pressure of 'performing on demand' will also be taken off my DH if he thinks I am now on the pill. Anyone got any thoughts on this?

i agree TF i am just about to go and run(well hobble) and put my own nice relaxing bath on cos DH is watchin the soaps on the sky+ so i dont get a look in for the 2 hours they r on on a monday
littlesquirt i do hope i get a BFP too but at least if its not this month i know it will happen at some point soon esp seems as how we have worked out our expected completion date on the house and it will be around the time when we completed on the sale of the one we r living in now fate??....i think it might be!! cant you tell i am being positive today...well now i am...
xx ei xx

Oh dear your silly man It only takes one swimmer. Doesn't matter how they get there or how long the dancing takes. They are such silly creatures. But heh, you wouldn't be without them eh?
He better be doing a better job of looking after you with your back hurting you. Or we'll be round to sowrt 'im 'aat!!

Hey MrsEi, you have a good memory!!

My op on 21st did go very well, thank you! No more adhesions in my uterus which was the best news we could get. Am now waiting for AF (no idea when it might arrive as I have just had breakthrough bleeding from stopping oestrogen). There def won't be a BFP for me this month because we are not allowed to to try until after next AF.

One of us MUST get a BFP this month so I'll just have to be you!!! I hope so!! xxx

hi littlesquirt my CB!! how have you been?? did you get the all clear?? i hope so
xx ei xx

MrsEi my cycle buddy, so sorry about your back. I hope it gets better very soon. At least you did manage to BD this month so you never know!

Well done to all the BFPs, so many!!!!

Sam - so chuffed for you girl but please stop shouting at us!!

xxx

pistachio - another quiet for you here, I'll keep the big til you're feeling ready to get properly excited. well done you.

THANKS SO MUCH MRSEI25!!!!!

OH IM SO EXCITED BUT FEEL LIKE IM WALKING ON EGG SHELLS!!!!

I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR BACK!!
I HAVE A BAD BACK CONDITION WHICH WAS TRIGGERED AFTER HAVING DS !!
ONE SPECIALIST SAID I SHOULD NOT HAVE ANYMORE KIDS BUT THATS NOT AN OPTION IN MY HEAD SO HOPE FULLY I WONT BE CRIPPED AFTER THIS PREGNANCY!!!!!

hi ladies WOWEE its like BFP central on here the past few days
congratulations sambrads i nearly cried when i read you had a BFP its lovely to see that with your prev probs and having to have clomid that you have your positive result im soooo happy for you
more HHHUUUUGGGGE congrats to pistachio and hedgepig i cant believe how emotional and happy hearing the BFP stories is when you see it on here i was MEGA when i heard about a family friend who is preg and has only been tryin for a month or two i felt really guilty but you guys know how i feel i reckon as it has been mentioned here before
sorry to those who were caught by TEW
a bit of a turn down for the books here TTC-wise. i have pulled my back out and DH isnt impressed as according to FF i Ov today (even though i think i have Oved already) and we were only able to get a quicky in last night cos i was in agony needless to say him with his man-logic decided to himself that it has to be a marathon BD session every time and wont be persuaded any other way so apparantly its 'my fault' if it doesnt happen this month i feel like poo and he is being a prize prat so i think im out for this month...
FL sorry to hear about your DPs crash in your car men eh!! but at least it has jolted him on board the TTC train at last
hi to everyone else and sorry if i have missed any other comments my head is stuck firmly in my bottom today (prob the reason for the bad back) will reread with a pad and paper if i have missed anythin
xx ei xx

MY CYCLE LAST MONTH WAS 13TH NOVEMBER TIL 23 DEC THEN WITH THE INCREASE OF THYROXINE IT BROUGHT ME UP TIL A PROPER CYCLE!!!