🌈 Ttc after miscarriage thread 7 🌈💕🤞✨

Thankyou all 🥰🥰 good luck to you all and I hope you get your rainbow babies very soon 💗

@Louisa89614 im the same going to test again tomorrow and Sunday but that’s it then and wait for the dreaded scan 😊 there’s another thread if you want to join navigating pregnancy after a loss (thread 2) ❤️

Congrats @buntywindermere @Lizm1990 and @Sassy144 :D Amazing news!

I'm... either 6 or 10 dpo x__x After I had ovulation pains on Sunday the 24th I kept getting EWCM until Friday the 29th when I had more O type cramps. Not sure where I am or what's going on. I hope I did actually ovulate. Today my boobs are a bit sore so something is happening, just don't know what. I don't know when to test either haha.

Lovely words @Pluckedblueberry ❤
@AKM89 I feel like the first positive opk after miscarriage is a huge milestone. Try not to put too much pressure on yourself this cycle though and be kind to yourself.
My line this morning was much darker so I’m going to step away from testing as I’m away this weekend and will test again next week. I am pregnant today, and I can’t control tomorrow or next week or next month, but today I am pregnant (I have been saying this to myself since 6am). Still haven’t told DH as I can’t believe to say it in real life. Thank you for this safe space and good luck to everyone xxx

Huge congrats to those who’ve gotten their BFPs since I last posted! I finally got the sold smiley face on a Clearblue digital yesterday morning, 20 days after my miscarriage. Part of me is relieved that things kind of seem to be working (though I am kind of worried I may not have ovulated), and the other part of me is dreading the next 10-14 days and what feels like the inevitable disappointment that will follow. I hate how all-consuming this process is, and it feels even worse to be back here after getting that second line two months ago.

Sorry for emotionally unloading!

Thank you thank you very much!! It feels much much better when someone understands exactly how it feels! Makes me feel I'm not an alien. I'm so sorry for your loss and thank you very much for your message....

@Pluckedblueberry I feel the same, I'll never get over losing my boy and I'll always be mum to two boys even though only one of them is with me. Losing him has changed me just as it's changed my life and I very much understand you wanting people to know your little girl existed, because she did. You loved her from the moment you found out about her and she was with you for every beat of her heart

Thank you 💚

@Pluckedblueberry that’s beautiful ❤️ I feel the same about my baby. I know I’m a mother to two boys even though only one is here with me.

When I lost my baby I felt that a piece of me was being ripped apart. That piece will never be in place so I will never be complete. I never loved so much in my life and I've never felt so impotent for not being able to protect what I most loved. I still remember the night I found out she was inside my belly and I feel honoured to have carried her in it. I keep crying and telling her I'm sorry I couldn't make her see the world, smell the flowers and feel the morning sun beams in her face. I would have loved to hold you in my arms and see your smile.

Today I miss her lots lots lots. I don't care how taboo miscarriages can be, I still want to tell the world I carried her in my belly and it was the happiest time of my life.

I will always love her and she will always be my baby.

@mummyofrb I don’t get any obvious ovulation symptoms and wouldn’t be able to guess without using opks. I think the only way to get guaranteed answer is from temping or blood test though xx

@mummyofrb sorry you're here and you've had to go through that. I can't help I'm afraid - I don't really get ovulation symptoms so I use OPKs but I do know my cycles have been super messed up since and they use to be clockwork. I haven't been ovulating until about CD20/21 since

@Lizm1990 yay! That's lovely news! Hope you're OK lovely x

Can anyone help?? I had mmc and operation to remove in feb. I've had 2 periods since. First month ttc this month but I just feel like I have no ovulation symptoms!! I'm not using ovulation tests just dtd every other day. Has anyone had bfp without ovulation symptoms?? I'm worried I'm not ovulating!

@LuckyMoonstone sorry about the negative. I can really recommend ovusense- my cycles are all over the place and it's really helped me make sense for them.
For this cycle, I got a peak on a CB digital, but didn't have a temp rise, so I know that my body tried to ovulate but didn't make it. If I had just used OKPs I would have no idea and would have just been thinking I ovulated.

@bunnykins123 thankyou ❤️ I’m feeling good, main things I was getting and still am are twinges in my boobs / stomach, I started feeling queasy last couple of days, I can see veins now on my boobs, still sore teeth very random and yesterday I thought I feel a bit crappy like I’m coming down with something and I felt like that last time I was pregnant most days, but Im over the moon as I was worried about how long it would take. 🤞 for you this cycle 🥰

@Lizm1990 awh congratulations! That's a great line 💕 how are you feeling? Do you have any symptoms?

@Louisa89614 thankyou ❤️ I’m going to wake my fella up now 🤣🤣

@Lizm1990 there is no denying that line!!!! Amazing! Congratulations!

@Louisa89614 yessss!! Looks like a line!! So happy for you 🥰❤️

@Louisa89614 @bunnykins123 im shaking just done my test kept waking up thinking stay in bed longer and then was so anxious to do the test! I think it’s positive! I’m so happy but I’m going to test again on Friday and Sunday just to make sure the line is getting darker.

Thanks ladies! I will test again tomorrow and just praying it’s darker. This is why we shouldn’t torture ourselves with early testing!
It’s reminded me how shit it is that we’re all here though. As soon as I saw the second line I pictured my baby, and being heavily pregnant at Xmas, etc. and I think we all do that as soon as we get a positive, so any loss at any stage is always so crushing. Hugs to everyone today.

@Louisa89614 deff looks like the start of something. I have also had a few indents. But my positive was also quite faint. Photos couldn’t capture the pink. But if it has any hint of pink. Think it’s the real deal!!

@Louisa89614 eeeee tentative congratulations! It looks like it could be the start of something 🤞🤞

No line at all this morning :( I guess I just had a weird fluctuation. I’m CD12 now. I was really hoping to ovulate earlier this month. To be honest any day before CD20 would be wonderful for me 😆I’ve ordered one of those OvuSense things, been thinking about it for a while but now I definitely want one.
I have CB digitals but only a few left so I may just finish them off and then leave them if my OvuSense is coming soon.

@Louisa89614 i have had indents that look like your picture 😕 but if you think it looks more pink in real life then don’t rule it out just yet, you’re still very early

I’ve been stung by bad indents on these tests since MMC…but this is from FMU 10DPO for me today. It looks pink in real life though whereas my other indents have been much more grey. I strangely don’t feel anything yet and think I won’t until I see it get darker?

@LuckyMoonstone what cycle day are you? I know how frustrating these opks can be as looks like we’re using the same brand. I know that’s why some ladies prefer the clear blue smileys as you just do one in the AM and it’s much clearer result, but also more spenny. Or other ladies on this thread have just gone without opks for a cycle and focussed on regular DTD like every other day between 10-20 depending on length of cycle. Really hope you get your positive soon xx