🌈Ttc after miscarriage thread 6 🌈✨🙌💞

Morning everyone.

Just wanted to update everyone as I want to take a break from mumsnet and life in general.

Im 99.9% sure I miscarried again last night 😢 its still going on now so its not over yet I guess ill just have to wait for my scan at the weekend to confirm. Im absolutely devastated and heartbroken and just feel completely numb and confused why this has happened again. Me and my husband have decided we are not going to try again so I’m stepping away from TTC and mumsnet as I need time for my mind and body to heal. I’m not sure I’m strong enough to go through this again.

Thank you for all for the huge support you have shown this thread has been amazing. To all the ladies pregnant I wish you a happy and healthy pregnancy and your beautiful rainbows at the end of it 🌈 and for the ones still TTC I’m sending you all the baby dust for your rainbows and future pregnancy ❤️

Thank you x

@mrsmw132 how exciting! How many dpo are you?

@Cruz86 they're coming today so will get the first one done today, they aren't a sure thing everything okay but if they are abnormal at least I've caught it early rather than later x

@mrsmw132 how exciting ☺️☺️ hoping the lines darker for you tomorrow 💜

Okay ladies.last night had horrendous cramp on my left side. So bad I couldn't have dinner.
Went to bed to sulk and await Aunt Flo.
This morning....very very faint line on FRER. Too faint that I'm scared to believe it.
Too worried to tell my wife -she will think me insane.
Going to wait till tomorrow and do one with her. If it's there then...it will hopefully still be there tomorrow 😱

@Cruz86 it sounds like it must be fairly normal if we’ve all experienced it. I’m going to phone the GP this morning to be safe, will let you know how I get on xxx

Agreed @Bridgey8 and @speake your nails are gorgeous 😍😍 xx

I agree with the above @scoutcat but I personally haven’t experienced the above following ovulation xx

@Cruz86 same as me! It’s crazy expensive. Just read about your symptoms changing.. mine are too… it’s such a head fcuk isn’t it. Just enjoying the knowing I’m pregnant until proven otherwise and trying to make the most of it xx

Hi all, sorry been so busy today so haven't been on MN at all!

@Ganesh2022 how has today been for you?

@Prayingformyrainbow93 I'm feeling a bit worried today because my boobs aren't really tender at all anymore and I've been getting some shooting pains 😩 Glad you're feeling good! Let's hope you don't get many symptoms.

@HoneyLemon29 I can't believe your epu has done that. Completely unfair and without good reason. I hope your tests come through quickly so you're not having to wait for long.

@aesgriff £40 for a private scan! That's so good. The cheapest I could find near me was £90 😮

@Bridgey8 and @speake, you've given me inspiration for my next set of nails. They both look so nice!

@bunnykins123 biggest good luck for the morning, got everything crossed for you 🤞🏻🤞🏻

@speake it's funny you've asked about yellow cm today. I've been Googling and debating whether I should go to my gp or if I should just go to the pharmacy. What have you decided to do?

I really couldn't tell you when implantation happened with my pregnancies @scoutcat! I think the main thing to consider is whether these sorts of twinges are normal for you every month?

Xx

I think I'm about 5/6dpo (not sure when I actually ovulated though) and I've felt sick all day and have a pain in my lower right side that sort of goes to my bum cheek and makes it feel numb? Is this related to my cycle at all? I can't remember the three times I got pregnant before what my early signs of implantation or anything were and I'm so second guessing myself!

I have had pains like this for a few weeks that were non pregnancy related so it's likely they're just flaring up again! 😫 I hate the anxiety.

@bunnykins123 good luck with your test tomorrow 🤞🏻🤞🏻✨✨ xx

@speake yes I’m having the same! Mine is almost like EWCM but have noticed some thick yellow splodges too xx

@Skl2021 that’s crazy they’ve only just finished it off at 10 weeks! I imagine that’ll be the case with me too but if I’m honest I’m in no rush.. how have you been feeling today? Xx

@bunnykins123 definitely I have an obsession with POAS and a fear at the same time 😞

@speake ah no don't be silly! Yeh worth ringing the doc just to be on safe side - I thought it might be the start of thrush but glad I was tested as apparently when your group strep b positive they have to keep an eye on it as it's a bit dangerous in labour so (if I get that far) I'll have to have another round of antibiotics prob in labour!!

@bunnykins123 thank you 🤞🏼 Good luck for your test tomorrow, sending lots of baby dust your way. Totally understand the fear of POAS! Xxx

@Ganesh2022 @arianasky thanks ladies! I defo have developed 'POAS fear' - is that a thing?! 🤔

@speake I had yellow in one of my pregnancies. I'm sure I read it's the development of the mucus plug. Niiiice. I think maybe get tested for an infection if you're worried but I think it's perfectly normal from what I saw.

@Bridgey8 thank you, I think I’ll phone the GP tomorrow to be sure. Sorry I didn’t mean to ge triggering when I mentioned brown, should think before I type!! I’m sure it is just clearing out for you, the main thing is you’ve had no more fresh blood gushes 🙏🏼🤍

Great minds think alike on the rainbow nails too, love yours xxx

@speake when I haven't had the spotting mine has been yellow coloured too!

@speake mine went really yellow and I had it tested and I had group b strep (or something like that) and just finished a course of antibiotics. Sadly mine is now slightly brown tinged but I think that's the result of the bleed I had last week - hopefully my womb is still just cleaning out! Xx

@Ganesh2022 yep I’m in that Google infection black hole too 🤦🏻‍♀️ Always something!! Xxx

@speake you've probably gone into a google hole, too, but I'm getting mixed reviews...not for loss, more for things like infection. Blurghhhhh.

@bunnykins123 will be thinking of you for testing day

@speake yellow here, too. I think/hope it's ok.
@Bridgey8 nice nails and I like your ring!

Shout out to those worried, struggling, anxious, or and all else today. It's hard.

@Bridgey8 love those nails, I'm getting rainbow tips on my next set but a different colour on each tip I'm obsessed with rainbows at the mo hoping it will bring some luck, silly I know 🌈🙏🏻

@bunnykins123 eee good luck with the test tomorrow, I have everything crossed for you 🌈🙏🏻

Another TMI post ladies but bare with me, how has your discharge been during pregnancy? Mine has just been a white / creamy colour until now but today it’s been quite yellow when I wipe. Has anyone else been having this? Not sure if it’s normal & worrying it could be the step before brown which has always been bad news for me around 8 weeks. Currently 6.5 😩 xxx

@bunnykins123 I have 2x at home HCG blood tests coming tomorrow or Thursday so I'll know if my results are abnormal by Monday, then I'm going to call my own doctor on Monday at 4+6 and see if there's anything they can do to push a scan that week x