I've name changed for this.
I'm 8 weeks pregnant - unplanned and I haven't told my partner (or anyone else in RL). I'll be 42 at my due date. I have one child and I am not at all sure I want another, and I don't think my partner wants one either - though I suspect he could be persuaded if I really, really wanted another baby. But I think I need to know how I feel before I talk to him.
How do I find out how I feel? I feel uncharacteristically confused.