Ttc after miscarriage thread 4 🌈💞✨🤞

...I thought it would be like in American movies where I'd carefully select an OB who would be with me the whole time. I sure got a shock

@Skl2021 I feel you!! They took us into the room where they told us about MMC this morning. I know they probably wouldn’t remember but I do and it was sh^t. Laying there whilst they’re probing you just horrible. Whatever happens we are here and together we are strong!! Rant, offload, whatever you need to do, just do it here we are here to listen xx

@Skl2021 how shitty :( Seems to be as you say a lot of luck of the draw...location, GP's mood...I'm so, so sorry they didn't refer you. From their perspective...why not just refer!?! Literally, what does it cost. EPU by definition...EARLY. many women won't have had booking appts yet! I'm not from UK and 8 years ago didn't know one needed to "book"...

@Skl2021 @calimc83 @Ganesh2022 @speake @bunnykins123 @Cruz86 @arianasky god love you girls ♥️♥️ Thank you all so much for your support.
Trying to stay positive and tell myself it’s early days. I’ll find out my blood test results later hopefully and they’ll let me know what to do from there.
It’s all so cruel. I wish I could take back all of our miscarriages and gift us all the baby we so desperately lost. The only upside is finding a group of girls who are so supportive of one another. Now that is irreplaceable xx♥️♥️xx

@Skl2021 how sh^t!! My GP legit just checked my cervix so I get not wanting to go for an appointment. Pregnancy after loss is rubbish. I feel so detached. How are your symptoms doing now? We’re here for you xx

@Skl2021 how unhelpful..I'm sure your midwife will refer you tomorrow, thinking of you xx

@Cruz86 Nah, last time I told them, but they just laid into me for trying at my age. Zero support. They assume we stopped trying I'm guessing. So would only be worse if they knew I was "still at it." :( They're here for a week, terrified I'll start properly bleeding and have to smile all the while. Hope your progesterone test comes back good! It's a home test?

@Skl2021 my heart goes out to you so much this morning, fingers crossed it’s nothing & you can get in to the EPU for some reassurance asap. Although I also find EPU / scans triggering so can understand why you’re anxious about that too. Praying that all is ok 🙏🏼🤍 I can’t remember if you’re already on progesterone but if you are you could maybe look at upping the dosage?

@Ganesh2022 hopefully as you say it is implantation bleeding & it’ll stop soon 🤞🏼🙏🏼

@aesgriff sorry you didn’t get the reassurance you hoped for at your scan today. As everyone has said it is still so early, try to stay positive for your next scan 🤍

Sending love to you all xxx

Hope everything is ok for you, keeping you all in my thoughts today @Skl2021 @Ganesh2022 @aesgriff ♥️

@Skl2021 glad we have helped calm you a little xxx

Thank you @Ganesh2022 @Cruz86 ❤️ @peachiekeen that does make perfect sense, and is exactly how I felt in the run up to mine. Sending you hugs whichever way it goes for you!

@Sassy144 I’m so sorry! Sending virtual hugs. I can only imagine how it feels. I’m dreading it. Mine still hasn’t arrived but I’m not reading in to it. My cycle is probably hugely screwed from mc and I’m just riding it out. I’ve told myself that I’m not going to test either as if by miracle I am pregnant again so soon I don’t think I’m ready to know. At least that way if AF does arrive I won’t know either way if I was or wasn’t. If that makes any sense at all?

That first period after a mc is very triggering @Sassy144. You just think this shouldn't be happening to me right now 😞 Look after yourself and do what you need to do to get through it.

@Ganesh2022 that must be really tough. How long are they with you for? Would it not feel like a bit of a weight off if you told them what was going on? I'm okay thank you! Apparently I'm 6dpo but I think it's more like 4. Doing another progesterone test today to see if it's consistently low but, apart from that, I'm just overanalysing every little thing! Got a lot of left sided pain, I'm starving all the time and I've got one slightly sore boob 🤷🏼‍♀️😂 Oh and the bloat is crazy!

@Sassy144 nothing TMI here! Never thought I'd share so many details about my sex life and body and things I've peed on online... but here we are lol.

@Sassy144 !!!

@Cruz86 Thank you so much. I know that I will deal with whatever it is, but the thought of having to do it around my parentsno way I can tell themis terrifying. I'm someone whose emotions are on their sleeve so to hide it would be so, so hard. How are you today?

Sending love to everyone struggling today, I hope things go the way we all hope they will but I know it's so hard not to worry especially after being through the worst before 💛💛

Af has hit me like a tonne of bricks today, stupidly only brought two pads to work, which was wishful thinking..! Didn't realise how triggering it would be to bleed again too. Sorry for the tmi 🙈

Yes I had the worst cramping ever @Ganesh2022! Actually a lot worse than my usual period cramps. I had to have a hot water bottle most nights. I really hope it's just little bean nestling in. Fwiw, my mc wasn't related to my lining or bleeding at all either so I don't think it affected anything in that respect x

@Cruz86 thank you for telling me...worried as came with some cramping, too....

@Skl2021 I think shit experiences really mess with us, so anxiety feels like instinct sometimes. I so, so, so hope that all is ok. What a monday....

@Skl2021 u know I totally get that as well. I'm not even pregnant and already thinking about future potential scans and how I won't want to attend them as it's just too triggering x