🦕🦕 The dinosaur crew - part 8 ttc after mc 🦕🦕

@treesall I was wondering how you were getting on? I read back over the previous thread and noticed you'd had lots of tests done and new treatment and I was hoping you could share details of the consultant, tests and diagnosis if it's ok to ask? Sorry to be nosey - it's just I'm gearing up for more tests xx

Argh, how frustrating is the 2 week wait. I'm second guessing every little thing. Is it just a warning that my period is coming or is this the month its going to happen? Oh a spot is that pregnancy hormones or period pimple? Back pain, some cramping or feeling my boobs to see if they feel more firm!
It's the longest wait ever.... We need some sort of advent calender each month to get us through it!

@apwilso
Maybe your body geared up but did not happen until a few days l8r fingers crossed 💐

@Babyghirl I'm sure I ovulated around the normal time day 17/18 but now I'm a bit unsure. I've got straight negatives for the past couple of days but never had this taste like this until I was pregnant last time. Hmmmmmmm I'll see! It's our anniversary next week so would be a lovely surprise!

@apwilso
Yes give it a day or two you could of ovulated abit later than you thought to goodluck 💐

Hi all!

So I've had a weird period this month basically off an on for two days then a light flow Sunday then nothing yesterday and today really. Done tests and negative tests. Today in work got this metallic blood like test in my mouth to the point it's distracting me!

I was convinced it could have been an implantation bleed but it was around the time my period was due. My pregnancy that ended in MMC I had positive tests before my implantation bleed and my bleed was actually heavier than this "period" I've just had. Should I leave it a few days and do a test?

@ELM7
Goodluck for today thinking of you 💚😘

@Babyghirl that's crazy her saying that here's hoping then 🍀 Im in a phase the longer I don't hear from them the happier I am dreading getting back into it all. Obviously want to know if somethings wrong but at the same time that can make things final right now there's still hope. Iv got a feeling tho nothing will show on on scan, bloods and Hsg and we will be told it's unexplained. In that case Iv already been told we will start 4 rounds of IUI

@27DONFIN
Just take this time to relax while waiting on your apps coming through it will do u the world of good 💚

@27DONFIN
Waiting on an app with my rmc consultant next Wed for my scan results and blood clotting results, waiting on doc phoning me nw about my cyst hoping she can get me an emergency appointment to get it sorted all going on for us with appointments lol, my neighbour was talking to me there she had second infertility had ivf for her second she just said to me September is your month she being saying it nw for a few months lol little did she know I have fell pregnant the last 3 Septembers lol she said she is never wrong so we will c 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️💚

@Babyghirl I don't really know how I feel these days. Think because I'm waiting for appointments at the moment I've kind of let go almost like this is a rest period before it all starts. Still trying but not that focused if I'm honest. How are you?

@Sweetbabydust1989 I can only imagine how you are feeling. Personally at times I want to switch off from it all it's so draining

@sweetbabydust1989
Will find out next Wednesday what he wants to do nxt fingers crossed its not a bad dip 💚 I don't think you will be in to long of that's what time they bringing u in 💚
@miscarriage39
No luck what so ever lol going to phone my doc today to c if she will put and emergency referral in for me what pup did you get yourself 💚
@PeanuttyButter
Awwww sorry your feeling like this it's so hard isn't it just remember different egg different sperm different outcome 💚

Could not think*

@PeanuttyButter
I used to feel the same. It comes and goes the feeling that you are losing it again.
It is hard... nobody understands how terrified you feel inside.
What i found helpful like you did is repeating myself that regardless of what happens this time i want to enjoy and cherish every moment of the pregnancy. The time i MC i was so negative all the time and didn't want to bond because i had this gut feeling from the start that something was off.
With my DD i did the opposite and just kept convincing myself that everything is ok. I trust my body. I do my best to be healthy and as far as i am concerned i am having a baby. Keeping positive thoughts like saying to my body and this little bean "we can do it!".
Getting out of the house or doing some activities helped clearing my mind and the pessimism some days.
This chat and the pregnancy ones were also good to vent and be reassured.
And those days were i could no thinks straight because of that horrible feeling i booked a scan or a blood test early on.
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Thank you @ElsieG3m I don't know what's wrong with me today I'm just so emotional. I've been quite alright up til now. I said to myself that no matter the outcome I wanted to try and enjoy this pregnancy as last time I was just terrified of being pregnant and kept thinking that we'd made a mistake. Now I want it more than ever and it's killing me thinking that I might now happen. I know there's nothing to do but wait. I know I'm fortunate to be in this situation and there's many of women who would love to have the BFP, I'm not ungrateful I know I'm blessed. Hopefully a good night's sleep will help.

@PeanuttyButter it's just so hard to trust when you've been through the heartache of MC. Hard as it is (because nothing about how we feel is logical), try to focus on the good facts, eg., you are statistically more likely to carry a healthy pregnancy than to lose one, even after several losses. Worrying will not change the outcome and whilst completely natural, what's the point of torturing yourself over something that you cannot control? If you can, try to channel your energy into things that help support a healthy pregnancy: eat nice and healthy food, go for some long walks, and practice mindfulness and visualisation (visualise where the pregnancy is now and what you need it to do). Take some deep breaths (in for three, out for three). And if possible, try to imagine your happiness when things work out, not your sadness if they don't. And finally above all, be kind to yourself x

Guys I'm having one of those days where I just feel like something is wrong (I don't know what) and I'm frantically googling. I feel like this isn't my rainbow I know it sounds stupid when I've no real reason to think that. I don't feel as Ill as I did this time last time. I feel really emotional and upset this evening and DH is taking sense (nothing we can do but wait and see and hope) bit it's not helping. I hate this so much. Messaging on here cos you all know what I'm talking about. Can't talk to anyone in real life about this as they wouldn't understand.

Elm7 I am so sorry. This journey is such a tough one and my heart absolutely goes out to you.

Babyghirl did you have any luck? I really hope you get some of your dog's luck. How are you feeling about having puppies? We have just collected our one puppy from it's breeder.

I've been AWOL for a while. My kids have been off school and we have been flat out. It's been good for keeping the mind distracted, and that's sort of what I've needed I think.

Now mid cycle but I think we've missed the window this month. I'm hopi g the mental abs physical break may recharge us for some success in the coming months.

@Babyghirl will you be having the hysterscopy done that check your uterus?? I am having a mot with a full service 🤣 I am not even sure how long I will be under for I don't need to be there until 4:30pm which I thought was late hope I won't need to stay in x

@27DONFIN my op is on 5th October so not too far away I am petrified I think they might find Endo too I have mild adenomyosis but I believe there is more to it scared my ttc journey might be over. Yes definitely keep on them for everything possible xx

@27DONFIN
How have you been doing

@Sweetbabydust1989 good luck. When is your op? I'm waiting on my letter from the hospital with two dates one for ultrasound + bloods and one for my HSG. Itl be 4 weeks since my last appointment confirming that was our next steps I hoping I hear soon x

@sweetbabydust1989
Hoping you get successful after your op I know you will 😘😘😘😘
I'm hoping they can sort my stupid urters out lol xx

@Babyghirl wow heart shaped hopefully they will do all the tests that are needed.. we all need some good news I feel like a lifer on this now I won't be able to try until next year need to heal etc I hope they can clear my tubes if they're blocked xx

@27DONFIN hi hun I am having a lap & dye with a hysterscopy and right tube removal due to my 2 ectopics this year x