🦕🦕 The dinosaur crew - part 8 ttc after mc 🦕🦕

@Unarosaes
Awww sorry your having a tough time , it's good to talk to people who been through the same thing 💚, I try not to symptom spot as it would drive me nuts.

@apwilso
Sorry the witch got you enjoy your time of I'm sure it will be well spent on bed girl 💚

@sweetbabydust1989
Goodluck for today you got this, will be thinking off you, and keep us posted on how you get on💚

@Annny27
Went well my consultant should have results in two weeks they said so just to wait now. When's you op 💚

@Annny27 thanks lovely going in at 4:30 bricking it and starving!!! They're looking for Endo with me aswell I have adenomyosis so they think I could have endo too and a tube removal dreading waking up with no knickers on and a pad between my legs due to the hysterscopy 😩😂 going to be a couple hours in surgery was pre warned yesterday. The things we need to go through and men complain when they need a finger up the bum to check their prostate 😂. Hope yours goes well lovely keep us updated xx

I'm out! AF hit me Saturday night.

Only positive outlook is that I'm off in October with my partner and it's the first month where we off the full week due ovulation!

My boyfriend works away so TTC is proving difficult anyway without the add issue of him not being here half the time! Really hoping this is out chance as we've nearly been trying a year at this point but because of our jobs I don't know if you can call it trying properly!

Hey! I have participating in convios on and off and it's gotten to a point where I feel like I need to share this journey with people who really get it. My partner is great, patient ans supportive but wereliving this experience differently. I got bfp the first month trying and had a mmc a month later at 8 weeks. This is my 4th cycle ttc since then and my af is due tomorrow, which means I am in full symptom spotting mood. Please tell me I am not the only one to do that

@SunnySideUp2020 thanks for asking! Just had a scan and saw a baby with a heartbeat measuring 6w3 or 4 days. Tentatively cautious as I think I should be more like 7 weeks (and means I would have got a bfp at 9 or 10dpo) but it's better than nothing!

@sweetbabydust1989
Awww you will be grand, I know its crap being in hospital just think of what's its for xx

@Babyghirl I have to stay in being admitted too late to be released 😭 xx

@sweetbabydust1989
The day here already, you will be grand be over in no time you only a day case.

Sorry I have been so quiet ladies been preparing for my surgery which is tomorrow I am freaking out so badly 😩 been in isolation since Saturday well until I had to repeat my bloods as something happened in the lab so had to do them all again yesterday morning. Never felt so scared in my life.. hope you ladies are all good xx

Well girls just got a call got a cancellation for an mri scan today at 10.50 so rather quick thankgod 💚

@sunnysideup2020
Thank you 💚

So sorry for your loss @PeanuttyButter hope you are ok.

@Spotsmama @itssquidstella how are you both doing?

@ELM7 How are you doing lovely?

Hi ladies! Been a bit busy lately and stopped opk and all after AF last month.
I have no idea what CD i am on but we cant find any time or energy to DTD so not going great anyway!
But we are in the middle of travelling and hopefully moving so prob for the best 😌

Great news on your surgery @Annny27 what are they gonna do exactly?

Congrats on the pups @Babyghirl
So sweet 💖

@Equimum
Not to bad we setting alarm every 2 hours to check up on them but have to say she doing amazing on her own. So just really checking up on them and to turn heating pad bck on that we got for them and to check on the wee fire that blows heat out want them to be cosy and warm. But she right will look forward for the 8 weeks lol. 💚

Thanks kiwi17 and babyghirl.

How sleep deprived are you babyghirl? We only have one pup, and although she's now sleeping through the night, the first couple of weeks were hard, so I can't imagine having that many! When we collected her, the breeder said she was sorry to see them go in one way, but she had had enough and was looking forward to some rest.

@miscarriage39
Congratulations girl it's tough getting that bfp worse than wanting to get it.

Pups all good I'm hanging in there lol but good practice if I do say so lol 💚

Congratulations @Miscarriage39 that's exciting news! Hope you have told dh now and that you can start to relax a bit. Yeah Wednesday was really crap but now it's over and I least don't have to go through it again for another year by which point I really hope we either have our rainbow baby or am pregnant 🤞 I've given up on trying to make it happen with all the extra stuff though- still bleeding atm but have gone back to just folic acid and regular dtd during fertile week according to cm and that's it. Can't be dealing with all the extra vitamins and stress .. maybe this will make me relax more?!

Glad you have a date for your surgery Annny27.

So unfair that AF arrived on you due date Kiwi17. That must have really hurt! This journey seems so full of cruel twists x

Congratulations on all those pups Babyghirl. How are you getting in with it?

Great news that your scans were all clear 27DONFIN.

Welcome 3amgoogle. Your approach sounds like a good one for now. Sorry things are not clear cut.

So, AF never arrived. I secretly did a test last Saturday that was positive, but have been sort of living in denial I think. I haven't told DH as he was adament after the last miscarriage that it would be better not to know, then if it went wrong early, we would still believe it was just a period. Just to be clear, he wasn't being horrible, just that that would make it weather for him, and he assumed it would for me too. Obviously, I am very aware of things, and that's not the case. Anyway, a week on, I am starting to feel quiet nauseous and generally yucky. I keep thinking I have cramps, though, so talk myself out if telling him. I think I just feel it's all going to go wrong, so it'll be less real if nobody knows. I know it all sounds crazy, but hard to feel any other way right now. I am sorry if this sounds insensitive. I know so many of you here would live to get a BFP, and I am happy, I have just totally lost the connections between this and having a baby, IYSWIM.

@Annny27
We have a few buyers for them so far thankgod but. Will get advertise soon 30,000 when we sell them all so some money. 💚

@3amgoogle
Welcome to the group so sorry you find yourself here though, but it's a great wee family group to be part off.

Ttc after a loses is awful. 12 puppies they just keep coming lol but she done amazing. 💚

babyghirl 11! Beautiful. You must be so proud of mama. 😍

Annny27 Thank you. The anxiety is truly shit.

My 2nd digi said 1-2 weeks with FMU so I'm in limbo. I'm telling myself that for today I'm pregnant, we'll see about tomorrow.

Can I join? Afraid I'm a bit ranty.

I'm ttc #2. I conceived DD after 3 early losses. Investigation from the recurrent mc clinic came up with nothing, but I took asprin and along she came.

We started ttc last month, and on Tuesday I got a nice clear BFP. I've been spotting brown cm but missed my period and put it down to that. I took a CB digi today, hoping for reassurance, and saw 'not pregnant'. So now I'm just waiting to bleed.

I fucking hate ttc. I hate the hoping and the desperation, I hate that I was so stupid to look at my due date and think that this time it might magically happen without heartache just because I thought it should.

@27DONFIN
Great the scan showed all clear, fingers crossed for the blood test results 💚