🦕🦕 The dinosaur crew - part 8 ttc after mc 🦕🦕

Never apologise PeanuttyButter. It sound like you are having a really rough week, and it's so unfair that your birthday falls during this. I know it won't take everything away, but I hope you can enjoy this evening, at least a bit. Does your friend know about your loss? Maybe you could just be honest and say that you don't feel bless to support her at this time?

I had my scan today and, as expected, not good news. Measuring at least two weeks behind behind my dates with no heartbeat. Unfortunately, though, this meant they couldn't confirm miscarriage, because there would be a tiny chance of just not being at the stage of seeing a heart beat, even though they have confirmed that this is not actually feasible given when I got the positive result. I now have to wait until Friday next week for them to re-check. When I ask why such a wait, the nurse said that it would give maximum chance for my body to miscarry naturally. Not really sure what to think or feel at the moment!

Ok girls hold on to your hats...big moan coming today. Sorry.

I just want my period to come... Felt like crap for about 3 days really sicky and PMS like, diarrhoea which is common with me and my period. Had horrendous PMS about a week ago and cramping. Got a bit of pink at my cervix now but still feels like AF is days away... I'm miserable and want it to come now.
In addition to this it's my birthday, I've got a very busy day in work and don't want to be here because of how crappy I feel but can't go home. Got plans tonight but I don't want to go but then I will feel sad that I've not done anything on my birthday. DH woke me with a brew and pressies in bed this morning but I'm just feeling blah.
Was supposed to be my 12 week scan this week...friend has hers on Friday, she messaged this morning to see how I am (seems to have forgotten it's my birthday) and to tell me she's anxious about her scan on Friday. I get it I do but I also can't deal with it...

Roll on the weekend...

@Babyghirl I tested this morning with both and both came back flashing so the old one works and I am not going crazy thinking my holder is broken.. so guessing I am finally gearing up now couldn't come any sooner this is my only month I think as other half is having an op xx

@Babyghirl I have got pregnant twice with this holder so brought a new kit and just used the
Stripes in my old holder but because he went
From low to high in one day it freaked me
Out as it's so early in my cycle so used new holder now I am thinking I shouldn't of done that as the new holder takes a few pee samples to get use to my hormones I might just keep bedding and give up on them xx

@sweetbabydust1989
I don't use them tryed once and it stressed me out lol so stopped. I took by bbt for a few months to get a pic norm CD 11 was my time. I'm thinking if nothing before Christmas to as for a ava bracelet lol. Xx

@Babyghirl thanks lovely I think I am a bit early for any peaks.. can I ask do new holders take a few days to adjust to my hormones etc? I am not sure which to trust and worried now unless I use both again in the morning xx

@sweetbabydust1989
A peak can come and go in the blink of an eye so dtd and keep testing x

@PeanuttyButter thanks lovely I am just a little confused 2 tests same brand one connects to phone other doesn't one showing high and other low 🙈 the one which is low is the new holder not sure which to try in the morning now old or new any suggestions?? Xx

@Sweetbabydust1989 I can sometimes have a few failed ovulations in one particular month, often round day 8-9 then another peak at 11, ewcm the entire time. Probably why DH is usually fed up by the end lol. Can live in you for days so no harm in DTD just incase.

@Babyghirl just checked my cm and it's stretchy and looks clear.. I decided to test with the new holder that came with my new testing kit as I was using my other holder just has to buy a new kit for the sticks as you can't get refills for the clear blue advanced one and that new holder came back with low fertility so not sure which one to trust it's either the older one I have used since March which came back with a high fertility or the new holder that came back with low fertility xx

@sweetbabydust1989
Keep doing tests could just be your body gearing up to ovulate, or could mean an early ovulation say cd9, what's your cm like 💚

Help I am like a crazy lady today so did my ovulation test early this morning and it was low fertility did one just now and it's gone straight to high fertility iam only day 7 of my cycle I am so confused xx

@sweetbabydust1989
Coming up to 4 weeks lol oh there a hand full roll on 4 weeks to they all away 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣💚

@Babyghirl how are the 12 pups doing you must have your hands full with them beauties... oh I am hoping so I am on day 7 so hoping this ovulation might be the one xx

@sweetbabydust1989
I'm the same watching the ch5 afternoon movie curry made, in between feeding the 12 pups lol.

Hopefully your tubes play along with the sperm and you catch next ovulation 💚

@Babyghirl it's been lovely pjs and Netflix slumming it 😂😂 I honestly just wanna get into my 2WW hoping my tubes play ball now they have been cleaned xx

@sweetbabydust1989
Think I will do the same today myself if I ever finishing cleaning 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

@Babyghirl yes I binge watched it all I have done for the last 3 weeks is binge Netflix 🤣🤣 xx

@Equimum
I love cooking his fav dinners for after work most of the time he's no idea on what he's getting to I hand him it 😂😂😂😂😂😂.

@sweetbabydust1989
I love that show have you watched squid games on Netflix lol.

@Equimum oh it's lovely to now be able to start been nearly 6 months now feels forever now I am back in the game. I hope I remember what a 2WW is.. how have you been?? Xx

@Babyghirl woohoo it's so excited I have had months of not being able to try whole awaiting my op but now we can finally do it!! Was sad to see a circle on my ovulation test but I think Clearblue app has told me to start them too early this cycle I am only on day 7.. oh that's sounds lovely hun not sure what I am having yet maybe steak I am back to work next week so making the most of my last week off binge watching Gilmore girls makes me feel old 😂 xx

Glad you are feeling so much better since your op sweetbabydust1989. I have everything crossed that you get your positive really soon.

I hope the day off helps Babyghirl. You've inspired me to think of something yummy to cook. I might use the sorrowful looking butternut squash as the base of a tagine.

@Equimum
So sorry to hear the bleeding is getting worse, hopefully it's nothing to worry about but it's all we can think abot after what we have been through, 💚

@sweetbabydust1989
Wooohooo in to ttc again think ovulation was yesterday for me or sat as had left side pain on on and of on sat but abit worse yesterday even hurt abit last night to dtd like I could feel it when it hit my cervix tmi there really 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 but took a day off work today with an emergency Al just need to have a chill day and going to make a beef curry for oh for after work lol. 💚

Hi ladies you all good so I am officially ttc woohoo... the op did my insides a world of good no more pain on the ectopic side and no more pain after sex cannot believe it all I needed was a good clear out.. started ovulation tests today but started DTD Saturday I really want a third time lucky this year so I can end this shitty year on a high xx

Thanks PeanuttyButter. I called my GP and despite the receptionist again telling me it was too early for them to support me, he called back almost straight away. He called the EPU but they have said that unless I have symptoms of an ectopic pregnancy, there is nothing they can do before Wednesday (and even if I did, it would be A&E, not them). Annoyingly, the local EPU is literally only open for 9 hours a week! I'm not sure they could really save it anyway.