🦕🦕 The dinosaur crew - part 8 ttc after mc 🦕🦕

@Annny27

My firs pregnancy i was convinced it was AF coming.... 😬
I know testing got boring but hope this is a good sign 💕💕

I knew it was coming but it still hurts so much 😞😞
AF got me.
2nd since MC…. I was so hopeful of being one of those super lucky people that get pregnant quickly after 🙄 meh!!

I’m gonna cheer myself up by booking a holiday (and praying that this bloody omicron variant doesn’t mess it up!!) - I had wanted to go away in January when I was pregnant (I would’ve been 5/6 months) but OH was totally against me flying and, much as I know it’s safe, I totally respect that it’s his decision too so it was off the cards, I’ve very much put it back on the cards now!!!

My next AF is due on Christmas Day!! Wtf??!! I’m regular as clockwork so that’s gonna be either the best or worst Christmas ever!! 🤦🏼‍♀️🙄🤷🏼‍♀️

Quick q……. How long did you all take to get pregnant before MC?? I was 2 years TTC so I’m just not feeling at all hopeful of my chances of taking again 😕

@PeanuttyButter
Really rotton tbh been a long time from I felt like this weak dizzy sick cold all rolled in to one 😭😭😭😭😭😭 wish it would do one 💚

@Babyghirl I'm back on the horse!
How you feeling?

@Kelb79
Still feel rotton cough won't break at all 😭😭😭😭😭😭 standing up I get dizzy gs, sorry your feeling confused about all the test results but now you have a plan it will all fall in to place 🍀

@PeanuttyButter
Jump on that horse girl lol, don't even let dp know where u r in your cycle and it should take the pressure off and make it less like baby making time.

@Annny27 no only spoke with the receptionist and she wouldn't give me the actual values. Said I had to speak with the doctor but then wouldn't give me an appointment as the doctor hadn't asked for one and she had referred me to gynae so to wait for them. It really doesn't help. We are in a financial position (we aren't loaded but have savings) to go private if that's what I need but I don't know what will help at the moment.
I've been referred to the local woman's hospital now too so hoping their waiting list is lower.

@Kelb79 thanks but I knew AF was going to come as we didn't try that month so AF was good news at the time.

I'm CD 7 today. Usually ovulate on day 13 so we will start DTD today or tomorrow (don't want to put pressure on DH) but at the same time don't want to freakishly ovulate early and then miss it (I've had lh rises on day 10 before then another peak at 13)

@Annny27 errr yeah….. I relented!! Never did it before, didn’t ever want to risk seeing chemical pregnancies…. But I ended up testing at 8,10 and 12 dpo 🙄🤷🏼‍♀️ All BFN of course! Had the easy@home HCG tests from testing down after MC so they were “just there” 🤦🏼‍♀️ Still holding out a silly little bit of hope but I know I’m out this month!
And OMG…. Is that really a thing that your immune system fights implantation????? I had a horrific cold in the week after my MC was conceived!! I half thought it was symptoms when I found out but it would’ve been way to early!!! That’s totally insane that your body would fight a natural process 😳😳 but also…. How can you kill your immune system for a week after ovulation???? 🤔🤔🤔🤣

@PeanuttyButter so sorry you got AF lovely 😞 I hear you on everyone around you getting pregnant! The most unlikely people around me have got pregnant and gone on to have healthy babies during my delightfully long TTC 😡 sickening!! I actually ended up consoling one of my 16 year old (!!!!) waitresses last night as she came into work mid-miscarriage!!!!!
That was a serious test of my emotions! It’s just 2 months since mine and I broke for her!
Kicked her ass aswell for being so irresponsible - she’s a friends daughter so we’re close enough. Poor girl is going through hell love her…. But it just shows - MCs happen to everyone 💔

@Babyghirl how you feeling lovely?? I hope you get better soon ❤️‍🩹 those tree ornaments are beautiful!! I want one but I’m still so raw I think I’d cry every time I look at it 🙄🤦🏼‍♀️

So my fertility team called me this week to advise starting the IVF application process 😞
When i had my baseline scan they only counted 6 follicles so they’re worried that IVF won’t be a viable option if we wait too long.
It’ll need to be self funded as we live in Cornwall 😩
It’s hit me really hard, they told me I had a much higher than average ovarian reserve following AMH tests so I’m confused as hell!!
But…. Saying that…. I do get that the application process takes so long that it’s worth getting it rolling seeing as time is not on our side. That’ll give us 4-6 months to hopefully make a natural miracle and if it didn’t happen again after that I’d be thinking to move to the next step anyway 🤷🏼‍♀️

Totally screwed my head up though 😐😐😐

@Annny27
Here's to wishing cause I would not be as bad feeling like 💩 😂😂😂😂😂😂 no symptoms at all so we shall see thou xx

@Annny27
Have you tested? How are you?

On my side not much. I had colposcopy and 2 biopsies done on my cervix 2 days ago so no trying this month 😑

@Annny27
Still lingering gs, I'm abot 7 or 8 dpo now have you any symptoms lol xx

@Annny27
Winds where bad was up and down most of it, in work now and I feel like 💩 tbh, wish I could go home and go to bed lol.

@PeanuttyButter
Does not sound crazy at all I hate seeing pregnant women, it's so long waiting on an app it's awful hope you can go private and get some answers xx

I got my blood test results. Coags etc all normal.
Day 21 bloods 'adequate'. Been in touch with the gynae secs to chase up my referral and I've got an appointment in March!!!
Having a discussion this evening with my husband about going private. Can't wait around especially as my colleague has confided in me that she's now trying and I can't cope with someone else around me getting pregnant. I know it sounds crazy but I can't. I have a very small social circle and this is the last person in it not to get pregnant since my first. Arghaghrh

Well I'm loaded with the cold 😭😭😭😭😭 prop abot 4 dpo or around there so off work today. Well I took leave today and tomorrow as pups have to go and get vaccination tomorrow so all getting washed today lol.

Girls Tommys r selling these would be lovely on all r trees xx

@Annny27 yes one booked for 10 weeks as that's when I started spotting last time but who knows! Hoping and praying anyway. Hope these twws speed up for you ladies!

@Annny27
Eyes glued to it lol loved last night's one 😂😂😂😂😂😂 I'm cd15 today but getting a cold gs fingers crossed this month is ur month.

Cycle day 1 for me ladies, AF arrived in full painful glory. I swear they didn't hurt like this pre miscarriage! Ovulation is usually CD13 for me so it's the calm before the storm so to speak! Also need to see where DH is with it all.. glad this last month is over with now though!
Fingers crossed for all that are in the tww xx

@Annny27 good luck holding out!!! 🙈🤣
Im gonna try to wait until December if I can too!! But I seriously doubt my chances - this TWW is a tough one!
I feel ok though, tired and keep feeling sicky but I honestly think I’m manifesting symptoms 🤣 how are you doing??

I actually forgot an appointment for a blood test to check my progesterone levels after a ovulation this morning 😳😳 how the hell I managed that god knows!! Luckily I got another appointment this aft! Phew 😅