🦕🦕 The dinosaur crew - part 8 ttc after mc 🦕🦕

@Babyghirl thanks still in shock and just look at my hand all the time lol the timing has been great it's been a total distraction as I was dreading Christmas for the same reasons as you all. Don't get me wrong the social media posts announcing pregnancies the next few days will have their usual affect but hopefully I can forgot them quickly. Have a lovely day tomorrow with your family x

@Annny27
Awwww I feel the same big hugs, this site has been amazing we have all been through so much together and don't know each other irl. Send you all the love in the world merry Christmas and hope you enjoy it as much as you can 💚

@PeanuttyButter
Another year off support has been amazing hope your holding up 💚

@Kelb79
Merry Christmas and hope you enjoy it as much as you can lovely 💚

@27DONFIN
Welcome back girl congratulations on the ring and hope you have an amazing Christmas 💚

Merry Christmas everyone. Hope you all have a fab time.

Sorry Iv been awol. Been taking time off trying the last month or so. Hope all are well. I will need to have a catch up and read through.

A couple of weeks ago we managed to get away on holiday to Rome for a few days and I came home with a gorgeous 💍 so this has been a lovely distraction.

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@Annny27 Amen sister 🙏🏼 That is EXACTLY it!!! My guy is pretty understanding but I’m still pushing his buttons! 🤦🏼‍♀️
AF threatening but taking its time, meh 😒

Big love to you all, I’m glad I found you - you make me feel so much less alone through all this crap!!

Happy Christmas lovelies - I hope we can all find some joy ❤️❤️❤️

Thinking about everyone tonight grieving the moments that were supposed to be but aren't. @Annny27 put it really well above. Thank you for all your support this year and this week in particular. Xx

@Annny27 yup. I had exactly the same thoughts! I so wanted to announce to my partner better than last time when I woke him up crying my eyes out waving a pee stick in his face 🤦🏼‍♀️ Although after the MC I’m not expecting the same levels of excitement 😵‍💫

I had a total meltdown last night 😞 I always get a night around the start of AF when I can’t sleep and lying in the dark with my head makes me overthink! I got completely wound up then ended up having a blazing argument with OH at stupid o’clock this morning. I’ve had about 2 hours sleep abs I’ve got to teach yoga in an hour ffs 😵‍💫😵‍💫 not a great start to Christmas!!!
I was determined to not let it all get to me but I can’t push it away ☹️

Thanks @Babyghirl @Kelb79

I'm ok actually, felt a bit emotional driving into work and walking past the delivery suite (NHS worker). I think the fact it's my last day in before Christmas is keeping me distracted. Going to light a candle this evening with my husband. Then try and enjoy Christmas the best I can.

Sending love today @PeanuttyButter ❤️
You’ve got this 💪🏼💪🏼

13DPO and a BFN for me. No Christmas miracle. Can’t say I’m not gutted, how amazing that would’ve been. Decided to test early to get the disappointment out of the way!

@PeanuttyButter
Thinking of you today love 💚💐

Hey ladies, can’t believe Christmas is just a few days away!
I put up our tree at last on Sunday. I’ve always got my tree up so early but this year I’ve avoided it completely. OH went crazy last year when we were a lot more hopeful about TTC and bought a massive and beautiful tree with the most lovely decorations. I was so excited to be putting up my tree with my bump growing and the anticipation of Christmases to come. Now it all just means nothing. I’ve struggled the last couple of days again ☹️
Think AF must be coming as I’m crazy emotional!!

@Annny27 I caved yesterday and tested too - the obvious BFN. Just an easy@home test so it, of course, could not be showing yet but I’m not feeling hopeful. I’ll test again on Christmas Eve but I don’t think there’s a Christmas miracle for me either 😞

The biggest hugs to @PeanuttyButter @ELM7 @apwilso and @Sweetbabydust1989 for your due dates, I’m thinking of you all ❤️❤️

@PeanuttyButter sorry to hear... but CD1 is a fresh start especially if the periods is heavy might be a good sign. Definitely do the opks this month. I will do the same from CD25 becaus my cycles are so long. But you should start from CD10 or 12? Are you using cheapies?

@Annny27 sorry you had another bfn 😔
Also I wanted to know what did you do to lenghten your LP?

@ELM7 thinking of you!

And of all of you ladies this Xmas and sending hugs to everyone! 💕💕💕💕

This is my little tree in my temporary home 😄

@Babyghirl best thing I did not testing this cycle I thought as it's Xmas I will have a chilled cycle loads of booze and food and who knows that might do the trick.. how are you doing?? Xx

@apwilso
Thinking of you today big hugs 💚

@PeanuttyButter
How are you feeling. 💚

@sweetbabydust1989
Get to it and hopefully more chilled not knowing when that egg going to pop 💚

Hello everyone how are you all??? Everyone ready for xmas?? So I would of been having my little bundle on the 29th I must admit I am a little sad today about everything but feeling so positive for next year currently on cycle day 11 had a longer period this cycle only by a day not sure why usually 3-4 day bleed turned into a 5 day bleed... I have started using conceive plus lube the stuff is amazing don't feel as dry down there.. I have also not done any opks this cycle I am going in blind and you no what I feel more relaxed about everything so according to my app I should ovulate on Xmas day but taking that with a pinch of salt I feel no pain at all I swear all these pee sticks make you so hyper sensitive oh and having lots more baby dancing that isn't too scheduled which is much better I think so let's see what happens this month xx

Thanks as well @PeanuttyButter got a bit ahead of the post x

@PeanuttyButter I didn't realise you could dm! Can you do that on the app?!

@SunnysideUp2020 she basically said there's a chance I will only have a light bleed this month then next month probably a really big one to expell the tissue. So I went the gym and did a disgustingly hard work out (I cried with emotion at the end), sat with a hot water bottle and persuaded DH to DTD to try and get things going.
It worked!!!
This morning I have the worst period of my life, so heavy, lots of cramping but I feel better mentally for it. Going to have to start OPKs sooner too to see if I ovulate this month, but gonna take today as CD1.

Thinking of you @apwilso remember I'm here (and on DM) if you need to talk

Oh no @PeanuttyButter that doesn't sound good.
What did the doc say?

Well my due date is tomorrow for my MC. Feeling weird about it. Testing opks again this month to figure out what's going on. If it's still off this month I will be going doctors in the new year.

Feeling positive though trying to be in a different mindset instead of going under with it

Been the docs this afternoon for gynae issues (booked before this) and even though I'm bleeding a bit my cervix is closed which isn't ideal. I just feel like it's never ending, feel like this makes me out next month too if I don't get rid x

@PeanuttyButter
Awww big hugs from me we will all get r rainbow babies soon xx

@PeanuttyButter oh bless you huni ❤️❤️ That’s crap at any time but most especially right now. Take care of yourself. Sending so much love xxxxxxxx